Topic: hydergine and paracetam
Has anyone tried these so called smart drugs. Ok I was going thru some channelling notes from someone named BLUE on the forum and he answerd a questiong for psycho active drugs and I thought may be I will try them and yes indeed I tried.
Hydergine had a weird effect i didn't take paracetam at that time. I felt like i was a lil drunk and I could see lights emmiting from bugs and stuff like I could see lights that i see often due to my kundalini awakening got intense and i could see'em more often. All, i had to do was hold my eye sight at one point and then i will see a light right under the spot i will focus on. I would say about 2 inches below that spot there would be a light opening. Now, it wasn't that bad only later i found out it works on the CNS centeral nervous sytem and paralyzes the whole body like melatonin with an exception of effecting the pineal gland and vivid dreams.
Second time I tried both together with a 500mg paracetam and 1 mg hydergine. Well, Paracetam is given to people with dyslexia and I don't have dyslexia but learnt about how it imporves brain damage and increases memmory and helps connect the right and left side of the brain. Now, it made me soo emotional and upset about my life I don't regret what I did but i tored all my pictures from my childhood to the present and threw'em in the garbage saying what the hell was i thinking when i was happy being a dummy slave to everyone around and stuff. It just gave me a very bad emotional kick which upset the hell out of me and it did effect my brain like how i control lot of feelings and they just surfaced. I conroled those feelings with self assurance of why i repress them and they seem to come out and go chaotic and it wasn't one of the best experiences i can recall.
Now, that was my personal experience which i doubt i will do again but has anyone else experience the same. When I read on internet people were like it helps them perform better in arts and music and they fell this and that and but why did i end up with such an emotional breakdown??
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