Seeking--i wish u were here to "read" my palm/hand/lines/journey. great honed skill u have there on reading the lines. been thinking of u heavily. knowing you've been hard at work too. processing, learning, letting go and adding to at the same time. "Seeking and son." thot that yesterday. BTW, old bessie didnt crash, but the DSL line into the house did. all the wires were corroded in the phonebox and it was wet from all the rains we'd been having. missing one side, so the wires got soaked and no contact could be made. the phone line kept clicking too, every so many seconds and of course, i thot maybe my line was tapped (thot that for yrs and could care less) so i yelled out alot of rotten stuff just in case TPTB were listening. and i found my notes on how the sword works, the divine word -- "The sword works by/on specific photo-radionic light frequencies." dont know where i got that but had written it down. man that is so cool. i told my sister to never pull it unless u mean it and ur gonna use it. i found the actual intent of going to use it works almost as well as the actual pulling. i didnt want to forget to say that as its been bugging me.
i want u to look up Sarmoun/SARMOUNI's -- who and what they are/is/were. and ur bees. bees mean knowledge, the imparting of. as bees are the weavers/knowers/suppliers of life. u will be pleased. ur a MAPMAKER. u may resonate with sarmouni. yes, you are a pioneer. and u recognize ur role here. (just like in SiriArc's last retribution/redemption dark angel pic. to illustrate.) u remind me so much of my sister. going thru some dark times and shes sick of crying and mourning, too. thats exactly where shes been, but ill tell ya this--she is AWARE now. after that dark visitation and confrontation that she had been living with since August but was afraid to speak about it. it kept telling her 'to be quiet.' did not wanna be revealed. hiding in her house. the house she built. invader. to make her have fear. old worn-out fear. that so has to go. shes clearing up now after over almost 50 yrs. all the family dynamics shit has come out with this. it had to. all tied in. had to go out in the sun--in the open. so much has been uncovered. the dark secrets are out in the open now. she and i have processed together, and we uncovered alot. pulled the skeletons screaming and crying and rattling their asses off, out of the closets. and i know it sounds corny, but of course, major forgiveness was in there. cannot cross realms carrying burdens nor beasts. we processed stuff that the parents couldnt face. after all, that wasnt OUR relationship but we got drawn in like it goes in families. the unfinished business that lived thru her. so we/she could get clear. there was nothing to fear when it came out in the light. hard when one has 'carried' so much, secretly, for so long. its amazing how that would work. and its supposed to. in these times of uncovering, as hidden stuff comes out to the light. as the realms collide and the veil is pulled. its destiny. part of the ascension process. right on schedule.
and thats been a major facet of our "job", to drag stuff out to the light. to seek our destiny. i read the other day--"want a destiny? then MAKE ONE." man, i loved that. talk about archetypal thinking and metaphorically creating. and not the old tired love and light crappy moniker metaphor That gets, but EXPOSURE when i say coming to light or out in the open. recognizing for her particularly, the parts shes played. when one's been trained to hold secrets, much sickness and sadness occurs. the banishing/confrontation helped to free her. shes gaining strength and sovereignty, seeing she herself is a mapmaker. (she was a cathar parfait, and nun; heard the prayers of the dying, kept their darkest secrets in that life and in this one. was named so even, and who woulda thot? see where the real research has lead! it has all been for real purpose, for discovery, for correlation, for UNDERSTANDING. ancient history and terms, pastlives, and concepts and the GNOSTIC way, having had to experience it to know and apply it all. my god, what fabulous discovery...). im saying this as this IS part of ascension. clearing, realizing, resolving. cleansing self and the ancestors in this process game. not even so distant in ancestry. its been a purification alright, i could name and cite all the terms, but unnecessary. u know, we KNOW what is implied here, what has had had to go on. again and again, the soul groups flourish. they seek to find and finish and play out. i believe we have one HERE. on NR. relentlessly, we seek it. the way, the work, the processing. we seek to punch a way thru. portals for others, for self. the old ways must cease. the old paradigm DIES and we live on, to create a new world. shed of the onion layers, the old skins.
Antaeus--thats the deal my friend. i see u as a scholar and a Mapmaker too. punching thru the veil with ur thots and ideas and concepts. i have studied theosophy and respect it as you do. and applaud u for it and the contributions u have added to NR in and of that vein. u too are an avid seeker and researcher. (many ppl do not like the tenets of theosophy but they do lend alot to the mystical mysteries. yet it is clear that Blavatsky was a brilliant thinker and her contributions cannot be denied, just like ppl argue about Crowley). all info is necessary and can be sorted an applied. all applications lead to/for soul development IMO, for those who seek to make the equations. adding up the 2+ 2's. spreading around info is the intent. making the connections work. headed as we all are, sooner or later for a tweaked version of MOKSHA. http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Moksha ... an attempt after all this, to further develop where the best of the realms provide. where the KRISTOS consciousness dwells. it may be time for more additions on that. this time we seek the Assemblage Point collectively. many have spoken of it, but we need to apply it. which david wilcock describes as ZTR. "zero time reference". if u look that up u will be pleased and amazed. the more i read of him, the more impressed and will have to make some additions on this thread about that and more of his stuff i ran across lately. with him being of the Cayce soul source/ possible consciousness unit or soul group; since his stuff always did ring so resonate. and we can use a new term now too--that applies in all this = Transfiguration. from/by morphic resonance and biorelativity intervention. we see collectively what is unacceptable, that which impedes growth, that which impedes progress which some say means overcoming and healing, but it all leads to having had the experience and then doing what one will with it to seek to re-create and re-define. drawn magnetically to do so. its a correction process of serving the higher realms which ends up being a rescue in the making. this is where i think, we rescue ourselves. as in the Kristos returns, but its us.
another thing i gleaned from some stuff from David Wilcock the other day was this -- that reminded me of what u said Antaeus in the first paragraph of ur last post. (i think it was from him anyway. or where did i get it? shoulda cited and posted it but it was huge). ended up being an amazing pictoral explanation of the world/heaven u described, but instead of merging again after all the work, all the soul development, all the fine ascension and transmutation--dig this, rather than the samsara again and merging "back" when the merit runs out---INSTEAD picture when a new star is born and a galaxy is in the making (as in pics of these per the hubble, etc) and realize ITS A SOUL at the highest apex point, expanding itself. making a new universe. wow. no merit running out there--quite the opposite. way even better. just picture it. this same source says that that indeed is what's being seen in those exact pics. the finest manifestation of all. it just gets better than imagineable with the power and soul perfection. sounds better than being a god. no merits ever run out but instead, are more glorious, stupendous, far reaching, growing constantly brighter and stronger. in source-power, and light photonic radiance. thats how it really goes. and we're here to do that. its been said when u see a 'star or a new universe being born--its really a soul reaching out to do/be more."
we once were drawn here, to earth, the 'perpetual' world, which must be constantly experienced, in many role reversals, so that it is understood. and the learning applied. no good without application. there must be clear sight, and far remembering. figured out the other day, in all this, and in posting all this, while looking at incarnational patterns, and old readings, that all has been put to use of course. i know i was a scribe in at least one egyptian and one big medieval life (monk at least 3 times and nun with my sister, as in "sister!" for real==2 times now, and therein lies alot of the hair issues). with each i learned more, and put it to use. thats what u see Antaeus. the product of that life. at one time, as scribes were trained to do so, i merely wrote, scribed what i was told. to make the marks, but i had not the knowledge. i realized i needed to learn what the knowledge MEANT. so i learned to read and understand the actual scribing. figuring out what they were making me write. growth occurred from merely making the marks. the intent to reveal and to incessantly research and put it together came from that and another pastlife as a scribe. when i couldnt read or write but had been trained to 'make the marks, the strokes' on paper, parchment, leather, walls, without knowing or being allowed to know the true meaning. in those leather-bound old dusty books that the priests read from. in at least one life, (egyptian and medieval) that was forbidden. scribes were not to KNOW what their writing/scribing really meant. they were merely 'writers' scribes given assignments to complete. very similar to what tomb builders experienced; dug the tomb, scribed on it, drew the pictographs, the heiroglyphics, then were eliminated. in this life, we're not having that anymore. now i scribe and TELL EVERYBODY what i found. with all the great info we gather on NR, i think it is clear that lives will be influenced and that knowledge cant be held in secret. truly a service to others thing we all do here for our candidacy to 4> 5D>7D. and thank you hermit Brad for the gnosticradio link. it is appreciated.
GNOTHI SEAUTON "Know Thyself!"
