Old Open Seti WIH Forum

i think u guys will find this to be a wealth of info, albeit its a little old but good.  even talks of the twice-born which i ran acrossa ways back, out of the blue.  good read on the deal with tribes, its like 3rd or so from the bottom up, start from the bottom up. topics are expanded upon by from kyle griffith himself (WIH).  im on the what to do when u die section now, as i post this.  helps alot.  the invisible college must have a direct conduit going on these days, i really liked it that there is no good, no evil, good guys vs bad guys deal, really.  its about who desires to control and who doesnt, and when i met up with montalks work, so many yrs ago, thats the first thing i sensed.  that he had researched that and understood it.  thats what spoke to me.  and coming from a household wherein i was a slave fighting my master for freedom (yet loving my master at the same time, despite it all, as i sensed there must be some purpose to it, somehow it was some sort of training or i just used it that way by seeing that angle, from a perspective POV, from a helpful one--dont know--all i know is that i warrior trained myself during the POW of it all.  it trained me, it disciplined me, it was humiliating, yet so necessary.  i wouldnt have done it any other way tho i see that.  as i got older, i started seeing that a few yrs back.  i am thankful for it).  there was a time that i wanted to kill my captor (father) and i tried to conjure it up everyday, i begged, i pleaded to the cosmos, i wanted that so bad, didnt get 'er done tho.  i wanted to free everybody in that family (and that word always made me sick-still sorta does)  that he had dominion over, but not so.  they freed themselves, eventually.  i love him more today than he coulda ever dreamed of.  maybe he did dream it.  dont know, but sense it. whatever he desired to do, consciously, or un so, it worked.  being a POW--clear as a bell. ding ding.  got that today. the training was in many things, but # 1 was self-sufficiency.  very clearly. that and handling pain, focus, concentration, responsibility.  bless it all.

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