hey lilmomma--im with ya. we r with YOU. it's then, apparently, time to get on. i read every word u said. do what u feel u must do. u can say anything anytime u want to. i/we understand. u ARE supported here, in full fashion. i know we have been saying that it is difficult or of a hold-back, or of wariness, that to say things on a world-wide forum, feels unsafe kinda, it is after all, out there. for the occasional marauders or visitors here that come on and peruse? i say screw 'em. big time. right in the kisser. and if it aint having to do with a anything the PTB, or black magicians could use, slyly, then what the hell. i have been wanting to address that very thing, for weeks now, and we carried that on (brought up i think by our dear friend Seeking--hey man, and thinking of u dear one--ur intentions r glorious, and fully shining, as always) in the "whats wrong with the energy here" thread. i can dig it. i dont say 1/3 of the shit im thinkin--and have done, bet on it. but just know this--there is no judgement on you, or ur home sitch. not even. u r loved here. tell it and tell it like it is. how appropo u said this in the 'current events' section. u may not feel like laughing, but i loved that.
thinking of you, as u contemplate ur next moves. and i'll be a havin a tribal smoke with ya, many times over. it is hell carrying the load, i know about that. from 90/10 trade-off's to what ever happened to 50/50? then they'd have to be, more uh...self-actualized then. jesssuuuzzz. the "deals" we make. the ppl we rode in with, hook up with, were born to. man oh man, certainly makes one wonder about those damn contracts and agreements. i've put a halt on pretty much "all deals." tired of dealin', myself. severed a few contracts, feels good, was necessary. still workin on the biggie, but kept the old man. will probably have to ride on out on with the "service" notion still clinging. i figure im gonna use that one for "The Stand"--use it with all the psi-ience. u know, keep makin plans, yet stay flexible with strategies. the journey out is the road back.
GNOTHI SEAUTON "Know Thyself!"