Topic: What did you do when NR was down?
hey everybody!!! really really missed u guys. wondered what everybody "did" or was doing when we "were away." and boy and oh boy--what's it gonna be like if/when the net ever goes down and we cant talk to each other? man that will be bad and weird. hate to get going on "that" again too, worrying about electricity and the grid going down and food supply, and all that crap. ordered a catalog for tools and generators and solar panels despite. already have a ton of solar and more, crap here, as u know, and live with an inventor, so not too worried. more concerned when i should cash in the stocks and bonds, mutuals more than anything. worried on that lately and always wonder what to do, think it will come to me when the time is "right/ripe" and will be real pissed tho, if i f*ck up. could be spending that now but the hoarding syndrome still lives on with that anyway, altho ive let go alot of the army hospital on the sideyard thing. was gonna throw away some old comforters, again, and that started up on that shit. "u cant do that, what about?...." and then just left it alone. better pick up heavy and get going major on those PSI skills. tried to put telepathic stuff out there while we were gone but got nuthin back, other than some heavy breathing and maybe even panting from some of us that r used to going on NR everyday. or close to it. hate to miss much.
i bought new pots and pans, and cooked vegetables way more, as looking at meat is starting to trouble and bug me. i keep thinking what it would feel like to be butchered, knowing u were raised to be eaten, by humans. such giving. feel way way bad for animals these days. dont wanna get started on that. had a fit when i watched that guy wring the chicken's neck in Babel. watched that and Children of Men. liked Babel better. love clive owen tho. took out the dreads and put in some wild fake hair so i'd be all bushy for spring (extensions) and good to go now. went to a party with a bunch of straight ppl and the women were complaining how they were all fat and looked bad. i told them to get a fake tan (tanning booth--manufactures mega vitamin D, good for depression too) and get extensions, and theyd all feel much better. (nuthin's uglier than a fat white ass). thot some more on the "3" / trine thing "new human" with reconciliation of the shadow self, but didnt finalize it or prepare info for posts, but will. but been thinking of it as a key. have evidence for things in 3's. it's big. read that once reconciliation is done with 3's, things go forward. big progress can be made. triad, trilogy, trinity. feel sure of it.
missed u guys alot. hope those 2 went on a real vacation or something like that, and had fun. also wanted to say that NR is interestingly, referred to on some of the sites i go to. i guess they saw us link from here, and then traced us back. we have a reputation. i find it fascinating, and remarkable that we're "hooked" up now, more than ever. we're gettin around id say. ppl are checking out our work, research, and that of tom and lyra, im sure. changed the personal display again, found a fantastic symbol that follows from tom's thread on it. saw it on a site and will have to track that down again. it wouldnt shrink tho to our avatar size. darn. wish i could post images, but cant. tried and tried but cant do it. more on that another time.
so, what did u guys do or see or learn this last week or so? feels like forever long ago, doesnt it? or just me? contentment is/has been nice meanwhile, yet feeling restless. theres alot to that. watched the last 2 deagle videos. yep--we're gods, been sayin that all along. call us/me elitist then, dont care. feels like it sometimes. having a mixed drink right now, whiskey, and smoking. read about a some really old gurus who did all the way out. big deal. theres no way to live without vices. what were once habits are now vices, to quote groucho. he was a genius. i read today (from gurdjeff?) that if ur not putrefying , then ur not progressing. ok then. glad were all back. missed my NR bad.
