Re: The Spiritual Evolution of Animals
Auendove..............funny how even insects can be kind of cool, huh?
When reading your story I realized that when insects display traits of sentience and curiosity, they suddenly don't seem so bad. It's when they scurry / fly about being their usual obvlivious selves that they suddenly seem gross and creepy. Flint sounded cool!
I've even seen something similar with a PALMETTO bugs of all things. One night I was sitting outside sipping my tea on the flower bed ledge outside my apartment and glanced down to see a Palmetto which had crawled next to me and was just sitting there next to me, calmly, like "Hello! Here I am!"
I jumped up like "AHHH!" due to reflex reaction, which scared the Palmetto, and he jumped (recoiled) and ran away! I actually felt bad! I was thinking, Sorry! I have a mixed reaction to Palmettos. I think they're just absolutely the grossest looking things. Just nasty. Yet I still feel bad about killing them.
My dad taught me to not kill insects and spiders (ESPECIALLY spiders) and to just capture them and let them go if possible. I've taken that into adulthood. Except when it comes to mosquitos.
I'll bitch slap them right off my arms and legs! (haha! see what you started Montalk, you and your funny bitch slap comment first thing this morning.
) Although even when dealing with mosquitos I feel bad about killing them too because I realize they're just doing what they need to do. They can't help it. Nothing personal. Two weeks ago we found a HUGE honkin' spider just trapsing along across the wall in my apartment. It was the size of a quarter, and had a thick body, it wasn't something thin and graceful. Captured that and let it go outside. Spiders actually have hearts, which most people don't realize. They have hearts and pump blood. They're not insects, and shouldn't be treated as such. They're very necessary for the environment and so I don't kill them. Even if they weren't necessary for the environment somehow it just seems cruel and disgusting to smash an insect / critter for no apparant reason. One minute it's alive and fine and life is good. Who are we to smash it and give it such a traumatic, painful and sudden end? Let something else be responsible for that - a bird, a cat, whatever - but not me.
Although......there are these nasty black fly bug things that we have here which I kill in a second because they bite and leave big welt looking things on me. I don't know what the hell these things are.....They're like a combination between a black cricket with its long cricket legs bent at the "knee", but they fly / hop around. ?!?! And they bite. Auendove, have you ever seen these things on your side of Florida? I looked them up in a Florida regional insect book but they weren't in there. Just curious what they are.
So I guess if it bites / stings or acts malicious without provocation......I kill it. But I still always feel a little bad.
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