Re: "Revelations of the Insider" - revisited

z3n3rg wrote:

And when that day of passing over arrives, there shall be none that can stop you from whatever destination you seek.

Such is why it's important to know what NOT to seek, right? I definitely think, in this instance, knowledge truly is power. Just before I read Lipstick's post, I was on the phone with a friend and we were talking about different perceptions of heaven and hell and my friend said to me, "you go where you believe you are going to go." So, if you believe you are going to another place like Earth, but sunnier and more peaceful, maybe that's exactlywhere you'll go... and it might not really be where's best for you in the long run. I don't know... just thoughts.

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Reminds me of Robert Monroe when he saw some entity masquerading as a "God" who tried to intimidate him. Monroe broke himself into a million tiny pieces then back together again to show him he wasn't impressed. Monroe also spoke about people going to wherever their belief systems take them.
  I have heard talk about going into the light being a trap to get us to reincarnate again. Unfortunately I haven't heard any feedback from anyone who deliberately avoided the light. Who wants to be first?

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Bruce Moen, a student of Robert Monroe (Monroe Institute, Journeys out of Body books), wrote a three book series on "Exploring the Afterlife". In it he described hollow heavens and hollow hells, traps for the deceased if they vibrated to those places.  He and others attempted to get people within them to awaken and escape during their out of body experiences.

Interesting reads. As with all things: taken with a grain of salt.

19 (edited by visavis 2006-08-17 20:21:27)

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druid wrote:

Informations coming from Insider must be heard with discernement:
he may be deliberatly misleading, while giving a fair amount of truths.

I think about the 'ex'-Illuminati queen-sorceress which contacted David Icke and gave him all these big revelations about the royal family being shape-shifting reptilians. B.S.

Be very careful with this material: to say the Illuminati invented all religions is BS. That they (the dragons) are behind every religion now, is correct.

Exert your thinking capacity of discernment.

Good luck and take care,

Druid

Druid, thanks for adding some balance to this discussion... I too think that there's a high percentage chance of it being a lot of truth with bits of misinfo (purposely or not).  As always, discernment is of prime importance...

"The unknown does not incite fear, but dependence on the known does." - J. Krishnamurti

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lyra wrote:

"If you remembered who you are, and where you come from, you would have had NO tolerance for this life.  None."

YES!

This resonates in a major way. The truth cannot be directly apprehended from here, but it remains as a vital part of every person who must remain unaware of it, because if we were aware, we would break out and this all-you-can-eat STS buffet would end.

-3G

21 (edited by Pinkrlyq 2006-08-17 21:29:27)

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"Insider", my ASS!!  We're ALL "inside", and stuck in this stupid spiritual maze, chasing our own tails, trying to judge the vastness of existence from our tiny anthill we call Earth. 

Those sssstttuuuppidd posts about "ooh, I'm not really supposed to tell you this.... but I'm one of the people who already controls you, so you should listen to my egotistical musings about your existence.... and I'll tell you more lies... and I'm sooooo almighty that you've got to read between the lines while I sit back and have a good laugh and continue my riddles..." AAAAARRRRRRGGGGHHHHH!!!!!  And WHY do we fall for it almost every time?!?!... Because we're still hoping and searching for the truth... and we think that those people know something that we don't..... Yeah, they know how to keep us chasing our tails while they do whatever the hell they want.  They only know how to use us to build bigger and better mouse traps for our souls.

Lipstick Mystic wrote:

But you know what? The more I’ve seen about the afterlife and the more I’ve journeyed in the astral layers, the more I see that it’s all a BUNCH OF BUNK.
[...]
I, for one, would really like to rid myself of any spiritual amnesia that I'm prone to and know the FULL story.

I couldn't agree with you more, Liptick Mystic! big_smile

Lyra wrote:

"If you remembered who you are, and where you come from, you would have had NO tolerance for this life.  None."

Wow, Lyra, talk about truth!  I agree with GibbleTronic completely.  That really makes sense to me and clears up a whole lot of confusion regarding "the spiritual world" and reincarnation.  Also makes sense why suicide is such a frowned down upon method of death.  (Not that the idea appeals to me, mind you.)  But I've often wondered why, and then realized that it goes way back to the days of early control over people.  How dare anyone take their life into their own hands, right?  *gasp*....That means less sheeple to tend the fields... and that was just unacceptable. roll  Personally, I've communicated with two people (after their deaths) who were suicides, and both of them were just fine and didn't undergo any sort of "punishment" for their actions (besides their own regrets of not being able to resolve their problems while on this plane of existence).  They wanted me to communicate to family members things that they had left unsaid and unfinished.  Who knows... I tend to believe that (just as in life), death is what we make of it.

"Sometimes I wonder whether the world is being run by smart people who are putting us on, or by imbeciles who really mean it." ~ Mark Twain

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"If the world is forcing you into a tiny box, make sure it has a telescopic porthole to the Kosmos(sic)"
~~carefulcarpenter

Fun fact: Great Tits are common in Europe

To know love is to know trust; to know oneself is to know truth
~~carefulcarpenter


1+1=1

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LipstickMystic wrote:

There’s a much bigger problem than the fact that abductions of various forms happen. The real question is: why is it that humans seemingly have no conscious ability to “pilot" or control their soul/energy body?  Why is this amnesia in place? Why does it take umpteen years of meditation and aggressive development of psychic/extrasensory abilities to be even to GLIMPSE what’s really going on with our energy bodies when we sleep….and when we die?

LIPSTICK!! *flailing arms wildly* I've been wanting to talk about this for months. Thank you, you are one of the only posters here who seems to consistently be 'on the level'.

LipstickMystic wrote:

Why is this amnesia in place?

Less brain capacity and less DNA capacity. I think it is because these vessels have been de-engineered and that this was precicely one of the purposes for it. Control. Not only of the body but of the mind itself. Meaning control over any soul which would potentially incarnate into the vessel.

LipstickMystic wrote:

Why does it take umpteen years of meditation and aggressive development of psychic/extrasensory abilities

Same. I think it could very well be because the vessels' capacity for 'operation' has been altered so as to inhibit exactly this type of development.

LipstickMystic wrote:

I believe that our souls are derailed between lifetimes…..we lose all memory of the lifetime we’ve just come from…..and we seemingly have very little control over what happens to us next. And this was NOT the original intention when souls began coming down here to play with the experience of manipulating 3-D forms.

This sounds on point. Why do we require hypnotic regression just to remember other lifetimes? Because these memories have been somehow _withheld_ from us in our present state of incarnation. For me it is eerily reminiscent of the 'great deciever' and his fallen followers.

LipstickMystic wrote:

This same derailment of our souls is happening during our sleep state.

I think so too - I've remembered several dreams where I was trapped in rooms or areas or even strange, unfamiliar types of environments.

LipstickMystic wrote:

We go to sleep and don’t remember where the hell we’ve been

I would suggest this fact alone to be proof positive of a pointed effort of some sort to withhold from us any memories of realities outside of this limited material perception. I can sense in myself and even precicely feel the way memories of dreams seem to wither away so rapidly and even when I try to grab hold of those memories in that moment, there seems to be something blocking my willpower from experiencing recall.

LipstickMystic wrote:

Because I have a feeling that most of us do not consciously die…meaning, when we make that final passage out of these bodies, we have no clue what is going on.

Right, we don't seem to have any sort of community consensus as to what anyone should or would expect to have happen after they die - except of course the portion of us who seem to believe that they cease to exist all together (god help them).

LipstickMystic wrote:

During that three day period, you usually have a tremendous amount of joy at just being free of the physical body. Apparently, a body is truly is a lead weight around the neck of the soul….very “heavy" from a soul’s perspective. My boyfriend’s mom was literally bouncing off the walls, so happy was she to be out of that body.

This parallels what I've heard about a souls returning to oneness with the unified cosmos/reality - that it literally feels like joyous bliss and that this is actually the natural state of many of our souls. And yes the body would be a lead weight to the soul - much slower vibrationally and more dense.

LipstickMystic wrote:

Now, from what I’ve seen and heard, after those three days the soul goes…elsewhere. And this elsewhere seems to depend on a lot of factors.

If the person was surrounded by really dense and terrible emotional energies at the time of their death….dying in murder, in a gruesome accident, through suicide or through the indulgence of nasty addictions….they don’t usually go to a happy place.  They seem to get stuck in lower vibrations in the astral, because it would appear that you go to a place that mirrors the same vibrations you left with. Even the nicest of souls who have a good vibration overall can have their vibration dampened if they don’t have a “good" death and there’s lots of fear, hate, and trauma involved.  So prayers for these souls is very important – you can intervene to some extent and lift these souls to a more highly vibrational resting spot.

WEOPPOSEDECEPTION wrote:

Monroe also spoke about people going to wherever their belief systems take them.

Yes. And that there were those who, when they had died, believed that they would cease to exist. It really is all up to you and where you gravitate to.

WEOPPOSEDECEPTION wrote:

I have heard talk about going into the light being a trap to get us to reincarnate again. Unfortunately I haven't heard any feedback from anyone who deliberately avoided the light. Who wants to be first?

I do! I'd heard that too and it initially struck me as ridiculous. I guess whenever I see 'the light', first I will duck around the backside of it to check if there's any boarded up wood planks or rinky-dink concoction  XD

But seriously there should be some effort to gather feedback from those who have avoided the light. I think it was a cable television show, forgot which one (about the girl who died and became some sort of soul retriever or something), that said ghosts were dead people who had been convinced by an unincarnated deciever to avoid the light and stay near the earth realm because they could do so to perform some tasks for him and be protected by him there.

LipstickMystic wrote:

but they just sort of remain STUCK there waiting for their next lifetime reassignment.

Why is the inference that one would recieve their next lifetime as an assignment from another? Because they themselves wouldn't choose it? If not, why would they accept the assignment?

LipstickMystic wrote:

There are also many “schools" people go to, which look like really lovely universities with classic architecture, lots of light, and a bouncy, intellectual feeling.  But even these to me seem like a reenactment of what souls are forced to do down here on earth. I mean, the average person these days goes to school and college for like, 20 years or more. In the afterlife, do we have to do this, too? Don’t we ever get our freakin’ diploma?

So to me the university setting ALSO seems like a hologram….a place of automatic, lockstep, “joining in" with what all the other souls at that vibration are doing.

Yes, the trap is in continuing to percieve things to be as they were while they were incarnated. As if this were some apex of existence. Control. Keeping souls bound to perception of this single solitary reality.

LipstickMystic wrote:

There are many other places souls go, and there are also different time frames that are involved…..souls can actually reincarnate back into the PAST, going to an earlier timelines, and they can reincarnate in the FUTURE, too.

But you know what? The more I’ve seen about the afterlife and the more I’ve journeyed in the astral layers, the more I see that it’s all a BUNCH OF BUNK.

It really is a matrix, a seemingly fascinating yet somehow “stale" place where souls are automatically herded after death. They may THINK that they’re spiritually free, but how free are you when you’re back doing the same freakin’ things you were doing on earth?

This same situation was alluded to in the movie Matrix Reloaded, both while Neo spoke to the Architect and at the end of the movie when Neo used his own unknown ESP/EMP powers to disable the 'squiddies'. The inference was that the 'real world' was merely another portion of the matrix - an _extension_ of it for those who were able to escape their initial prisons. Interestingly, this idea was not granted the elaboration it deserved.

LipstickMystic wrote:

So, all of these various sneak peeks at the afterlife and the various dimensions souls travel in have made me realize this – tell me if this resonates with you:

The universe is immensely social, and there has always been tons of interaction and communication between beings of various types and energies. This would appear to be a GOOD thing.

This immediately reminded me of another view of the universe which resonated with me a bit more - it is found in the lyrics of Tool's Vicarious:

Vicarious wrote:

the universe is hostile, so impersonal, devour to survive so it is, so it's always been

Is it possible that some of us come from _another_ universe that is exactly as you describe?

www.therealmatrix.com wrote:

Darkness (a.k.a. "Satan" or "the Devil") created the universe (this includes the higher dimensions, too). He is holding all of us captive inside of it. The true creator of existence lives in a different realm--the True Realm. The universe is indeed a crude pseudo-creation; everything in it is based upon programming (i.e. DNA). There is no programming in the True Realm, because it is not a virtual reality, it is simply reality. In the True Realm, crude concepts such as time, biological life, and physics do not exist. Only Darkness (a pseudo creator) would create a realm based on such things. Anything that is "technical" or governed by rules/restrictions (which is everything in the universe) is crude. The True Creator does not need to rely on any rules. That is why the universe is the Matrix--it has rules. It is a virtual reality, as opposed to reality.

http://forum.noblerealms.org/viewtopic.php?id=2703 wrote:
Spartan2402 wrote:
Contact, October 15, 1996, p. 13 wrote:

It should be noted that Shan [Earth] is a very unusual planet. [. . .] because of its abundance and beauty it was chosen as the "prison" planet by Lucifer, the Arch-Angel when he left the Cosmic Realms for his anarchy against God/Aton. As the most beautiful of celestial beings, Lucifer chose the most beautiful planet on which to live and carry out his evil plans. Along with Lucifer came a myriad of his evil supporters.

Therefore, Shan was given a great "handicap" in establishing an enlightened civilization. Shan became the harshest of "schoolrooms" for the most difficult of lessons. For this reason many of the celestial "Masters" have returned to Shan at this time to learn great lessons and to assist with the conquering of Lucifer/Satan and his Dark Brotherhood band. Shan has been a special schoolroom for the "gifted kids"---a tough course to learn tough lessons. Sadly enough, most have failed the course.

Satan's evil influence is the basic reason why Shan has never been able to reach harmony and balance. It is also the basic reason for each civilization becoming progressively more evil. In fact, there has never been such evil on any planet in our galaxy as there is today on Shan!

LipstickMystic wrote:

A “soul catcher," if you will.
http://www.rumormillnews.com/SOUL%20CAT … DENDUM.htm

I ran across that material back then and have sort of had it in the back of my mind, probing it once in a while like you would a sore tooth.

You too? I ran across this years ago when I was obviously not ready for it. How timely that it be presented to me tonight.

I am as is Void.

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Once & Future wrote:

She escaped by becoming a pinpoint of light and moving in these geometric designs so they couldn't get a "lock" on her.

Side note: a few days BEFORE she told me this story, I'd woken up to a voice in my right ear saying: "Speak aloud and sew your geometric designs." Weird coincidence considering her story about becoming a pinpoint of light and making geometric designs to evade obliteration - who knows what it means?

Amazing. It means use your true nature of fractal multidimensionality in order to escape.

I am as is Void.

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Wow! How did I miss that before? Visavis thanks a million for reminding this Insider topic. I haven't read that before.

Very interesting. Some of the things this Insider wrote are exactly on my mind for some time. And the rest is written by you fellow NR'ers.

And here's a present from -possibly- my HS; I was in sport salloon last night with this topic in my mind. There are TV screens across the wall where I was "running" (running? these treadmills represents exactly today's life; you struggle, loose a lot of energy and you go nowhere!) and there was an episdoe of Prison Break. Then it suddenly hit with a big wave! Wow!! This TV series is telling us, humanity! This is about a man whose brother is in prison for a crime he didn't commit. Our man is an engineer who worked in this prison's design, so he knows every corner. Than he decides to get into the prison to help his brother and guess what - he puts every detail on his BODY as tattoos. So he has to work on himself (literally) to remember the prison's details. Once he gets inside by commiting a fake bank robbery, he realises that there's a huge conspiracy going on, which he even didn't thought of. Ah, you have to see the episodes and characters to see what I mean.... Or just leave me to myself, I'm going slightly mad as Freddie Mercury once said lol

Change we must, to live again
- Jon Anderson

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LipstickMystic wrote:

So….if we want to “bust" anything, I say let’s take down the whole damned Matrix machinery that’s in place. And to do that, we need to understand how it operates.

www.therealmatrix.com wrote:

When one dies, then goes on to the astral world (the fourth dimension), they are still inside of Darkness's universe. The only way to get out of the universe and into the True Realm is for the universe to be destroyed.

*shrugs*

I am as is Void.

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Wow, I see Im not the only one that has been pondering after reading "the Insider's" posts.  I kept thinking about Steve Gamble's " Shopping for Spirit" articles ....http://www.equilibrauk.com.  He talks about how the afterlife is nothing but a fake constuct to keep us reincarnating back here. The Archons are the prison keepers. They just keep recycling us by plying their fake religions here in this realm, so that we are accepting of the "heavenliness" when we pass. Then we are basically told we didnt learn our lesson, back you go.  Sorry, I cant imagin I signed up for that!! What good is the lesson if each time your sent back you remember nothing of what you learned beforee? Talk about playing a game you can never win! Steve Gamble said that declaring in the afterlife when you are confronted with a godlike figure, "I am returning to the source from whence I came!" is enough to get you around all the false trappings that have been set up. Basically, "I am of the original light and source and Im going back to where I came from get the heck out of my way!" If we have "free will" then dont you think "we" should decide where we are going, not a bunch of old men sitting around a table in some big white temple?  Im thinking its getting harder and harder for "them" to keep us imprisoned. Compared to a hundred yrs ago, look at all the technoloy and crap that has amazingly appeared. They had to pull out the big guns! We are catching on.   Just my thought anyways.

In man's analysis and understanding of himself, it is as well to know from whence he came as whither he is going.   Edgar Cayce

Beliefs are tools for social conditioning, rather than expressions of inner realization or inner truth.   unknown
Ad Verecundiam

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LipstickMystic wrote:

Because here’s the problem I’ve been seeing.

I believe that our souls are derailed between lifetimes…..we lose all memory of the lifetime we’ve just come from…..and we seemingly have very little control over what happens to us next. And this was NOT the original intention when souls began coming down here to play with the experience of manipulating 3-D forms. We were never meant to effectively “lose our minds," our entire memory of who and what we are. Sure, we might choose to have many adventures, in and out of bodies, but we were supposed to retain our memories of what happened in each life so we could benefit from the lessons and sensations that we experienced. How can you learn the core lesson from a lifetime if, once it’s over, you don’t even remember it? Seems an utter waste, doesn’t it, if you look at it logically?

Indeed.......I've thought that myself and mentioned here on this end as well.  There's so much going through my mind about this, but I try not to think about it too much, as it is a bit overwhelming.  But it reminds me of this girl I used to work with at a hotel last year.  She was only 19, but she was a shift supervisor already because she was smart and sharp and fiesty.  And in most ways she seemed like your typical 19 year old.  But then one day she was telling me about how she had to write a paper for one of her classes, about the concept of Hell.   And this is where it gets interesting.  She said that to her, this reality IS hell.  Hell is HERE, all around us.  We're in it, hello!  (and yes, add in the "hello!" part haha)  She started getting all fiesty and riled up about it too.  I think it was the most interesting and intelligent thing I ever heard any of those hotel coworkers say.  Most of them were driting along in a dazed dreamstate.   So, she wrote her paper saying that hell is here, this place that we're in, it's not the concept as presented in Christianity, and we're already in it.  And, she got an A.  wink    What made her point interesting was that when most people talk that way, they do so from this mopey, depressed, Goth-like mentality of glorifying misery and suicide and hating life.  She wasn't like that at all.  She was fiesty and full of life, and very much not a Goth.  But she believed that something was very wrong with this reality, to the point where it is a form of hell.   She was also cool because she saw through people's bullshit, was forever tangling with the fake/non-souled people, and overall was just very real.     


LipstickMystic wrote:

Because I have a feeling that most of us do not consciously die…meaning, when we make that final passage out of these bodies, we have no clue what is going on. This sets us up for all kinds of problems. And wouldn’t it be nice to be able to take full ownership of your soul and decide what YOU want to do with your energy, instead of having somebody else say “Guess what, you have to reincarnate," or “Guess what, you need to go here, do this, fill out this form, etc."


....The most common place people go is to visit with dead family, kind of like a huge extended family reunion.......There are also many “schools" people go to, which look like really lovely universities with classic architecture, lots of light, and a bouncy, intellectual feeling. But even these to me seem like a reenactment of what souls are forced to do down here on earth. I mean, the average person these days goes to school and college for like, 20 years or more. In the afterlife, do we have to do this, too?  Don’t we ever get our freakin’ diploma?

So to me the university setting ALSO seems like a hologram….a place of automatic, lockstep, “joining in" with what all the other souls at that vibration are doing.

There are many other places souls go, and there are also different time frames that are involved…..souls can actually reincarnate back into the PAST, going to an earlier timelines, and they can reincarnate in the FUTURE, too.

But you know what?   The more I’ve seen about the afterlife and the more I’ve journeyed in the astral layers, the more I see that it’s all a BUNCH OF BUNK.

It really is a matrix, a seemingly fascinating yet somehow “stale" place where souls are automatically herded after death. They may THINK that they’re spiritually free, but how free are you when you’re back doing the same freakin’ things you were doing on earth?

I don’t want to spend THAT much time with my family, thank you! smile Much as I love them. Don’t we have anything bigger or more important to be doing than just hanging around like cattle, waiting for somebody to give us our next incarnational assignment?

How unoriginal is that?

When I read this I was nodding my head because I've concluded this as well, and it was REALLY bothering me because I don't know what to do even do about it.   Over the years I've read material on people's reports of what the afterlife is all about, from well known psychics to every day people, and they're all reporting the same things, especially the part about the libraries and Hall of Records and Universities and all that, where life is perpetually pleasant and wonderful.  But something about that felt...stagnant to me.  Not real.  You mention "hologram" and that would be it, right there.  But it was also the whole "SCHOOL" thing.   Just like you said, Don't we ever get our freakin' diplomas???  I mean, come on!!    Then there's what David Icke said in "Tales From the Timeloop," about how all the afterlife realms are still more layers of the Matrix. That was the first time I'd ever considered that.  He probably isn't the first to note this either, but, he was the first that I'd ever come across.   So combining all of this together I finally concluded...........how do we get out??  Because it's ALL a trap, ALL of it.

If anybody has any insight or ideas, feel free to pipe up because I'm very much interested to know how do we get out of this.   Especially in light of this: 


Once & Future wrote:

About three months ago a friend of a friend told me a disturbing story. She claimed to have died and gone to what she called "heaven." She said it looked very much like a beautiful city here on Earth, but there was bright light everywhere and people were happy and peaceful. I can't remember the specifics, but somehow she realized, as she got closer to the bright light, that it was actually a huge parasite sucking off the souls, feeding off them - YET-  all these people were totally happy and content, believing they were in "heaven." They were utterly clueless. ..........She said that when "they" (I don't know who, but "they" are, but most definitely not good) realized that she'd seen this light for what it was - a parasite - they took her "down into the ground" and tried to put her into some kind of machine-like apparatus which she instinctively knew was going to obliterate her soul. 

and

LipstickMystic wrote:

Here’s the piece that’s important.  Something or somebody may have  a technology that is used….to harvest souls and recycle them back into bodies. 

A “soul catcher," if you will.

Some time back the owner of RumorMillNews.com was writing about this, exploring it.  She posted a controversial photograph of something on the moon which seemed to “grab" a light beam as the light beam was shooting out from the Earth’s surface. And her ex-husband, who was highly connected to “insider" circles through both his military service and also his own Merovingian bloodlines, had told her about the soul catcher being a real thing years back.  In this link at RumorMillNews she pulls together a little more about it and references a fellow named Kent and his articles about this at CyberSpaceOrbit.

http://www.rumormillnews.com/SOUL%20CAT … DENDUM.htm

I ran across that material back then and have sort of had it in the back of my mind, probing it once in a while like you would a sore tooth. 

And I think it may be accurate.........But it may be worse than that. We may not even be free of it in death.

The soul catcher might artificially dampen our vibration, inducing that spiritual amnesia, and keep us suspended in various “cattle pens" in the astral until it’s time to reincarnate again........I, for one, would really like to rid myself of any spiritual amnesia that I'm prone to and know the FULL story.

It reminds me of what don Juan reports to Carlos Castaneda.  That when we die, we all get "eaten" by the big eagle in the sky.  And the goal of the Toltec warriors was to gain complete and total soverienty over their soul energies so that they could dictate where they go and what they do....even in death.   They achieve true freedom.

Imagine if we could achieve this??   I know that I don't want to come back anymore.  And I don't believe in "2012 Ascension Salvation" which is just a renamed version of Christianity's Rapture.   It's all more layers of the Matrix, more games, more illusion, more trickery. 

So yeah, any feedback is welcome......

"Life's journey is not to arrive at the grave safely in a well preserved body, but rather to skid in sideways, totally worn out, shouting "Holy shit ... what a ride!"  - Anonymous
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I wish we had the answers to all this. I HATE playing a game when I dont know the rules. And I just feel like thats way the it is. That were are all in a game and nobody told us the rules. It reminds me of the movie from the '80's, Clash of The Titans.  The gods are sitting up in Olympus, playing their chess board, and the playing pieces are the mortals. They move the pieces around to their whimsy.  Are we nothing but playing pieces on a game board?

In man's analysis and understanding of himself, it is as well to know from whence he came as whither he is going.   Edgar Cayce

Beliefs are tools for social conditioning, rather than expressions of inner realization or inner truth.   unknown
Ad Verecundiam

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lyra wrote:

If anybody has any insight or ideas, feel free to pipe up because I'm very much interested to know how do we get out of this.   Especially in light of this:

Here is the only thing I've been able to come up with, and it's not much. 

In many of my epic dreams, I have an awareness that's watching the action along with me, and only "speaks up" when I ask a question mentally.  When I do this, the answer pops into my head as a knowing, and it's as though it's always been there, I've always known it.  I think this Watcher is my higher self, and the more I involve it in my daily life, the more it's able to assist me in altered states.   This is a fairly recent phenomenon, too, showing up in the past few years.  I suspect that this is the key to seeing behind the illusions when we're dead - that it will act in much the same way as it does in the dream.  So this is similar to Don Juan's assertion that we must develop control over our energies to the point where we dont' lose control on the other side.  I think our Higher Self is the key-- it knows all the tricks, but can only step in when we ask.  We must develop the habit of asking constantly.