Worship Through Resistance

One thing is for sure. Thinking about our world is depressing. So much of our world is negative. If you are one that sees things as they are (truth) then you see the negativity all around us. It's amazing how brainwashed everyone is. It's sickening. Even if they weren't would things be much better? I want to live a life of bliss and happiness with an advanced STO race. Most humans are so ignorant, selfish, and fearful. They are a product of their upbringing in an environment that promotes the death of their souls. We have a not so good future to look forward to either. I've read that this depression will make the Great Depression look like an age of prosperity. Add to this the fact that the Elite wouldn't mind large portions of the population to dying off.

I think the thing that frustrates me most and makes me most depressed sometimes is knowing this stuff while being around others that don't have a clue. I don't have anyone who can sympathize with me or work with me to develop a plan for the future. It's just me and my everyday life of trying to find whatever it is that'll make myself feel better and aid my spiritual growth.

My way out of this mess may be death (not self inflicted of course!!!) if I happen to die from starvation or during chaotic violence or something.  Kind of sad for someone as young as me (20 years old) to accept a near future death, but then again there are lots of children in the world that face death everyday. The other option, which I am of course more hopeful for is vibrating to such a high frequency that I become a multidimensional time traveler.

Either the earth is moving up to a super high frequency or not... If it is, then this whole shebang might accelerate like no other soon. Our thoughts and intentions will manifest themselves faster and stronger than ever before. We will be able to will material objects into existence. I've heard and read about the story of Jesus providing a large group of people fish from a single basket. Perhaps this is made up or perhaps something like this did happen. I know paranormal abilities are possible as I'm sure many of you do, but the shear magnitude of these powers that is required to become 4D is astonishing. It's one thing to hear people's thoughts every now and then. It's one thing to even create a ball of light between the palms of your hands. But to have so much energy and control of your surroundings that you can travel through time, other dimensions, and become a luminous being is a whole other thing.

I know deep down fourth density is possible for us to achieve if given the proper environment, but I just don't know for sure if it is going to happen soon. It would of course be nice...

Well, I kind of got off topic...

We can make whatever preparations we need to for the future like getting some food and water to store and getting some gold and silver, but in reality there is so much out of our control. There is a massive tsunami of change coming our way. I hope it isn't just in the form of 3D crap, (i.e. economic collapse, food shortages, whether catastrophes, family dramas, people running a muck in the streets, etc.) I hope we indeed get to experience an awakening into 4D. All we can do is wait and see.

We need to live life actively. We need to make good intentions often. Sometimes it may be hard to see the significance of day to day life when so much of it does not matter when compared to future events, but we should care about those things anyways.

So basically... for me... I need to continue to do well in school, I need to exercise often, eat well, perhaps find a girlfriend, and continue to find the answers to life.

One of the things I've been thinking about a lot is death and what happens as your dying and when your dead... Hrm... I'm sure there are some good threads I can look through about that..

You're right Dreamosis.  Fear is inverted faith.

That's why so much effort is invested in making sure we fear TPTB.  It is as you say a deification process.  TPTB have become idols / false gods.  But that's all they will ever get for their money.

It says somewhere in scripture what most people here accept:  That YCYOR:

"That which i feared came upon me"..... might have been one of the Psalms in the 'Old Testament'.

That speaks of a subtle law.  It speaks of faith inverted because we know that we can attract that which we have faith in.

Being aware of the law of freewill and this subtle law of attraction, some among TPTB are feeding us the rope to hang ourselves with.   To raise a fearfull spectre in the dark night of our sojourn on terra TPTB have truly represented themselves as 'bad daddy' and 'bad mummy' to wounded children.  Their ruse can only continue while we "believe / fear" them and while we fail to reach for the healer of all wounds... the christ self.

Interesting points.

The "fabric of reality" coming under the umbrella of Elite control is a bit much for my palette. I agree it might be more accurate to state there are interests trying or vying to control. I don't think this control is all that it's cracked up to be. Much of it is voluntary on the part of the masses, like the proverbial frog in the warm water increasing to a boil.

Many in wealthy countries enjoy a lifestyle they would kill to protect. I've heard people say that giving up their SUV is someone "telling them what to do." A nauseating notion of "freedom" if I ever heard one. I enjoy indoor heating and hot showers as much as the next guy/gal. But as I was walking the other day, I wondered how would I get potable water, natural gas, electricity without an elite in 3rd density?  The game's been rigged for centuries and I'm not sure it's so fun to get worked up about it now in its latest incarnation. For the love of Infinity, they still kill zero-point energy researchers and it's freakin' 2008 for cryin' out loud---Tesla was a century ago. I don't think it's worship so much as an entangled mind-warp of fear and a hoped-for freedom. Fear of the Elite's unrelenting material focus and a hoped-for freedom that is uncoupled from personal integrity.
I think hope is overrated and not very useful for generating creative energy. In some instances, I find it a thought-form to control and harness STO energies. It's kind of like using "heaven" as a euphemism for positive 4th density--a vague notion that takes power from the present moment.

Elites and STS's in general are not a very cohesive bunch. Even if one likes to consider offworlders and elites in cahoots, rest assured each probably has sub-agendas that diverge and include the dissolution of the other "partner's" physical viability when it serves/suits them. Banking, government, media, food are not under my control and operate on principles that have nothing to do with civility. Once a fringe thinker gets to the point of how the Elite control, it stills falls under the free will of the researcher to generate hopelessness, or simply awareness that they're not invited to the party.

To my heart, a more accurate quote from the Tao teh Ching regarding this topic is:

75.
WHY are the people starving?
Because those above them are taxing them
too heavily.
That is why they are starving.

Why are the people hard to manage?
Because those above them are fussy and have
private ends to serve.
That is why they are hard to manage.

Why do the people make light of death?
Because those above them make too much of life.
That is why they make light of death.

The people have simply nothing to live upon!
They know better than to value such a life!