Brad462 wrote:Hello, I've read a Castaneda early books and his last one active side of infinity, Lyra you mention his a big change in his personality from his first books to his late ones. Strange, I didnt notice much of a change at all ,
Well I guess it's subjective then. 
Brad462 wrote:I would expect a bigger change than i did see since his first books were written in the 70's i believe and his last in 1998 very close to win he died. The only obscene sexual references i remember were said by a professor of his in class he made a comment about oral sex.
Yes, that was definitely one of them, but there were others too in his later books.
Brad462 wrote:lyra wrote:"Anyone else notice how Casteneda tells the same story in multiple books but with the details changed around in each version"
LYRA No i didnt notice care to elaborate on that?
Well, it was like I said - throughout the various Casteneda books, he relays the same stories, yet, each time he tells them, the details are slightly different. The ending of "The Active Side of Infinity" for instance where Don Juan and the other Sorcerers turn into balls of light and fly away....that same story was relayed in an earlier book, but the details were slightly different. There can't be 3 or 4 different versions of the same event, so, which version is the "real" story? Conclusion: There is no "real" version, because the story probably didn't happen. But it's okay, like dreammosis and I were both saying, it doesn't really matter whether the stories are true or not. All that matters is that the reader gets the point that Casteneda was trying to make. Dreamosis agreed with me on this one and noticed the same thing, and offered further commentary if you're interested, just scan back up a few posts to see.
Casteneda's books are alright, but I prefer Theun Mares' Toltec books better, only because the style is more to my liking. It's direct, to the point, presenting the material like a comprehensive How-to user's manual, skipping all of the meandering hallucinogenic adventures found in Casteneda's books. It's awesome. To each his own though, some prefer Casteneda, some prefer Theun and other sources.
That's good that you were able to practice not-doing and had success.
I'm not sure why the second time you would have actually lost energy.....there could have been other factors at work. Did you have a lot of "internal dialogue" going on? Where your mind was talking a lot to itself with many thoughts, even though you weren't verbally talking outloud? That's a source of energy drain too. It's one possibility.
"Life's journey is not to arrive at the grave safely in a well preserved body, but rather to skid in sideways, totally worn out, shouting "Holy shit ... what a ride!" - Anonymous
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