*Bump* !
Just curious if anybody out there in internet land has given this subject a go, and if so, what happened?
For myself, despite this topic being first brought up weeks ago, and despite making a concerted effort to include this topic in a revised version of my book, I somehow was not able to actually do this for myself all this time. ! Not until last week, finally. Every time I even thought about it I would feel this extreme "heavy" resistance. Hard to explain, but I could feel that it was artificially induced, that something was trying to prevent me from engaging in what could potentially be a very beneficial action. I didn't worry about it though, and figured there would eventually be a "window of opportunity" to slip something in. Sure enough, last week I finally found myself with enough energy and motivation, and lack of that "heavy resistance," so I got to work on revoking illegal contracts. Wrote out my intentions in my journal, putting my intentions in written form, as well as verbally intending it for several nights in a row before falling asleep.
Well, that seemed to attract the attention of something.
I did my intentions the nights of August 9th and 10th. The night of August 11th, something dark and yucko came around in the middle of the night. Tell me that ain't a coincidence! ;) Seriously. Hadn't had any issues like that ever since being in this apartment. Then mysteriously within two days of buckling down and doing my revoking of illegal ET/MILAB contracts, I get harangued. hmm. Yeah. So anyway, I dealt with this thing in the "dream" state, but it apparently was actually there in the room, lurking about, because my cat was continually positioning herself around my bed, back to me, but facing out towards the room. Like being on guard. To my left, to my right, then at the head of my bed, facing the doorway. She was also extra attentive towards me......and has been ever since the night this happened. Anyway, long story short, I figured okay, I'm awake now thanks to the Neg entity harasser in the "dream," and have already taken the first steps to revoking any and all contracts, whether agreed or illegal, with negs and ETs and MILABS, so hey, while I'm awake and at it, let's see about removing any possible pieces of my dad that I seem to have attached to me.
That's where it got bizarre. Within a minute of putting my focus on removing any possible dad attachment pieces, I got zapped in my bed. I heard a metallic "ping" noise over my head in the air, and got slammed by something. Like jolted, zapped, smacked, hit, slapped, I don't know, I can't explain it because I've never experienced anything like it before. Something slapped me with a jolt, and I felt it primarily in my rib region, and I heard it in the air above me as well. Got the smack down by somethin', who knows what.
Right after that, my cat was now positioned at the head of my bed, sitting there straight and still, facing my doorway, which is where I heard this (low) "hissing" whoosh noise. Like something was possibly in the doorway area, making some bizarro noise, and my cat was facing off with it or something, just sitting there, calm and still.
What's funny is getting smack jolted was spooky, but I was still willing to lie in bed after that. But when I heard that weird hissing/whooshing noise, that's when I sat up in bed, heart racing, like, OKAY, THAT'S IT, I'M DONE. It caused an immediate "!!" reaction within me.....which I find interesting. For a noise so subtle, I wonder why the instant recognition and fear. Rhetorical question I guess. ;) It was 4:30 a.m. and I was now officially up for the day, thank you very much. Actually got to work on time that morning for once too. ;) haha
I don't quite get what was happening with the cat though. It's confusing because normally she wigs out whenever "stuff" has been around. She'll run all around, tearing things up, acting spazzy and bug eyed. And in this case she was calm. I've never seen her do that whole positioning herself around the bed thing. She was clingier than normal with me after I got up too, and has been attentive ever since. Possibly though she acts spazzy if "stuff" is trying to mess with her directly? And maybe this time it wasn't touching her? I don't know. I can't figure it out. Also, when emailing off the forum for advise about this I was told that the metallic "ping" and the jolt slap thing I got was most likely a frequency control being put on me. Actual physical technology from the controllers, where ever they're actually sitting, doing their thing. So, not something esoteric. Thought that was VERY interesting and worth passing along to people.
Also, on August 12th I was unusually "jumpy." For instance, I'm standing there in the bathroom Q-tipping my ear, spacing out into an almost trance-like state, Tom comes up and says "Hey..." and I jump, gasp, like, AHHH! and look at him, paralyzed and freaked out. Took me a second or two to recover enough to even respond. Later that day I was parking my car in front of our apartment after running an errand, focused on the CD that's playing, again...almost in a trance-like state....and as I turn my car off I suddenly hear "HI!!!" from my left side. I JUMPED, and turned to look at our neighbors, completely bug eyed and frozen. Her smile faded and she looked at me like, Uh...okay you weirdo. :D haha I finally manage to get out a freaked out sounding "hi..." and bolted from my car. My cat was also REALLY jumpy. After bolting from our neighbors I went inside and the cat ran up to greet me as she always does....but her fur was fluffed like a bottle brush. So, the sound of me opening the front door had startled her and freaked her out, but yet she was simultanously happy to see me and came running up to me to rub on me. She never gets freaked out by the front door, and she remained in a jumpy state for the next full two days. Sudden movements or sounds and she'd jump straight up in the air several inches, then look at me or Tom, frozen and bug eyed, but then immediately relax realizing it was just us.
Very interesting.
"Life's journey is not to arrive at the grave safely in a well preserved body, but rather to skid in sideways, totally worn out, shouting "Holy shit ... what a ride!" - Anonymous
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