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Hi Wandering1!

What kind of resistance have you experienced?   Is it within yourself, or coming from others?   

I know you meant something slightly different from what I'm thinking about here, but I'll still throw this out there because you reminded me of it.   But you know what's weird....I've been having the idea increasingly lately that we really and truly are in a time loop. . . I can almost feel that we've gone through this before, over and over again.  Like this is our upteenth time running through the program.

I've read about this concept from a few sources, including Ellie Crystal and David Icke, but to be honest, I didn't buy into it before, only because I didn't feel it at the time.   Now for some reason, (and maybe this is manipulation or programming, so of course I'm cautious to jump on THAT train!  haha) but now it's like I can actually feel that Yeah, we've been through this all before.

It's come up in conversation with Tom and when he was saying it I thought, "Yeah.  It's true.   This is the upteenth time we've been through this, and yes, I think this time we just might get it right!"   

I don't know why I'm feeling this, again, maybe it's programming / manipulation.   But I thought I'd mention it.  I think I'm more accepting of this idea and can feel it more now maybe because of the weird things that have happened to me in life, "glitches in the matrix", really bizarre de ja vus, and other such weirdness, which have shown me that stuff isn't nice and neat and organized and *linear*.   That there is timeline manipulation going on, and if that's true, then you naturally have to extrapulate and realize what else that entails.

Back to the topic of the NR front page, I'm hoping that we'll someday see a piece by czyx.    He doesn't post much but when he does, it's always something good.  I'm thinking he'd write a great mini-article for the front page.  And something else from orphicart, if she has any other ideas stirring about.    I enjoyed seeker's piece too, it was nice to see that he finished that!

In this case, the resistance is from others.  I used to feel more internal conflict about "living in two worlds" and simultaneous holding a conventional world view along with alternative world views.  I feel less of that now as I see ambiguity being resolved as an acceleration of events continues. 

Not that I necessarily expect all of my alternative ideas to be validated, it's just that for some things we will know one way or the other, at least in terms of when they will manifest - either they do manifest in an obvious way in a given time period or not.

When I am bringing up ideas with others, before I begin talking about my ideas, I generally say that I am just talking about possibilities.  I am not insisting that the information is true.

I have seen and experienced resistance in various ways.  One aspect is that a person may think that you are on the wrong track and they want to bring to back to the right track, or at least consider their side of how they see things.

Nothing wrong with this, it's just a matter of what tone and approach is used to convey those thoughts.

Another aspect to resistance arises when a person considers what you are saying may actually be accurate, and then there can be an almost visible sense of "well if those ideas are true then I have to change a lot of the way I see the world, and that is a lot to take on."

Fear and concern can arise at that point.  And all of this simply from talking about ideas and possibilities.

But wait, there's more!

You want to hear the kicker??

In the original version of my post, I included an entire paragraph which outlined the most powerful de ja vu experience that I've ever had to date, which occured shortly after I moved to Florida back in 2002.   About 10 seconds before it happened, I knew it was going to happen and even stopped what I was doing to "wait for it."   Looking around, going, Okay, where is it....?   Where is it.....?   BAM!  Then it hit me, like I was being slammed into something.   Not only was it the strongest de ja vu I've ever had, but it's the only one where I KNEW it was coming, and stopped to wait for it with a sigh.    It's just SO BIZARRE.   The experience indicated to me that de ja vus are not just normal biological happenings, but indicators of something else happening, causing me to be open to the idea that they could in fact, represent timeline manipulations.   And in light of my recent thoughts...possibly an actual time loop.  Could certainly be one possibility for why I expected it, and stopped to wait for it with a sigh.   Like I'd been through it all before.  Over and over and over again. 

Then I then decided to delete that paragraph, feeling it was irrelevant and boring.     Now tell me that ain't weird!

We made it through Day 1!   Woohoo!   I "resisted the click" too.    Not only that, but when I was in line at the grocery store with ample opportunity to read a celeb mag out of boredom, I did not.  Thank you very much.    While at Barnes and Noble, I walked right on by the magazine rack.   Didn't "go there".    So, doin' good!   Day 2, 3 and 4 should be a breeze, because I'll be away, working at a ski resort for this business trip thing.  By Day 5 I should be like, "Celeb blogs what?   huh?  Don't know what you're talkin about."     hehe

lyra, you're probably on the ski slopes about now!  Thought i would ask, have you ever tested your surroundings with an RF/MW signal detector?  It might be interesting to see how 'attacks' like this correlate... especially before/during such episodes, if such a thing is possible.

speaking of resistance, I feel a lot of times lately (as I am starting to wake up), that there are almost like 'agents' in my life who appear at the strangest times.  Like.... in the Truman show... Truman's friend...  Only me it's on my MSN often...  food for thought.  I have a strong gut feeling about this.  and not just coz me and a bud finished watching the matrix.

"how long?  not long!  coz what you reap, is what you sow!"

Just letting all of you know there are a couple new articles out at the NR Homepage by some of our fellow members. Latest one is by Feritciva. Thank you to our current and future authors, these articles are awesome