Well I just want to say my good byes before the forum closes on the 28th. I don't know how I ever came across this site to begin with back in 2005. I remember that my first post was a rather disjointed and incoherent attempt after my first ayahuasca adventures with the Dark Wizard, Stuart Wilde in Brazil. It was then, that my perception and thus my life made a 180 degree turn. I'm still far from figuring anything out, but I have a general sense of what direction I'm heading.
You know at 44 I'm probably one of the oldest on this forum, but far from the wisest. I appreciate all that I've learned here. It is good to know that I'm not alone in the whole process of life, and trying to understand where I am and what it is that I'm supposed to be doing. Thanks to all of you for your wisdom, especially you Tom. You are a really intelligent guy. I hope to keep up with your writings in the future.
Once again, thanks for being kind and supportive regarding my recounting of my ayahuasca encounters with The Lady. Look for future posts on the ayahuasca forums or the new Noble Dreams if you are so inclined. I'll have something up in March and July of 2008.
My sense is still that the pressure is building on the other side, and it is going to be a wild ride over the next several years. My advice is to do whatever it is you do to stay centered. Keep an eye on changes in the earth, weather, sun, human and animal behavior. Live as much as you can in the present. Focus on yourself and your family, whatever family means to you. Stay fluid. Police your thoughts and especially your actions, but forgive yourself when you don't. Stay on the path, get back on if you get lost. Trust your intuition. Believe in miracles. Create your reality.
Until we meet again, remember:
"We Are The Ones We Have Been Waiting For."
