EON wrote:Yeah, I agree sometimes drugs help you to come close to conclusion that sit their as confusions driving you insane and when you get high you feel bliss and when you think about those matters they just become crystal clear but what if that matter concerns of making a choice between two sides....what does one to do then?
Lately, this idea about my kundalini awakening and reading some of the scriptures where the kundalini is defined in two ways which is to say leaving the base chakra and the crown chakra every other chakra to them seems to have a male and a female deity...Now, the problem is not with the deitys or what one thinks but how they define all the discription of these deitys leave you with a choice ...one being fierce another being blissed. That is the reason why Tanta doesn't abstract from sex which is to say being polarized under the same energy but to one of the other sides that yogi's abstract from.
My kundalini for past few days is strong and all ma chakras are vibrating everytime i stop thinking and then comes the disturbance from every angle that i live in. but it doesn't bother me since i got my ear phones stuck in my ears most of the time. The problem is it hasn't risen up. Last time it did rose excited me sexually and ofcourse I had a hard on. Now, when I meditate or just lie down i feel energy from my lips to my head and flowing thru each chakra but i don't get sexually excited anymore and its no problem with me as long as am manifesting to be in higher planes of reality as ONE I am. I don't like the idea about making a choice and the whole world seems like a friggin choice from all the movies that I watched to what not everything tried to program me and I don't blame the movies or anyone's research all and all it made me think hard to come to my own conclusions and am not saying am pious but what sounds right to me is right to me which is ofcourse love and peace for all.
Even here on the forum someone leads me to the mother side with all the love and emotions and all and the other leads me to the father side with mind and thinking and acting in my ego to find the truth and shield my mind. I personally have to go thru this all the time people either hitting my head and i have this almost unavoidable headaches and ticklings that I went to bed with for 1 year and when that stoped it came down on my heart now from my parents trying every way to fill food with all kinds of oils and chorestrol and what not. Even the milk like leave it for 2 minutes to cool down becomes like a friggin cream like a friggin greese. And now being a strong head I called upon the heart. What is wrong with this world or is there anything really wrong with me. Cuz I don't plan to rule over mass or even take friggin revenge for all the psychic attacks to what not I have taken all am asking to the one who strengthens me to let me be who I am a complete entity not wanting to divide my identity into angels or demons.
That seriously seems to be the problem here. One either has to be an angel or a demon a lizzie but why not that person be complete. now being complete means that would make a person GOD. All and all we are holographic impressions of the force and ONE but we do end up making all these choices due to our mind programming from birth and them watching us grow who we grow up to be. This system decides everything for these entities and they do end up choosing one side. No wonder when all these people claim we are all seeded we are like grown here in a system of divide and rule and none wants to rise up above the system. None wants to rise up and speak for themselves not loosing themselves in stupidity of hating one another or fear that they create together every one of us can bring about a huge wave of change but seems like its too late there are very few left or as I think and see cuz I don't see anyone else like me. And when i do try to see when am friggin high am everything and I still can't seem to bend the spoon.
oh man how do i put this, let me break it down to 'simple understanding'.
Lets deal with some facts first then i'll try to give solutions.
Fact is: We fked up, now for 75 thousand years up to date, till this current cycle which lasts for 3 thousand something years is over, we have a 'CHANCE' to 'GET IT RIGHT'. We all incarnated with this CHOICE.
Some basic facts that even a 12 year old will agree and understand: The world is not a fairly tale land, Things happen, at any moment you could be hit by a car and die. Parents tell you not to talk to strangers for a reason. This is a place where oppressors rule the world. If you want to 'GET TO THE TOP', you have to manipulate people, lie, spread lies/rumors, spread disinformation and what not to get there and gain the 'upper hand'. If a guy commits a crime and gets caught then he's stupid because he didnt learn to hide his tracks, but think about those who ALREADY ARE DOING THIS and they hide behind secret societies, let their 'puppets' do the work for them.
Such is the nature of the universe and the current realm we occupy.
NOW, we got some good news, It is said that mankind, after countless incarnations finally seems like will 'make it' this time. Yet still according to some sources that number is like a needle in a haystack. So few will actually graduate and the rest will simply be moved to other densities where they'll face similar situations like here. And when i say 'moved' dont expect a joy ride to the next world lmao. It will be a 'doomsday' scene with death everywhere, and unfortunately thats the 'only way out'.
Now obviously no one likes to 'fail' what they worked so hard for especially if it involves multiple incarnations. Look at me im so great that i had a dream with someone writing on a white board: 'Repeat', then a being comes and slaps me like im a foolish kid.
Yes i know thats 'bad news', better pull up my pants and work extra hard now.
So let me share some solutions that i have according to my current knowledge up to date.
To begin first let me say this: It doesnt matter you do it 'like this' or 'like that', meditate for the rest of your life or practice reiki or just 'simply be'. Remember 'ALL PATHS LEAD TO GOD'. A Circle always returns to its origin. As long as you keep your mind open and question everything that happens till you fully understand why it 'happens that way'. The answer is simple and like how the cassiopeans put it: 'Its just Simple Understandings'.
Its simple understanding when we hide something we dont like about a person from them simply because we dont want to hurt their feelings.
Its simple understanding when a fight is about to break out and you diffuse/neutralize the scene by blocking both parties from making a scene.
Its simple understanding when your kid wants something that you know is not good for him/her and instead of saying NO full of anger, you hug and kiss him deeply and say, Honey its not good for you, instead i'll buy you something else.
Its simple understanding when you give up your seat in the bus to let an elderly/pregnant woman enjoy the comfort of a warm seat you just gave her.
Its simple understanding when you lose something valuable in life, and yet you have faith to know that you'll get something better in return if you're only patient.
Its simple understanding when you say 'Hello, how are you ?' to that maid cleaning up your office and not treating her like she doesnt exist.
The 'simple understanding' list can go on an on...
Now comes the problem with dealing with our daily bullshit that sts love to toss at us. Life is about INCREASING OUR AWARENESS. We do that by LIVING IN THE NOW. You live in the NOW, if you're ready for anything that is put in front of you. Every moment you will face a CHALLENGE, its almost always sts/negative influenced. Because if there was no sts/negative beings screwing with you at every moment then the only thing that will come to you at every moment is positive things. Yet we dont always have positive things happening do we ? So now we know whos screwing with you. Time to smarten up to their acts.
Let me give you an example i read in Ra material. In 4th density when sts attacks an sto, the MODE OF ATTACK is LEARNED. Once you understand the mode of attack, you learn to counteract it. Then the sts will have to use a different mode of attack because the sto being can neutralize the previous one. In 4th density STOs have to 'ACCEPT EVERYTHING THAT IS OFFERED', thats the only way 'they' will graduate to the 5th. But lets not worry about that now.
Similarly every moment you're attacked in different ways, Once you learn to counteract that attack the same attack wont work. Simple example: You are an angry person. The sts will constantly send its 'manipulated beings/puppets' towards you to piss you off at every moment. Tell me now, how will you neutralize this attack ? Obviously by learning to not errupt your NEGATIVE ANGRY EMOTIONS everytime. Some say 'FREE WILL' is a joke, But its quite the opposite. WE DO HAVE FREE WILL YOU KNOW. The sts cannot DIRECTLY violate your free will. They must 'SET YOU UP' so that you 'VIOLATE YOUR OWN FREE WILL'. Unless they come to our 3d realm which will mean they will have a heavy chemical body just like ours and rules in our realm will apply, in that case they could just come up to you and beat the living shit out of you or even kill and feed on you. But dont worry, thats where 5th density beings come in. Currently our world is in 'quarantine mode' and such atrocities are prevented. Plus you have your own guides/team/higher self/friends/loved ones etc to protect you. The only thing that is ALLOWED is when there is an OPPORTUNITIY TO LEARN.
Now i just told you how to live your daily life without getting pwned by the sts at every moment. Once you start working on your mind by LETTING GO OF EVERY NEGATIVE EMOTIONS, the attacks will become less and less and whats more, you'll start HEARING YOUR TRUE SELF. Call it God/Higher Self/Inner Self/Or just I, doesnt matter. You'll notice a LIGHT-HEADEDNESS, increased sense of INTUITION etc. Buy hey, dont get carried away now. I've been in those positive moments of my life plenty of times. It doesnt take long before the sts smarten up and bring back your over confident EGO. This is why everyone hates life cuz just when they 'HAD IT', they 'LOSE IT'.
What we need to understand is that it happens for a reason. Sure you learned one thing, time to learn the next lesson. Again and again we will face bullshit after the next, just be sure to remember what i said and follow the 'being positive, living in the moment guide'. When you f*ck up, pull up your pants and start again, Everyday, something new to learn.
Sameer/EON, you'll just confuse yourself more if you worry about the kundalini raising and yoga and what not. Im not saying DONT, just remember some of this stuff is filled with crap, and even though you're acting in good faith and have genuine interest in this subject, let me give you another beautiful example:
The Bhudda like most prophets/higher density beings, came here to show 'YET ANOTHER WAY' to help us. The art of meditation. Tell me, while i believe there are those who have mastered this art and can, levitate/walk on water/be warm in freezing weather/teleport/visit other densities etc, how many are ACTUALLY OUT THERE ? It is said that it takes approximately 20 years for a monk to get 'SOMEWHERE' with his meditation skill, thats 20 years to get like 1% progress, im not even saying 20 years to reach liberation or nirvana. So cant you see, all prophets came and showed YET ANOTHER HARD WAY TO REACH LIBERATION/FREE OURSELVES and only a short minority make it.
I always wanted to take Transcendental Meditation classes. They even have a workshop near i live. The cost to enter: $2000 canadian dollars. Do you think i want to learn from such scammers ? Maybe theyre not scammers but like most people who 'try to help others' get caught up and stuck in yet another sts propaganda: MAKE MONEY SCHEME.
David Icke: makes money by selling his books
Laura from C's: Im sure she's making pretty good money now
Clara from Ra: making decent money by selling her books
Jane Roberts from Seth Material: making decent money by selling her stuff too
While most of them probably are doing nothing wrong by making money out of their works, in the past many authors have 'de-railed' from their purpose and ended up becoming 'hungry for money'.
This what i want to tell you my friend, while reading other people's work is not wrong and is definately a good way to gather more knowledge, what you must understand is that WE HAVE THE ABILITY IN OURSELVES TO TRANSCEND OUR REALITY. Every man for himself here.
Another something to ease your mind: We are multidimensional/density beings. The people you have met in your life may simply be YOU in 'simultaneous mode'. When this cycle is about to end, all your 'selves' will merge back to you, The cassiopeans say: 'It will be like a thermo-nuclear explosion'. All of a sudden you'll find ALL YOUR MEMORIES BACK and whats more you'll realize that you are not just one being but a multitude of beings. So much knowledge gained from 'ALL YOUR SELVES' will be quite profound and incredible. So what you cannot understand now wont matter then.
Your job here is to: SIMPLY BECOME POSITIVE: LEARN HOW TO MAINTAIN IT: AND REJOICE IN KNOWING YOU ARE A HERO OF YOUR MASTERY. Every moment that you CHOOSE TO POSITIVELY INFLUENCE A SITUATION, you're shitting on sts's heads.
But they are smarter then you, they have the advantage of time travel, they can modify your past to affect your present, they have the advantage of KNOWING YOUR THOUGHTS, even so they know what you THINK ABOUT EVEN BEFORE YOU THINK IT. An sts can abduct an individual, move them to their density i.e. 4th and return them the VERY SECOND YOU WERE ABDUCTED, well a mili-second after since if you do come back at the very same time, it creates a paradox where you'll find 'another you' and im not sure what happens then but i've heard its not a pleasant situation.
So start with your mind, basically the 'whole work' is in the mind, Your 'STATE OF MIND' influences your 'ACTIONS'.
Also dont forget 'YOU CREATE YOUR OWN REALITY'.
read some of this stuff rather then bothering with 'hard methods':
http://www.geocities.com/Athens/5484/quotes.htm
http://www.llresearch.org/library/the_l … ne_pdf.htm
http://www.cassiopaea.org/cass/waveindex.htm
You'll find it easier to understand if you go in the sequence: Seth first, Ra next and last cassiopaea stuff. Because it seems you're missing some vital pieces of information which is why you probably dont understand the higher density concepts and our multidimensional nature.
And hey google: some of us like to prepare for whats ahead, that way when we get there, we get a huge 'head-start'.
*Slow but steady, wins the race*
All for One and One for All