If I don't have anything new to say about it then I'll say nothing, probably best. 
I have thought of something , however, something that's been bothering me for ages.
You know how people hear the voice of God or see angels, then they "know" God exisits and faith no longer is a factor.
I heard the voice of God, yes that's right, Im a loony, lol,(I can assure you I am in possession of my faculties and sometimes do ponder the possibility that I could be mad) , it went right through me, shook my foundations, filled me with all sorts of good feelings.
Well, I didn't know at the time if it was the voice of God and thought it could have been an angel or messenger of sorts, whoever, it was a voice supposedly from heaven.
The problem is, I am now convinced that the Christian sect to which I belonged at the time of this occurance is masonic, demonic and false, without doubt.
I do not think the voice was from a higher-self or light beings, even though it sure felt like it but rather was meant to reinforce my belief in a lie.
This, in turn has convinced me, without the need for faith, more a knowing, (for all the good it does me) that unseen forces rule this earth with an iron hand and great technology, capable, within or possibly even beyond universal laws of behavioural allowances or rules, to so indoctrinate a being that he/she completely gives themelves over to the lie and unknowingly, are allowed to live the rest of their lives in guilt or fear or belief in a lie.
This is an incredible thing to be allowed to do to any being.
It was a small event the voice pre-told me of, this event did happen the next day.
This convinces me of how closely we are being watched.
Perhaps the closer to mainstream lies you are the closer you are watched.
If you have potential to be completely duped action will be taken to do so.
You will become a mighty conversion tool.
(If you reject the attempted conditioning, attempts are made to remove you from the picture.
I have come close to being "removed" a few times.
In the guise of accidents or blatant attempts.)
Perhaps as you are talking to someone they suddenly feel the holy spirit powerfully upon them, something similarly being projected towards them by those unseen using means unknown to us.
Perhaps if they can "see" or with a large decree of accuracy, predict the future, they are unhappy in knowing that you might say things in this future which convinces others of the lie.
I have the strong impression that whoever was behind the voice is a very powerfull being indeed.
I begin to doubt the validity of this universal law as I begin to form the opinion that what we are undergoing is so malicious and cruel that it is without boundries or at the very least has a very large scope of operation.
Perhaps it is only now , recently discovered because light beings do not know about everything everywhere and help is on the way, I don't know but as one belief system is shattered or exposed it makes it all that more difficult to ever form a belief in anything again.
To me it's not about faith anymore, to me the Godman story may be a myth but those behind it are very real.
One thing I know for sure is that I need to get over this.
It's all about those I love and not belief systems.
Thanks for listening.
Love and peace to you all.
ps: I suppose there has to be some kind of law in force otherwise people who are a liability to them could easily be "taken out" of the equation.
Perhaps it is not possible for an individual to be threat to "them".