Orbit Alert: Strange Signals

I had the feeling all weekend that following a pre-set plan too closely could leave me especially vulnerable to manipulations of choices. There was a feeling of being monitored more than usual. HAARP at work?

Yes.  According to the C's, as I asked them nine or so years ago, there is indeed a portal right above this area (big surprise then, not so much now).  At that time I had woken up in the middle of the night and had seen a most wicked lightning storm, but it was so very high up in the atmosphere that it was unusual, so unusual that I asked about it.  I've never seen anything like it since.

Well, of course my concern is I actually got "hauled out" again... long after I thought this would ever again be possible, but aren't HAARP and being abducted two different senarios...  not that that's any kind of consolation for it to be one or the other.  HA!  And not that it's all that tidy either!

I'm at a loss for words.  I'm not sure if it's that I'm lacking some kind of education, or if it's that this is a new level/type of... corruption?

I don't neccessarily feel victimized, but honestly, feeling violated isn't beyond my sense of good reasoning.

You know Brother/Man, I learned a few years ago that I had begun thwarting off abduction scenarios, or had reconciled myself with such (YCROR), but does awareness serve to "step off" such beasts as are HAARP?

Maybe I should already know the answer to that question... this may sound dramatic, but sometimes, some days, the "cage" is just a little too cagey for this woman, and today is one of those days.

It's the "whatever purpose" part that bothers me, especially when it bothers with me, and others.  Don't get me wrong, I'm certainly not feeling irrevocably "damaged", but If I could cuss and swear here I would,  just to blow off the steam, I really don't like being <bleeped> with.

Today's mighty oak is just yesterday's nut that held its ground.
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Life may not be the party we hoped for, but while we're here we might as well dance.
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If you spin around on your chair really fast, things around here will make a lot more sense.

manyeagles,

Once I realized something was "off" I had checked over my body and at first hadn't found anything, then later I reached up to rub my temples and my left temple had a very sore spot on it when I touched it last night.  I know this particular point is an accupressure point, I've tried a number of times since last night to "release it" through point pressure, but it's not budging, and this is not normal. 

Not only that, both myself and the other person I live with each developed a pimple like bump on our lip this afternoon, not at the lip and skinline, but on the red lip part itself.  We both developed these at the same place on our lips.  Just biazrre.  FCOL!  Why the lip?  What's up with that? (rhetorical question )  I've never before had a "pimple" on that part of my lip, much less in unison with another.

GACK!

Today's mighty oak is just yesterday's nut that held its ground.
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Life may not be the party we hoped for, but while we're here we might as well dance.
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If you spin around on your chair really fast, things around here will make a lot more sense.

SednaSphere,

Thank you for the clarification.   I now understand what you meant and I know of what you write about, feeling a strong urge not to do what is otherwise seemingly innocent, like a family outing, or some other kind of organinzed function.  From this line of thinking, I also am successful, but does this also relate to the organized function of sleep? 

I must admit Sed, I hadn't a clue one that anything of any sort might happen before I went to sleep on Sat. night, and frankly, I suppose if I was as aware as I seem to think I am, I should have... although, I am "feeling"/intuiting that I'm being a little harsh with myself here, and that "many levels of awareness in the 3D realm can be 'usurped', this is the function of 4D STS technology," and that it's not so much that something out of the ordinary happened (because--if it did--it's already happened... HA!, a what's done is done thing) as much as it is how I handled myself Sun. morning.   

Not that I yet had any clue that anything funky may have happened Sat. night (I didn't realize that this was a possibility until later that afternoon, you know, it's like when puzzle pieces start coming together, and one doesn't yet know they're sitting at a puzzle table), but I woke up Sun. morning somewhat disoriented and with horrible feelings about myself, a "program" playing in my head telling me I'm no better that a pile of crap, that I'm a piece of shit!  Yuck!!!  (and sorry about the s-word to those offended)  This went on for about 15 mins., I stopped dead in my tracks, centered and grounded myself, and called on my core-being to recognize and shine all that I AM.  Seemingly this was enough to disengage the program because those ugly words ceased "covering" me.  A few years ago I would've taken the bait, hook, line and sinker, and would've easily been moved to depression. 

Well, this is kind of a bitter-sweet thing to write, but, I suppose I could be proud of myself for recooperating so quickly and easily, rather than feeling like a failure for having allowed myself to be manipulated in the first place.  And Sedna, I'm not projecting/reflecting here that you insinuated I had somehow failed, I'm more than capable of doing this on my own , I can be very hard on myself at times.

I really appreciate anytime other NR members interact with me, it always gives pause for fruitful thought.

My regards Sedna --

V

Today's mighty oak is just yesterday's nut that held its ground.
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Life may not be the party we hoped for, but while we're here we might as well dance.
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If you spin around on your chair really fast, things around here will make a lot more sense.

Regarding dream violations - yes, there are human black magicians who can astrally attack while you sleep. Anyone who practices enough occultism and has a vindictive streak can do it. There are articles on the web devoted to this art.

However, there are other possibilities to consider. One is that dreams, for me at least, symbolically forewarn of impending trouble. I'll have a symbolic dream the night before I have to deal with a hostile person or situation. These take the form of being chased by zombies, facing a serial killer, ducking from sniper fire, being held in a hostage situation, sword fights, and gun fights. Each of these represents the nature of the individual or situation in question. I have these dreams without knowing beforehand that someone will cause trouble. Dreams are an accurate and reliable early warning system for me -- and although I'm being "attacked" in my dream, in these cases I think the "attack" is just symbolically reflecting what is about to occur for real on the waking level of reality.

There are too many factors that can cause bad dreams. Everything from repressed emotional issues to psychic attack to astral energy sucking by etheric creatures to demonic attack to symbolic premonitions, mind programming via implants, screen memories of abductions, byproducts of bodily discomfort while sleeping, and junk stuck in your head from what you saw or thought the previous day.

Before sleep I usually intend some form of protection, visualize a shield of light around me for added measure, and request additional assistance from my STO higher self to keep away anything that intends to interfere with me during the night. It's never done me harm, although I can't confirm whether this method is failsafe.

As for lucid dreaming, practicing lucidity during the day (being present in the moment and having awareness of yourself) is good advice in general. It keeps you alert, and if you do it enough you start becoming lucid in dreams. Then the fun begins.