well, u guys have been very busy. great synchs and clues and keys, messages, connections abound. couple of new words to use. words==CORRESPONDENCES and COMBINATORICS. those jumped out. can start using those. we have Blue pregnant, lilmomma seeing, drawing, connecting majorly, and doubting; pamelajean HARD at work, Millesley who made a concerted effort to show us that solar magnetic SUN ROPE (burn and apply) gig the few pages back, just saw something on that and thot--here we go, need to show some stuff on that). Seeking is back, and avidly on the hunt, while healing self and her son, and doubting too. that hexagonal/bee/honey thing was of great interest, tied in with the solar influence and the queen, drone behavior and the geometry of it all is astounding, incl the 21 day thing. just like biological ovarian -menstrual cycles, sun vs moon guided. u know the ancient ppl's loved and observed their bees. and all the bee junk thats happened this yr. magnetics? sun? anything to do with it? somehow. combinatorics. wow. that was all amazingly synchy and very informative. thanks very much for adding it here. dont know where to go with that. as far as solar vs lunar--we could further and probably will. show us more on that. i wanted to show this too, illustrates how it went from feminine to patriarchal. how all inter-connects is astounding. from goddess to king. http://www.earth-history.com/Europe/God … -intro.htm
i will watch that video Millienium, thanks much for bringing it in. will have to hook up the laptop as old bessie will NOT do it. videos r all choppy no matter what CODECS i download and apply. i got em all, and shes not gonna cooperate. (codecs? eh and i dont feel clever today, but see what i mean), the codecs on this computer, simply will not play videos without alot of trouble. so if the codes arent 'right' to produce the outcome desired, the video wont play, as the hardware and software arent compatible. one has to have the codes right. cannot have code errors. we have to get into that more and apply it to the update for the body, biologically. syntax and numeric COMBINATORIC factors and codes have to be 'just right' or close to??? from the great sun? solar cycles. it looks like. have to go back to the stuff found at divine cosmos and show. it speaks of codes, awareness and consciousness units. but r they solar influenced? looks likely. its solstice today. 12/22/07.
agree that darn inside out thing is very odd and strangely compelling. not sure what to make of that either but funny how that popped up, more than once, right after i had mentioned that over at SSOA, they say the Anu made geometry all tricky and that a "geometric grid" has been used to 'pen' over us, so wanted to show how it looked like chicken coop wire and that was/is one molecular correspondence to the structure of hydrocarbon. vs silica. those translucent silica beads really got me. theyre so ROUND. no angles there. they look like they can hold light (and water) pretty good to me. not knowing where it will go on rounding vs right 90 degree angles either. (remember what thoth said--the dark brothers hide in angles, angles trap), but a nice 90 degree baby like we showed in the pics looked wide open to me, from a vector point, of convergence in the angle itself. no where to go but on out projectory-like, from that vector view). so im thinking as we lift, re-molecularize, go non-molecular, transparent ROUNDED, silica-based, maybe, a theoretical possibility from wondering about and simply theorizing, that the DNA or rewiring (as we know silica is BODY based, based in blood, and bone, and connective tissue); and we know formulas, imprints and history is literally stored in DNA and RNA, along with the ability to mutate, 2ndary to cellular collective genetic intelligence--and that the memories and DNA of the self and the ancestors can possibly CODE on up, connected to the etheric body, may respond and propel us magnetically forward. ???? to cross realm borders in an 'alive' body. albeit a new creation, that responded, that magnetically was propelled, and compelled, to re-incode, update the hard and software, to cross/jump realm borders. border JUMP, cross the bardos, propel towards the sun, the great mother, the solar deity. the magnetic queen of lifeforce ???? NOT for goddam once, FOOD FOR THE MOON. intact. delivered, with an aware human riding along AS 'it.' survive in 4--4.5---5d. ascension with a body. a new one. all updated, yet driven on by the memories. they couldnt take em away THIS TIME> so updated biologically its a finely tuned vibratory unit. drawing magnetic forces. its unreal. sophia rises again. her children gather. theyre adults now. the forces gather. the great war of light vs dark. holy holy wholly.
this is sheer equation meandering, but trying to find and use and apply, correspondences. biological ascension. theres something to it. and its techno-BIOlogically brilliant somehow, how its been planned, all along, and is coming, rather than cold, theocratic (im not gonna do it or Be there) old fashioned, in the box, gotta go, assinine, unnecessary, old-hat, dumber than mud USUAL DEATH. im going to find the way out, round it all off, intuitively meander thru the labyrinth, break out of the maze, think and intuit, and create, and plan, and FEEL thoughts that I/WE can do such. wanna prepare. not have fear, not doubt. believe in a way out, intact, to ride the wave, surf it and jump it (and im no athlete anymore, thats for sure) and arrive at a (and this is till the harder part) destination that magnetically draws self to it and vice versa from the/a strong EMOTIONAL HEART center. is that apex of the right angle that could propel forth the nexus/zero point? point of trajectory? id give a zillion bucks to find that old old amargi hiller old lithograph of a soul trajectoring forth, in a light body from the depths of the QUEEN's chamber in the great pyramid. it was on my orig crap ass computer that i had in 95. that eventually blew, collapsed and died. like i knew it would when everybody said u cant wreck a computer--oh yes u can!) and here i will say, inject in (watch those injections!! are they urs?!) that the VERY FIRST browser i ever used, came with it, mosaic, and crappy prodigy, took me straight to the damn C's on day numero ONE-0, zero pint for me. when i typed in channeling, aliens, mysticism, metaphysics. beings i was an old seth reader, have all the books, got into RA, had that, had Ptaah stuff, had a ton of stuff, and used to stay up til 3-4-5 am, sleep, get back on and read the junk from early morn, to nightfall, going oh my god, oh my god. found Boulay's work, read all about Kril, the military connections, the Branton stuff, surfed from morn to night and vice versa. and the only reason i got a computer was to study from a disk for my 3rd set of board exams. and im screw that--im on THIS now and the hunt proceeded. added up combined all the hot shit i had sat on from books for all the yrs. and those old readings the nurse helen gave me, whose husband was on the montauk boat. the experiment that went awry. and here I AM now/ here we are NOW.
and this is what i purposefully deleted from one of those last 3 posts i did days ago. which seems like so long ago. i counted the days and it was only 3 days ago. time is sooooo weird. "this is our future self talking to us here" and i took it out. prob shouldnt have. dont know why. and i go--the C's, the C's said that in the beginning. we/I am talking to myself from the future. i see that. i get it. and i will tell YOU this right now, right now, RIGHT NOW I SAID---if theres anybody, anybody, ANYBODY i TRUST, ITS ME. i trust me talking to me, to myself. i have gotten me out of many many messes. i have known ME for a long long LLLLOOONNNGGGG time. this is what SiriArc says, Blue says, Tom Paine says, and knows, we won, we already won. we did it. we vortexed thru, we made portals thru. we rode realm borders. its hard to see, feel, go further. i wanna see the 'fight' though. participate in the battle. use all the training. merge all the past, now, and future selves. i see it that i wouldnt deceive me. i trust me. i been with me, for a very long time. i developed me. it was encoded to do so. i planned it apparently. thats what i wanted u to see. im tired now, im worn, im pooped. i have been exceedingly de-energized, for days. long story and its not like me. i am old now, im sorta beat, my old menopausal body is draggin, but shes all i got, and i love her. she goes nude in the dark and in the sun. she doesnt get sick much. she carries me every damn day. (I HEAR U pamelajean). she gets up, shes glad she slept, shes up and running, she makes coffee, she thinks about ppl she loves, she thinks about NR, she hopes ppl are making their own connections, she vibes ppl, she sends light and information, she worries. she laughs. she wishes she was drunk and doing dionysian rituals. and shes still in 3d but barely feels like it much of the time. and ill tell ya this--SHE/i will never lay down, will never drag up the welding lead before a job undone, will never ever give up, will never stop, will never submit, will never ever surrender, but will go on for SOUL DEVELOPMENT. the choice has been made. that is the most important part. soul development. and while im AT IT, since the whole damn thing started with an absolute unflinching unwavering desire for spiritual knowledge= its all been SOUL RESEARCH. thats what i do, all i care about. i will see if i can do anything, do something, anything, about this damn thing called death. foil the CRATS. screw up their crap, destroy their world, RUIN their plan(s). upset the mess. use the Kristos/christ consciousness, the consciousness of at least one, if not the master revolutionary, higher beings, to quiet this rebel blood. i do NOT care about anything else. nothing. its the quest for me. in that is unbounded love for the HUMAN family of MAN. a responsibility is there. and i remember this, this vow, this vow of sorts--"I was a child of light, and I had given my word." we have all lived thru major vicissitudes, we are still pumpin. this is the penultimate holy grail task for me. of this, there IS NO DOUBT. and im keeping busy, having fun, growing and passing time, living in the now, despite not wanting to, and pressing on. most of the time, i have my eyes squinted just like fluffy.
GNOTHI SEAUTON "Know Thyself!"
Actually, I've had some serious high weirdness going on lately. Reeeaaaalllly strange stuff... And then on top of that, my son got sick with whatever is going around town, and I succumbed to it a couple weeks later. I already had some kind of infection, but then I got another one on top of it. So I had to start taking my herbal antibiotics so kick it in the butt, which of course put me down along with the bugs. I hadn't really built up enough strength to try and evict my guests, so I haven't been doing any cleanses. But then I got that viral or bacterial thing in my lungs, and I knew I had to fight back. I have cut back now, after a month of bug-fighting. Just doing a couple Oreganol a day now instead of 6-9 a day. Basically, I've been struggling to keep hold of my sanity and my life. Literally. The flukes and parasites are not happy with me, neither is the candida. They don't really want to kill me though. Cuz then they would seriously not have a chance.
). I had a dream one night in a hotel room two weeks ago. I was in Milan, Italy (on the dream, not in 3D. But I was in Milan 2 months ago. On 3D, not on dream. Confusing, isn't it?). Somewhere near Il Duomo square (1). I walk to see Il Duomo and think to have some pictures. But before seeing Duomo, an old Italian lady comes near me and says "c'mon". We join a small group and we go underground. The lady tells me this is under Il Duomo building and there are some very old artifacts here. I look around and see some big geometrical shapes like a giant spider web. These shapes are everywhere under Il Duomo building. Some part of the artifacts seem really old but some parts seem like renovated, the fabric is different. Older parts are like big old-stones but newer parts looks like cement. The lady says this structure is damaged by time as it is very very old and now human beings try to renovate it. 
