Rape of the Soul (Page 1 of 2)

Don't get involved in shit like this zenden. It's just feeding the bad guys. You can't change it. And it just drags you down to thier level. Live in the Now, we are constantly evolving.

I am trying to understand how we can stop time, at the moment, I know that 'they' are good at manipulating the past.
But what if there is no past, if that shit never happened, it's just a memory implant, or if it did happen, could you change it?,  and if you did, would they change it again?.

My take on it is, the past is bollocks. Now is all there is. Not the last sentence I wrote, but now, NOW.

I don't trust the past, the future is uncertain, due to limitless possibilities. NOW is all I can trust.

I am trying to stop NOW, for me. That brings me to an MT place.  I know I can only stop NOW for me. That NOW MT place scares the shit out of  me.

I sure wish the Governor would let a few more people in on our secret.

What's so bad about a move exposing the evils of the catholic church? Surely this kind of info can do more than just scare people and make them feel bad. It can wake people up and maybe get them to do something about it... at least remove their energies from this kind of stuff.

geez u guys.  just another one of my "i hate the church" rants/posts/links.  i havent even read at that site but 2 seconds.  it talks about stopping time?!!!  oh hell.  shows ya what i know.  i just liked the front page of the evil skeletons wearing cardinal outfits.  went with that pope on a rope santa hat thing.   shit.  im not involved in anything, other than my own delusions, and got plenty of them.  sorry and all is well.  ooops.

Know what makes up the now but stay in it research helps this.

Zenden, we're all butterflies flapping our wings and changing the world.

TP my dear-- on the new avatar.  thats a hand, with some kind of jeweled glove old style, coming out of water, prob from a lake, holding up a cool sword, with a really neat T- bar handle (whats that called?).  like in some sort of act of triumph.  the real pic is of course, bigger and better but had to shrink it to be the avatar size 60x60.  it loses something in the transition.  i liked the blue, and the idea of it.  as in we/i CONQUER, will conquer all.  like that.  and i do have a home altar, but no real sword there.  i didnt realize i always did that til a few yrs ago, made altars in every home.  weird.  even that realization made me remember, stuff.  i dont 'worship' at it or anything, but burn oils and incense there, to flavor the house/surroundings.  i have buddhas, all kinds, mixed in with JC relic type stuff, there's some egyptian, and mayan stuff there, chinese feng shui stuff, coins, chinese pots, tibet stuff, even an african tapestry, that looks morrocan.  i have a ton of mixed stuff all around, artsy-stuff.  a bunch of dragons too.  red ones, a few are maroon.  just like the look, the feel of it.  at one time, i collected crosses, from all over, have them hanging.  many pastlife deals, im sure.  need my house to look like a library, of relics, books, a skull or two, always around and lots of bones, and aliens in front and back.  there are lots of snakes, and uh-oh, lots of reptiles in the front, real stuffed lizards, and a real stuffed armadillo.  there's a permanent halloween BEWARE sign over the front door.  and a bunch of plastic dinosaurs all over, in plants.  a ptyradactyl, or 2.  once someone asked us if JC and buddha stuff "went together."  the husband here said, "no--we like to keep them separate when we can, they tend to argue alot..."  they didnt get it.

i figure i got it covered when martial law hits.  or during crossover if ghouls are loosed.  im hoping "they" will be so confused, they wont know whose side im on.  if theyre grey types, or reptilian, then theyll think im one of them, and pass me by.  or, if they're human-types, they'll?  maybe leave me alone?  dunno, but need that junk there, somehow.

once, a church type left us a note, that they needed to come and "save us"  and left a new harvest day bible with their note in it, at the front door, in a planter--it said they "sensed we needed them, they'd be back."  the old man went out there, and shoved a big bowie hunting knife right smack thru their bible, with the note hanging out, and stuck it in the tree in the front yard.  up about 7 feet high.  right as one approaches.  we never heard from them again.  the lonesome straight neighbors across the street hate us, but theyre the only ones.  everybody else here parties, and is way cool.   we're sick, we know it.  hehehe.  it's protection.  and good for a laugh.

im trying to 100th monkey stuff, that way.  make ppl think, wonder.  get real, get fantasy, FEEL something, have FUN.  my intent is for the message to be--reject FEAR, let in the wondrous, allow the fantastic, get out of boxes, SCREW the matrix, experiment with the fabulous, remember who u ARE.  it's safe here, and we have this spot ANCHORED.  oh yes.   and i will not post icky links anymore, unless worth it, before checking out further.  forgive me on that.  love to u guys.

not corny and stupid at all.  not EVEN Blue--truly truly think this is it.  we're just talking and researching the 3d weaponry other stuff, in order to get used to doing exactly what ur saying.  i feel it and thats whats coming.  we're gonna be warriors alright, using completely difft weapons.  no doubt about it.  kinda like those battling fingertip vs fingertip fight laser deals emitted by the X-Men, and characters like that in movies, comic books.  laser shit-eye to the enemy and disintegrated into masses of butterfies (hey starling)!  u get the picture. 

transmute energies by sheer force of will and intent.  i figure in order to be able to harness that kind of power, u must have a great deal of force from heart, matched with wisdom, and intent, and with the kristos conciousness, just like u said, that intends to right wrongs, from an all powerful representation of the force. it slays and conquers by heart-force, and has never been done before, but is human-generated.  the new human develops it.  has always had it, but at shift, it really gets good.  and the prep and practice is now, refining, feeling, recognizing, identifying, readying.  the practice is now.  we do it on here all the time.  kinda like that show Heroes too.  all in good time, but gotta be ready any day.  very exciting.  we're formulating it.  i think this is the crux of the matter, and we've known this all along, but have been afraid to say it or believe it.  its a new way of using will and intent to manifest a new heaven and a new earth.  we had the power all along, but as we think it into a thot form, as the veils thin, we may experience such divine things, as never thot could happen, but they will.  yeee-hah.  god, that will be fun.  so we have to use discernment.  could u just see us trying out our new fingertip light shows, and we blow up the car or the neighbor's house into shreds of light-force particles, and we did it by accident, at first, just getting the hang of it.  (seen too many movies) but i think it could be a possibility.  and am looking forward to it.  cant have fear if ur gonna operate in that mode.  how cool.  how powerful.  in the training all along, and culminating soon.  all this aint been for nothin.

some ppl dont think like this, but we do.  right there----THERE IT IS.  we're automatically prepping for it.  just know it.  ur supposed to be saying and thinking just what u posted/said.  thats how they get nuked, by intent, warrior intent from non-material thought-form weaponry angle.  white wizardry.  must be understood to be used right.  has to come from heart; justice, beneficence, balance the scales, manifest strength for unity for all.  unite as a force from heart, take over theocracy.  never been done like this before.  the shift leads us there.