I read the opening line late last night after a couple of days being off the net, thinking it was another vacation and....X. I will miss this place so much. For once in my little life, I found a place where I actually felt comfortable, 1 million percent, seeing people like myself, churning and pouring out their minds, hearts and souls to reveal themselves in this safe environment, all without that new age "i wanna hug you because i'm a new ager" feel. I've had the opportunity to meet (online, not in person, yet) amazing people on MY WAVELENGTH and I am truly grateful for that. It will be sad to see this place after 2/22, since it was a safe area for me, a backbone of who I am and the person I strive to be.
Thank you Tom/Montalk for allowing and creating such a forum. There were good forces that day when I was playing around with my brother's computer, clicking links and then finding your website. I believe it was meant for me to find this forum to find my posse out there in the world, a little reminder that I am not alone.
A big thanks to all other members out there. I have too many damn names to list, but thanks, even the shady ones who came around since I joined. They too taught me a few things like how not to be, haha.
So where do I go now? Well, the first thing is if anyone here is from the NYC area, email me! If anyone is visiting NYC, email me. I would show you around NYC and when I get my own place, you don't have to pay for a hotel. Maybe I'll make a website, something high quality, but I'll have to think about that a little more.
Alright, so we have about a month left with NR, so lets all network, get to know each other a lot better and as montalk says, network in other ways. Even though I'm sad that NR will be going, I have a good feeling that this may be the right decision in the bigger picture, where members will contact each other via email/phone and will be even more real.
Thank you all. Be good.
-Proto
"We either make ourselves miserable, or we make ourselves strong. The amount of work is the same."
– Carlos Castaneda