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I agree with Lyra, Montalk said it perfectly.   In my own experiences when I pleaded, prayed, invoked any so called saints or religious figures ( this is many yrs ago) for protection or help, didnt seem to do a darn bit of good for me.  I would be writhing in pain in bed, begging for angels, god, whoever...take this pain away, help me.  Nothin, nada.   When I began relying on my higher self, intuition, now thats when I got  results.  I think being connected to our higherself will draw in the positive prana, energy, light, whatever you want to call it, when you need it,   But, everyone needs to do what they feel comfortable with.  Besides, I think asking for help with your religious figures or whatnot is just externalizing the whole thing.

In man's analysis and understanding of himself, it is as well to know from whence he came as whither he is going.   Edgar Cayce

Beliefs are tools for social conditioning, rather than expressions of inner realization or inner truth.   unknown
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Lyra and Ferit,

I hear ya on the trying to remove attachments on behalf of others.  Something about it smacks of manipulation in it's own right. . . though I've tried it.  Didn't seem to work so well.  hmm  I suppose if the affected party is thoroughly aware of the attachment AND asked for assistance it would be more appropriate.

It is not for us to understand love, but simply to make space for it.

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I also think montalk hits the nail on the head (as usual!) regarding the dangers involved in calling upon entities for help.

montalk wrote:

Regarding divine identities carrying baggage, It may depend on where your intent is being directed. If towards an illusory external character, then you may be handing yourself over to whatever hides behind that illusion.
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But if you can cut through the illusion and acknowledge the Christ force within you together with the spirit of Jesus who once helped manifest it on earth, then it becomes an act of internalized empowerment that gets the job done. That is, if there is something real to invoke to begin with, because full illusions like Ashtar or St Germain have nothing real to address. Do whatever works for you.

Tenet also makes a really important point here:

tenetnosce wrote:

I think this is why I've always been a bit skeptical about invoking external entities to take the attachments away.  And would also explain why that has sometimes, but not always, failed in my experience.  Sure, maybe Jesus or A.A. Michael can take the attachment away, but that doesn't fix the internal pressure problem.

The permanent solution is to draw something forth from the heart chakra that replaces the need for the external attachment.

In other words, I need to find the piece of me that I am denying which is being represented by the attachment.

There are different types of attachments. Some are external, hangers-on. Others actually embed themselves into your body. The ones who embed themselves can, overtime, become a part of you. That's why you might not even be able to tell the difference between their "thoughts" and your own, especially if you've grown up with an attachment (I think teens are especially vulnerable.)

When you're dealing with an attachment that’s deeply embedded it’s usually because it was drawn to you, or you to it. As tenet said, you were denying a part of yourself – or needing something on a fundamental level you weren't getting. So along comes this attachment and somehow fills the need.

Once you become aware of the attachment, not only do you need to remove it, but you also have to “fill" the empty space. I think of it like a soft spot in your tooth that develops into a cavity. When a dentist removes a cavity, he doesn't leave a gaping hole. Sometimes you have to figure out what you're missing (or denying) before you can successfully dislodge the sucker. Then once it's gone, *fill up the empty space.*  I’m sure there are many different ways to fill the space, but it’s a critical step in the process. Once you release these things, they're homeless, and they want to go back home.

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treehugger wrote:

I agree with Lyra, Montalk said it perfectly.  I think being connected to our higherself will draw in the positive prana, energy, light, whatever you want to call it, when you need it,   But, everyone needs to do what they feel comfortable with.  Besides, I think asking for help with your religious figures or whatnot is just externalizing the whole thing.

I agree

"And your truth will set you free!" Cipher

"The intuitive mind is a sacred gift.  The rational mind is a faithful servant.  We have created a society which honours the servant but has forgotten the gift." Albert Einstein

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Once & Future wrote:

Once you become aware of the attachment, not only do you need to remove it, but you also have to “fill" the empty space.

Yes.  That's what I was trying to say. . and also that it should be filled from the inside, not an external source.

It is not for us to understand love, but simply to make space for it.

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LipstickMystic wrote:

So when you invoke Jesus, many people already have gotten a big "no" around Christianity due to the distortions within the Church.  (Like I always had a big problem with the whole blood sacrifice element and the emulation of drinking Jesus' blood in Communion, which seems totally Luciferian, and not anything to do with Jesus.....a satanic "trap" or overlay carried over from the cult of Mithras, who also worshipped a god that rose again, or Horus, who did the same thing in Egypt, yada yada.)

That's another good aspect.  Constantine, for example, was a follower of Mithra before he converted to Christianity, and declared December 25 to be the birthday of Jesus.  And so on.

LipstickMystic wrote:

So my spiritual awakening when I meditated at 16 and basically asked, "Jesus, what are you about?  What's the deal? Do I need to attend church and praise you the way everybody else is doing?"  and then he showed up and all my chakras opened up and I went through a year of 100% altruistic love.....well, I don't think that happens very easily if you have a believe about the dark, distorted stuff the church has taught for aeons.  It's a shame, really, because there are so many sincere folks out there who are really seeking contact with him as a teacher, and they can't reach that vibration because all this other programming gunk is stuck in their heads.  We all have that, to some degree.

In my interactions with Jesus, he has always told me don't worship him. Honor the "spiritual creator" (our Source) as well as the "spiritual essence" that permeates creation.  So the worldview he shared was that we need a tune up around our understanding of God, because God is not what we think he is! (Or it is.)

I think your interactions with Jesus sound rather sane. . so maybe you've got a good connection there.

There was at least one time that I know of in my experience where I was fed false vibes by a spiritual poser in order to influence my decision toward a negative agenda.  It involved a person who was channelling "Archangel Michael".  She was essentially a good person, but you know, if Michael said something, that's how it was.  Big red flag.

She even performed a fabulous healing on me, removing an etheric spear from my heart.  I knew the spear was there, and believed at the time that it had come from a "past life", though now I question whether it was placed there months before as part of the manipulation. 

Anyway, later in the night, a group of us were talking about some plans for the future, when suddenly there was a shift in the room.  I started to feel all warm and googly, like my chakras all "opened up", and I could feel a cheesy grin creeping across my face.  A few moments later the woman exclaimed, "Did you feel that?  It was a shift!  This is the beginning!"

Yeah, the beginning of the end.  Unfortunately for Mr. Michael, my friends and I were
by that point more than a bit wary about channeling in general, and were a bit concerned at how insistent Mr. Michael was becoming that things be done a certain way, and especially so soon.  We asked if she would be willing to participate in some reverse speech analysis.  She agreed. 

I did not personally listen to the tape, but apparantely, she said in reverse that she was possessed by a group of reptoids that had "raped" her when she was young, and were now manipulating her through Michael.  When she was presented with the information, she actually confronted Michael about his true identity, and he admitted that he had fibbed and was not really "Archangel" Michael, but simply Michael of the "White Brotherhood".  Um. . yeah dude, and I'm a 99th Generation Descendant of Jesus and Mary Magdalene. 

So point being, just because it feels good doesn't mean it is good.  Quite unfortunately so.  Of course, I could have that stamped on my forehead and I'd still "forget" it from time to time.

I think you are right that we each need to find a unique way to connect with something higher.  I know for me, I'm not a particularly reverent person, and so I frequently take the "old friend" approach.  I'm quite convinced that the Universe finds it somewhat amusing to poke fun at me on occassion.  But that's OK cause I poke fun back. smile

On a related note, manipulations do seem to be becoming more transparent, even comical.  A couple of weeks ago I went over to play music with some friends after work who happen to share a duplex with a coworker of mine.  My coworker was having a little party of her own, and seemed to be a bit overly excited to see me walk up the stairs. . . especially considering she hadn't invited me to the party!  I exchanged a few pleasantries and went on into the house.  About an hour and a half later she stumbles in, sits down next to me, grabs my arm and says,  "You need to come rescue me." Those were her literal words.   Apparantely, her roommate was puking in the bathroom and left her alone with a "bunch of Mexicans" and since she didn't speak any Spanish, she wanted me to go over there to talk to them and pretend that I was her boyfriend.  I just looked at her incredulously and said, "Oh no, you don't need me to rescue you, I'm sure you'll be just fine!"  And I'm thinking to myself: Are "they" even serious right now?

Sure, I'll admit that I've been manipulated into the white knight role before, but GEEZ could it have been any less subtle?  It's like driving slow along the playground screaming, "Hey kid!  Want some candy?" out the window.  It's gonna take a bit more finesse than that!

So, maybe something has changed behind the scenes.  Maybe the "big boys" really did leave back in May, leaving the petty tyrants here to play house.  Poor little guys, how scared and confused they must be!  Can't blame them for trying.  lol

It is not for us to understand love, but simply to make space for it.

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tenetnosce wrote:

On a related note, manipulations do seem to be becoming more transparent, even comical. 
.....

Sure, I'll admit that I've been manipulated into the white knight role before, but GEEZ could it have been any less subtle?  It's like driving slow along the playground screaming, "Hey kid!  Want some candy?" out the window.  It's gonna take a bit more finesse than that!

So, maybe something has changed behind the scenes.  Maybe the "big boys" really did leave back in May, leaving the petty tyrants here to play house.  Poor little guys, how scared and confused they must be!  Can't blame them for trying.  lol

That's one very important thing you wrote Tenet. I exactly observe the same thing and was sceptical about this if mine is wishful thinking or what. I will not go into details but I've heard trials of some manipulation from my relatives who I haven't seen in years (trying to take me to their side in a family problem) and their reasonings were really funny! I couldn't help laughing which seemed to confuse them.

Also I havent thought of "filling the emptiness" of the attachment as O&F wrote. Very interesting and it feels exactly right! The dentist metaphor is great. Hmm, let me leave my wife by "herself" then big_smile

Change we must, to live again
- Jon Anderson

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Tenet, you spoke of *reverse speech*. I have heard this spoken of before, but dont know how it works. Could you fill me in?

In man's analysis and understanding of himself, it is as well to know from whence he came as whither he is going.   Edgar Cayce

Beliefs are tools for social conditioning, rather than expressions of inner realization or inner truth.   unknown
Ad Verecundiam

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Yeah, I've always wanted to know more about reverse speech too. Tenet, do you record and then play backward and then "listen" carefully for words and phrases among the jibberish... or should it be clear as day what you're hearing? I don't know enough about reverse speech, where it comes from or how reliable it is... but since attachments are often identified when you start *speaking* to them and/or asking them direct questions (this usually requires the agreement of the attachee), maybe the reverse speech method could be useful in the attachment identification process.

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treehugger, Once & Future:

All you really need is some software and an input device.  I've used "Sonic Foundry" but I know there are many others. . you can probably find some shareware or even freeware licenses on ZDNet.com.

The process can be rather arduous and there's a lot of room for creative interpretation.  The words are not clear at all, and what you hear depends on the speed of playback, as well as what points you happen to choose for the beginning and end of a particular clip.  Move the slider 1/10 of a second earlier, and you get a different word. 

For example, one person might hear "This May they leave" while another hears "Dismay daily" or "Prison a day left" or even "Piss on a bay leaf" tongue  See what I mean?  So, if you are expecting to hear a certain something, chances are you will find it. 

But occassionally, you do get a piece that is pretty clear.  I really haven't spent that much time playing with it to get that good.  I tend to just use my intuition with people. 

In this particular case, having something more "objective" was useful, since there was no telling this woman that anything negative could possibly be going on since it was all Luv n Lite.  That, and she had a very assertive personality to begin with, and was in her late 40's - early 50's, which can be kind of like a reflection of the "know it all" teenage years when we have it all "figured out".  So, she got to hear it in her "own" voice, which prompted her to speak to her attachment directly about the situation. 

Note that she had been communicating with this entity for decades, telling it  her problems, and following its suggestions like an old trusted friend, all based on some warm fuzzies and a sprinkling of highly accurate parlor-trick predictions.

Unfortunately, people seem to be highly susceptible to those kinds of manipulations, and "they" are certainly aware of it.  But like any illusion, when you look at it squarely in the face, it becomes silly how obvious it is.  Looking at some of my own experiences and considering how long I fell for those tricks, I can't help but laugh at my own idiocy!

The first is the "Dr. Feelgood" routine.  Humans are sooooo easily influenced by pleasure, and even simple touch.  It really is a much more effective motivator than pain.  If negs can broadcast thoughts into our minds, then why not feelings as well?

{TANGENT:  Thinking of Montalk's post on the Boylan thread last light. . maybe only the Nordics have the ability to project feelings, while the Grays and Reptoids are limited to thought.}

Consider "romance".  Two people can meet each other and be initially repulsed by each other, even hate each other.  But then one day, for whatever reason, they happen to kiss, and next thing you know, they are "together".  What?!  Touch a couple lips together and the whole world turns upside down!  Prest-o! Change-o!

Just a little physical pleasure exchanged, and all our worries and concerns melt away.  Manipulators (physical and hyperdimensional) are well aware of this, knowing that it is much easier to get us to agree to something when we are feelin groovy. 

The second trick is the "Miss Cleo" routine.   We humans are so easily impressed by predictions of the future.  Oooh!  Aahhh!  There must be something spiritual going on there!  Well, not necessarily.  If I'm driving down the street and you're flying above me in an airplane, and you radio down to me and say "Hey!  There's a blue truck headed your way!" am I really supposed to be impressed when a blue truck does indeed pass by a minute later?

Ever been to an amusement park, and ducked around a corner into a back alleyway?  Suddenly it hits you that it is all really fake.  Of course you knew it was fake all along, but you didn't really see it for yourself?  It seems like that to me when I think about it.

But I ramble.  So reverse speech.  I think it can definitely be used to identify the presence of attachments, but I'm not sure if its accuracy warrants the immense amount of time it takes to perform.

It is not for us to understand love, but simply to make space for it.

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Hi everyone,

Been crazy busy here and haven't had time yet to properly digest prior posts here.

But I did want to comment about the healing others thing.

While it can be helpful to check in with that person's Higher Self to ask for permission to do a healing on a person, I've found that if the person, in their daily life, is pretty much clueless about the very IDEA of soul/a Higher Self/Spirit etc., that the conscious self will buck against any healings you try to offer. So in those cases, the healing effects will tend to be minimal or ephemeral.

And I've found that there's a big difference between trying to do a remote healing on someone who is a dysfunctional, angry and wounded, highly skeptical and resistant type, vs. someone who is a bit more attuned to spiritual matters and more generally receptive to loving and nurturing.

And if you just work on someone willy nilly without their conscious and explicit permission, bad things can happen to both the recipient AND the healer. Even if both the healer and the "healee" consider themselves metaphysically "plugged in."

Two healers once did some work on me without my permission or knowledge, and live time during their healing I went into such severe abdominal pains that I had to go the emergency room. There was nothing wrong with me, just a couple of two bit idiot healers deciding to play with energy. smile

But it FELT like my appendix had burst because I was in excruciating pain for six hours. No fun. I didn't put two and two together until I talked to one of the healers the next day and he casually mentioned the exact hour he and the other healer had taken it upon themselves to work on me, and it coincided with the exact time the pains started.

My honey did a healing on behalf of a friend's father once. The father was a highly skeptical devout Catholic type who would have NEVER agreed, if asked directly, to receive the healing. But we were naive about healing protocol back then.  And our friend, who was a loving and compassionate person, had sincerely asked for help for her father.  Her father was experiencing terrible vertigo that the doctors were clueless about. 

So my honey worked on clearing out the guy's ears and head and felt he was making some progress after an hour-long session.

Within about fifteen minutes post-session, my honey went into severe hypothermia and he also experienced severe physical vertigo. I then had to UNDO the energetic rebound that had hit my honey because he inadvisedly had tried to heal that guy. 

Healing without permission is basically a no-no. You're going to get rebound effects bouncing back at you depending on the recipient's resistance.

Now, a completely different case was when a friend of mine's brother, a man I'd never met, went into a coma from a drug interaction. This was serious stuff. The guy was widely expected to be headed for severe brain damage or death.  I went into emergency healer mode and did take some time to connect with Spirit and the brother's soul - in a coma you're out of body, kind of like in a dreaming state, and it's pretty easy to communicate directly with the soul of the person - and I got a clear go ahead about doing the work. The guy said he wanted a second chance to put his life back together and work at becoming a better person.

The man came out of the coma after that, no brain damage, and without the voices he'd been hearing every day as a lifelong schizophrenic.

But I knew that the effects of the healing might not last because the guy still had a lot of work to do on himself, you know? It was like he was being given another chance, but he still had every option to blow it.

Sure enough, a year or so later, the voices came back. This was after the man had been telling family members that he MISSED the voices and was feeling LONELY because they were gone!

So he welcomed the critters back in to his energy field, and the schizophrenia returned.

So healing is complicated.  That's all I wanted to say! smile

LipstickMystic

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Came in very late, but what a cool thread! Thanks to all contributers! A realization hit me as I was reading that I have let prevent me from pursuing healing work further is defining where the healing power comes from. By this I don't mean the understanding that there is an infinite source. By "defining" I mean having to give this source a name of some sort, if only to be used in an invocation or method of healing and protection. I have called upon God and Jesus as a last resort (which resulted in success) in dealing with neg entities in the past and though very thankful that it worked, I felt a little funny doing so even though the Jesus and God of my beliefs are far from mainstream.

I have to admit another aspect of me felt a bit embarrassed to have to bother them with my petty little troubles, ha, even though I realize it doesn't work that way.

Anyway back to the name thing,

Once & Future wrote:

BTW, speaking of an allergy to Christian lingo, lately I’ve developed an allergy to ANY lingo, be it Buddhist, New Age, Wiccan… as LM was saying it’s difficult to know what the hell we should even call “God"  these days. I don't want to become *spiritually correct* but I can't help being turned off by so many of the buzz words. I don't even like the word "spiritual" these days. tongue I’m probably over intellectualizing, but the energy and association around so much of the esoteric lingo is such a turn-off. I feel like I’m always walking on eggshells, trying to figure out what words I should use relative to whom I'm speaking. I dunno, maybe the more these labels bug you, the more you’re moving toward what lies beyond words, the universal...

I really relate to this, to me it's as if naming/labeling this power somehow cheapens it and the act of naming it, in itself  is a selfish act that we use to glom onto it and use it for our benefit which ultimately ends up in exploitation such as has been done with the concept/being Jesus.

Other than on a personal spiritual level where words are not used, I know of no other way to practicly interact with the_____(insert  your own name here, ha), so I guess this is my hang-up that I need to get over in order to be effective in any way, so maybe I'll just make up my own name and not tell anybody, nah that won't work either as I need to communicate with others.

On the other hand communicating with others is usually best done using the others terminology.... anyway
I obviously need to think this one out further. Sorry for the tangent and thanks for the inspiration.

SM

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Stephen M,

Thanks for your post and your great points!  I agree that naming this force/essence/intelligence  is to often limit the flow of that very thing when you're doing healing.

A lot of people have success in calling it "Reiki" if they have been trained in Reiki...although I've unfortunately found that many practitioners trained in that technique have taken on connections to very specific esoteric symbols and/or entities that are not always compatible for the person who might be receiving the healing. So while the person's intent or mind may be trying to go somewhere "pure" and just internally equate "Reiki" with "life force," they may still be unconsciously plugging into a lot of other "stuff" passed down from their teacher, depending on that teacher's energy clarity.

And so it goes with any form of "initiation," really. when you "owe" your spiritual awakening to a guru or teacher.  There is a danger in only framing your connection to the Divine through the blueprint your teacher has given you instead of venturing off into a purer, clearer, unnamed, connection.

I have experimented with two things I like a lot.  Dr. Masaru Emoto of Messages from Water fame has been working with a new energy healing that he calls "Hado" which roughly translates as "the waveform underlying all of creation." (I don't have the exact translation in front of me.) In hado healing, the healer just taps into hado and conveys that energy to the person.  Kind of a variation on Reiki, I guess, except I don't think you're taught to inscribe symbols or utilize other things...it's more of a direct use of "the Force." 

I've experimented with simply using Hado energy and sending it to various places on my body that need healing and done it on a few other people, too, and it seems like a nice and pure thing without "baggage" or energy drag.

Another thing I've done is to simply send sound vibration into people. Basically, I invoke Spirit and open up my chakras and ask to be a vehicle for the right vibration to heal that person's condition. Usually, a full orchestral song will start to play in my head, in the right key signature that that person needs to have broadcast through their body.  So I'll hear different songs depending on the condition being treated. The songs are usually just short snippets that repeat over and over, and I breathe that sound into the person, and this process seems to bypass any place in my brain where I'd normally be trying to wrap words or human concepts around this vibration.

I believe there have been some posters in prior threads talking about the tremendous healing power of sound vibration, especially as relates to healing cancer, so forgive me if I don't remember all the details right in this moment.

But sound IS cool, and it's a very pure form to work with; so is color, which is another vibration I work with.

The more we can move past words and human thoughtforms that limit the amazing energy that permeates creation, the better!  That way we can start having more of a universal approach to being able to heal ourselves that isn't dependent on a particular religious belief or non-belief.

The East is much wiser about this....they have never worried about identifying this energy, other than come up with a few words for it like chi, ki, etc.  They don't have to PROVE that it works, they don't have to wrap their intellect into pretzel shapes trying to get their head around the indescrible. They simply know it IS and have developed techniques like acupuncture, etc. that utilize this energy.  Sometimes I wish I'd been born in the East!

LipstickMystic aka Jennifer

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*Bump* !

Just curious if anybody out there in internet land has given this subject a go, and if so, what happened? 

For myself, despite this topic being first brought up weeks ago, and despite making a concerted effort to include this topic in a revised version of my book, I somehow was not able to actually do this for myself all this time.  !  Not until last week, finally.  Every time I even thought about it I would feel this extreme "heavy" resistance.  Hard to explain, but I could feel that it was artificially induced, that something was trying to prevent me from engaging in what could potentially be a very beneficial action.   I didn't worry about it though, and figured there would eventually be a "window of opportunity" to slip something in.  Sure enough, last week I finally found myself with enough energy and motivation, and lack of that "heavy resistance," so I got to work on revoking illegal contracts.  Wrote out my intentions in my journal, putting my intentions in written form, as well as verbally intending it for several nights in a row before falling asleep.   

Well, that seemed to attract the attention of something.   

I did my intentions the nights of August 9th and 10th.  The night of August 11th, something dark and yucko came around in the middle of the night.   Tell me that ain't a coincidence!  ;)   Seriously.  Hadn't had any issues like that ever since being in this apartment.  Then mysteriously within two days of buckling down and doing my revoking of illegal ET/MILAB contracts, I get harangued.  hmm.  Yeah.  So anyway, I dealt with this thing in the "dream" state, but it apparently was actually there in the room, lurking about, because my cat was continually positioning herself around my bed, back to me, but facing out towards the room.  Like being on guard.   To my left, to my right, then at the head of my bed, facing the doorway.   She was also extra attentive towards me......and has been ever since the night this happened.  Anyway, long story short, I figured okay, I'm awake now thanks to the Neg entity harasser in the "dream," and have already taken the first steps to revoking any and all contracts, whether agreed or illegal, with negs and ETs and MILABS, so hey, while I'm awake and at it, let's see about removing any possible pieces of my dad that I seem to have attached to me.

That's where it got bizarre.  Within a minute of putting my focus on removing any possible dad attachment pieces, I got zapped in my bed.  I heard a metallic "ping" noise over my head in the air, and got slammed by something.  Like jolted, zapped, smacked, hit, slapped, I don't know, I can't explain it  because I've never experienced anything like it before.  Something slapped me with a jolt, and I felt it primarily in my rib region, and I heard it in the air above me as well.  Got the smack down by somethin', who knows what. 

Right after that, my cat was now positioned at the head of my bed, sitting there straight and still, facing my doorway, which is where I heard this (low) "hissing" whoosh noise.  Like something was possibly in the doorway area, making some bizarro noise, and my cat was facing off with it or something, just sitting there, calm and still.

What's funny is getting smack jolted was spooky, but I was still willing to lie in bed after that.  But when I heard that weird hissing/whooshing noise, that's when I sat up in bed, heart racing, like, OKAY, THAT'S IT, I'M DONE.  It caused an immediate "!!" reaction within me.....which I find interesting.   For a noise so subtle, I wonder why the instant recognition and fear.  Rhetorical question I guess.  ;)   It was 4:30 a.m. and I was now officially up for the day, thank you very much.   Actually got to work on time that morning for once too. ;)  haha

I don't quite get what was happening with the cat though.  It's confusing because normally she wigs out whenever "stuff" has been around.  She'll run all around, tearing things up, acting spazzy and bug eyed. And in this case she was calm.  I've never seen her do that whole positioning herself around the bed thing.   She was clingier than normal with me after I got up too, and has been attentive ever since.   Possibly though she acts spazzy if "stuff" is trying to mess with her directly?  And maybe this time it wasn't touching her?  I don't know.  I can't figure it out.  Also, when emailing off the forum for advise about this I was told that the metallic "ping" and the jolt slap thing I got was most likely a frequency control being put on me.  Actual physical technology from the controllers, where ever they're actually sitting, doing their thing.  So, not something esoteric.   Thought that was VERY interesting and worth passing along to people.   

Also, on August 12th I was unusually "jumpy."   For instance, I'm standing there in the bathroom Q-tipping my ear, spacing out into an almost trance-like state, Tom comes up and says "Hey..." and I jump, gasp, like, AHHH! and look at him, paralyzed and freaked out.  Took me a second or two to recover enough to even respond.  Later that day I was parking my car in front of our apartment after running an errand, focused on the CD that's playing, again...almost in a trance-like state....and as I turn my car off I suddenly hear "HI!!!"  from my left side.   I JUMPED, and turned to look at our neighbors, completely bug eyed and frozen.  Her smile faded and she looked at me like, Uh...okay you weirdo.  :D  haha  I finally manage to get out a freaked out sounding "hi..." and bolted from my car.  My cat was also REALLY jumpy.  After bolting from our neighbors I went inside and the cat ran up to greet me as she always does....but her fur was fluffed like a bottle brush.  So, the sound of me opening the front door had startled her and freaked her out, but yet she was simultanously happy to see me and came running up to me to rub on me.  She never gets freaked out by the front door, and she remained in a jumpy state for the next full two days.  Sudden movements or sounds and she'd jump straight up in the air several inches, then look at me or Tom, frozen and bug eyed, but then immediately relax realizing it was just us. 

Very interesting.

"Life's journey is not to arrive at the grave safely in a well preserved body, but rather to skid in sideways, totally worn out, shouting "Holy shit ... what a ride!"  - Anonymous
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Re: Reptile Solutions Plus MILAB Talk

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"Life's journey is not to arrive at the grave safely in a well preserved body, but rather to skid in sideways, totally worn out, shouting "Holy shit ... what a ride!"  - Anonymous
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"I get by with a little help from my (higher density) friends."
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