Topic: the matrix as ego hive mind
Namaste.
From my personal experiences, I have developed a view of the 'matrix' we live in that I would like to express here. It is a hurtful view in the sense that 'Truth hurts', and a most pleasurable view in the sense that blissful ignorance is only ever always impermanent.
Essentially, we are all part of a hive mind which, Eternal, is divided into various individual conscious control agencies, the most notable dichotomy being between "us" and "them". All our egos are part of it, while "they" are also part of the same thing, but "they" are most different from "us". "They" are eternal, and seek to trick us down the path of evil, tempting us with immortality. The new-age notion of a HigherSelf that involves remembering our "true self" to the practically complete deconstruction of our present selves, that who we truly are is totally foreign to our present awareness, this is part of the conspiracy. In truth, we are all already immortal, if we simply choose to evolve as opposed to devolve; immortality is no lure in this light.
The ego is truly not us, but rather part of a hive mind that seeks to control us to the extent that we still retain some degree of free will (little delight does evil take in tormenting its own, so it needs 'others'). Ironically, the ego must be acknowledged, accepted, and embraced, in order to be transcended, in order for one to truly realize that they are *not* their ego. One always retains conscious control agency, but conscious control agency needn't directly corrolate by any means with the definition of "ego". The enlightened individual often impresses upon misguided new-age thought that the ego is not to be denied but rather accepted and embraced. New-age thought deliberately speaks from too high a vantage point to be accessible by virtually *any* reader, causing enlightened reaction to promote acceptance of the ego. In this way is the nich for truly enlightened understanding of the ego as something actually foreign almost entirely obliterated. Indeed, admittedly, to say that the ego is foreign is most harmful to the spiritual novice.
The trickery of the hive mind is utterly logical, so one must find a way to realize paradox in order to escape from the conspiracy. Realizing the contradiction of things is one good way, as is also the entheogenic experience, but these ways open one's self to the gullibility of unconditional acceptance of experience, which is more often than not fabricated by outside sources. Social stereotypes fabricate divine coincidence as the result of collective will and intention, blurring the line between true divine coincidence and fabricated coincidence. The journey is perilously difficult, difficult not in the sense of pain but rather in the sense of complexity, in the sense of risking coming to the wrong conclusions and never relinquishing your grasp thereon. Lessons of disharmony truly are more insightful than lessons of harmony, for if carried out to their logical ends they lead to the realization that they *are* lessons of harmony, whereas lessons of harmony do not necessarily logically lead to the realization that they are lessons of disharmony.
Hope has become corrupt, as if not for others but for one's own self.. when will you realize that you're already there? Hope for one's self affirms doubt, whereas hope for others affirms tempered optimism and faith in one's own abilities to affectuate change, faith in one's self to *be* the change one wishes to see in the world. The higher you ascend, the more of a target do you make yourself, and ironically for all evil's efforts is evil only ever always a test if one chooses such perspective. The trickster archetype is benevolent in this sense, while the opposite in the sense of being that which necessitates trickery in the first place because things are so far regressed as they are. Evil is not a necessary element of universal procession and the pivotal element of freedom of will therein--rather does freedom of will necessitate that some will inevitably choose the path of evil! That things are as they are only means that some will graduate with such flying colours as to ascend to unimaginable status, while the vastness of tests present prevents most from graduating to any extent whatsoever--inequality, to translate in the long term into more balanced harmony of equilibrium if the forces of good prevail or into *even* less balanced harmony of equilibrium if the forces of evil continue to prevail... but this duration of term lasts far, far beyond 2012...
It is difficult to express.. what do y'all think?...