Topic: The architect and God
Hello,
I wanted to share some insights about the "Creator"...I'd like to know your feeling about it.
I've always felt a very strong love inside my heart, nameless and kind to everyone and everything.
I've always thought this was what people call "God".
But since I've came across conspiracy theories, matrix and stuff like that, a strong doubt came into my mind, as if it was another creator somewhere, and since that time I felt very bad, depressed and I lost faith in everything.
I'm beginning to have faith again because I can see this way of seeing the creation is not useful to live here, it makes me suspect everything and everyone, dividing people and things into "STO" and "STS".
When I look at things with my heart, in an innocent way, I can "see" life in everything, and people building illusions around it.
I think that lack of love is just the right place for illusions to grow, because Love is truth and doesn't tolerate lies and illusions.
WE let illusions, other beings and false ideas take over our very true nature, but nobody never forced us to do so, helping to build a false creation around it.
I like to see things in that way, it's more realistic and helpful to have faith in change, and it makes us powerful and not victims of some evil plans brought from an outside world.
I think this demiurge or creator we are talking about in conspiracy theories is nothing less than OUR minds.
That makes us master of our destiny...
Thinking of an outside demiurge makes us weak and helpless.