Topic: What the Hell do I do?
You may have heard of my stories from me before about being a target for secret societies/occultists. Well, I'm doing the right things... I'm following my path more than I ever was, doing what I love to do. I can't help but think that this isn't enough. In the past three days, I have been told by people with heightened senses that when they try to read me, all they get is a group of people - mostly hateful... their energy just flowing through me so much that it mutes my own. There is a group of teachers (I live with two) who work with autistic kids (Ivy Mount school in Rockville Maryland) - they are clearly in an occult society of some sort. According to one person, most of them hate hate hate me - some are just playing along though they do not feel good about what they're doing. What am I supposed to do? I have been ganged up on for such a long time and I feel like nothing I do matters to them - that they're just going to keep trying to mess with me. My own heart was getting jolts to it recently - nothing natural at all... sometimes they pick a spot on my back and start jolting it for a week - or sometimes another body part. Now it's my HEART? Honestly, I don't know what to do aside from asking my guides for more help - since it's a waxing moon right now I asked to be sent help in the form of people or tools that would assist me. So far, I've gotten one person who can help. This worries me, though. I mean... the first psychic told me that these people are sort of like a dam, with a LOT of support - and that they are extremely patient. Well, I'm patient too, but I'm getting sick of this. I just want to live my dreams in PEACE. It's so hard with these monsters breathing down my neck. Any advice? Should I seek as much psychic retaliation as possible? I'm raising my vibration a little every day with meditation... I hope it's enough. I feel like this "I can't read you because of THEM" thing is kind of new, and maybe they're grasping at straws because I'm more serious about my work/path now.
Do I just have to deal with it? Pluto is transiting my 4th house right now, and I will be forced to move away from my current roommates - but if this group is f*cking with me remotely, how on Earth is that going to matter?