lala wrote:khatru wrote:
The species that are physically absorbed for their energy still manage to survive, genetically on the material plane, and also in the format of their subjective, group consciousness..
yyeeccchhh, this literally made me sick to my stomach-not that it may not be a valid reality, but the thought that we are just another life form that must struggle for survival on not just a physical but on a consciousness and metaphysical level is horrifying to me.
I'm sorry if I upset you.
One time I had a vision (so to speak) while sitting on the roof of my house during a lunar eclipse. I find eclipses of any type carry a strong potential for accessing the parts of myself that just know "stuff". I'm sure there are people around NR who understand the energy of them much better than I do, but for me, at the very least, just that there's a period of physical alignment of the three celestial bodies is enough to inspire me to reach inside for something deeper. That night there was supposedly a 4th alignment, that with the galactic center, the central sun.
What I saw was a dance of three living beings.
Sun was glorious and absolutely in love with Earth. There are countless stars but so few with an actual third dimensional lover who is teeming with life on this plane. Sun is all about Earth, so special and rare, a delicate jewel hanging in space, irreplaceable and precious.
Earth was simply mother, female in every way, driven to experience all she can while she can. All Earth is doing from that point of view is taking the energy of her lover and using it in creating and birthing all the millions of species in her every nook and cranny, everyone of them clawing their way into 3D awareness. Together they take starlight and weave it into the patterns of organic life. This is how she experiences the material plane. Every one of the billion, billion organisms birthed by her are intrinsically connected to her. She sees, feels, hears, touches, emotes with every nuance of every one her creatures as they experience their reality. We and all the teeming organisms around us are Earth's 3D sensory organs...and maybe 4d as well. Without life Earth would be blind and deaf at this level of reality. We help carry her memory as well.
The same as we're multidimensional, so are the celestial bodies. Our tiny micro droplets of energy are mirrors of the patterns and tones of stars. We're made of the same stuff. We're all surfing through eternity together.
The fox doesn't really kill the rabbit, and the rabbit doesn't really kill the lettuce. It's a mutual agreement between them. We all get to be here and experience this beauty and stretch our sentient wings because of these agreements. Most of all we agree because we are the organic body of Earth and without her we'd have none of this. There's nothing negative about any of it, it's all an expression of Love.
([size=10]The moon's bit would be a distraction to this conversation[/size])
lala wrote:Is that all you think the ascension movement is about-people trying to hang onto and preserve their individual drop of consciousness? Is it all just one big predatorial food chain in and out of the body? Kill or be killed and if you can't cut it be absorbed and "die" as an individual consciousness on every level of being? Isn't that kind of like a metaphysical Darwinism?
I think the ascension movement is several different things, and one of those things is ego and another is fear. Fear of death, a loss of control, fear of the loss of self. Ego that needs control and feeds off of the dreams of becoming super beings, invincible, immortal, able to conquer all evil and injustice with a compassionate thought. Do you see any of this coming from the "I'm on the verge of ascension" crowd?
If it was only so easy, all this mess we've made could be healed by a single thought from any of the lightbeings of the higher orders. But, somehow they never seem to do this, we make whatever darkness we want down here and no one stops us. Maybe that's how the game is played...you have to get into the inside to change the direction of the evolution. We have to become Earth to dream heaven back into earth.
It's also about a few, very true to heart and highly evolved beings who believe they're ready to pull all the pieces of their many selves together and coalesce into their Oneness. Maybe the ones who truly understand the process will do this and stay here afterward. Hundreds, maybe thousands of Christs walking the planet. That would surely have a positive effect.
I also think ascension is about the Earth's changing vibration and who's going figure out how to ride that wave. That ascension is really the one I think we've all showed up for.
lala wrote:One of you other geniuses please argue out of this corner... Is that all every quest for spiritual life comes down to-people trying to become a rigid sort of immortality, like an archetype or a god for a few thousand millenia to prevent from being absorbed into the slurry of one big consciousness meld for awhile. I don't find this uplifting on any level.
:>) But you don't have to do anything you don't want to do. On the grandest scale I bother with, the universe will expand and contract and fragment into infinite shards over and over again. You don't have to be god, you can be a bug or cobweb or an army or anything you want. It's all cool. Obviously you're not ready to melt into One. Hey, me either. I can fully understand where you're coming from, probably we're just puppies in all of this. We want to roll around in the grass and be all about puppy love. We can't even imagine being a big dog yet, and don't like thinking about it either. It's just that when you start getting closer, these thoughts sneak in more and more often. I think it's why we keep jumping back into forgetfulness.
lala, you mentioned earlier about "waking up" to the harshness of survival. All these adjustments to our attention happen to us in increments. Unless you decide to stay at a frequency that's creeped out by dark thinking about the most basic exchanges of life's energy, you'll surely wake up to another level of attention that says all of it's good. Because it is all good.
lala wrote:Is that the spiritual "surrender" people keep talking about all the time? i don't want to be absorbed, or absorb the consciousness of another being, although if I say that I would commune with those essences without actually absorbing them, you would probably say that that is an illusion of separation concept that arises out of duality. I have to keep my belief in the individual soul essence and positive development of a spiritual ego in order to keep from going stark raving mad on this plane.-lala
Well that whole bit you're responding to is about as macro as I get. Maybe in a few millenia of holding your energy together, and falling apart and pulling together, and communing with everything you've been attracted to and then experiencing everything you could imagine experiencing times a billion, you might feel a yearning to go back, plug into the wholeness, be wiped clean by the bliss of it. Maybe you can be the last holdout.
I also have questions about what people are talking about when they say "surrender". I think it's just letting go of a little of the force we exert that keeps the rest of the universe from flooding over us and sweeping us away on a wave of ecstasy. Just a little bit of surrender there, let the light in, let the sound wash over us, remember our true reality with no fear, no ego, even for a moment or two. It doesn't mean we have let ourselves surrender to the point that our droplet of self washes into the sea.