Cat's Eyes (Page 2 of 2)

that's funny,  if I were a girl kitty I'd have your litter. 

oh, that would be one of life's cruel jokes if your soul mate were in a cat's body.  I guess it's no wonder they used to run gypsys out of town. 

I remember telling Ziggy that if he were a man he'd be my dream come true.   Except for the part where he'd sit on the floor and lick his butt of course.      but aside from that....

HA! Felix has a bit of manners. If he spots me spotting him licking himself he stops, then leaves the room.

here's my truth,  or what is true from my understanding,  and I always preface it by saying it's my truth so you may have a different view than me.

The shadow self 
is
the dark self, Reptilian brain, ego.   A rose is still a rose by any other name,  and poop is still poop by any name,  even if a person writes a book on it in an attempt to cover it all with sugar coating and make it look like it really isn't poo,  and we really need it.     

Go into your TrueSpirit heart and be still and ask for truths.   
When I did this I learned that it is just another very clever way for R's to confuse a lowly human who is already massively confused by inundation with so many ideas and some that conflict and some that sound good and some that have some truths hidden within them along with many major falsehoods -->  confusion arises so humans become  easily influenced and further confused.   Voila,  the R's have done their work nicely.  Their goal is to confuse while appearing to look like your getting valuable information so you never really get to the truth and at the same time open yourself to acceptance of their ideas being ok.   

There is a huge new age psuedo phsycology myth rampant that the shadow self/dark side is a  good thing.

The longer you live in your TrueSelf primarily, the more you are aware of it's feelings, and behaviors and ideas and it's truths and the easier it becomes to smell a steaming pile of stinky poop even though it's being covered with sugar. 

I don't accept the shadow-self/dark- self/ego as a  healthy  aspect of creation.   It is a creation  experiment gone very, very wrong.   Open that pandoras box and we see where it gets us.   A reptilian teacher would have one believe that it's all very good and just accept the good in it.   And there are many, many teachers out there doing it.   And, there making huge money at it as well.   This is what has caused the open field for so much take over in the last decade.  Open being the key word here.  They want you to open to these ideas and beliefs as good and it fits their schedule of take over nicely.   You then open your R Brain to acceptance and take over becomes easier.   

As you can see,  I'm not very popular with  people who subscribe to these methods and the myriad books and seminars that promote it.     

So,  you can see how the new age wave,  and the pop phsycology self help wave has been a part of the R  plan all along.  It came at a  time to open people's brain -- their R brain -- to another level.    For a reptilian it is a golden age indeed and they welcome it as the golden age.   For a person following the R plan it is a great golden age.   
For a trueSpirit it is not a golden age at all.

Ego as in the demiurgos.

I think Lenore wrote that she'd like to read more about this stuff so it sounds like she's ok if it goes off topic.

yeah,  knowing when to use it can help a lot.     
  Last summer I went on a trip to Netherlands  and then on to India (which is another story which I'd really like some venting on eventually)
I ended up helping a woman move out from a relationship with a man who was unbelievably destructive to her  in an eastern spiritual sort of way.  He messed with minds like something I've never quite seen before.        I kept trying to find the right time to dump this guy during the trip to India and finally did.   When I did I found I was drained and seriously damaged.  I  became so damaged emotionally in ways that caused me to never want to have a relationship, out of fear of men.    I tried to go into meditation to heal it and it couldn't be healed.   I recongized thatit was the ego side of me,  the part that became incredibly afraid,  needed some major care before anything else could be done.  So I made some moves to put myself back with my old past partner because I knew he'd help heal this part of me because it needed some major surgery.  I knew it was all ego being damaged,  and yet I had to tend to it, kind of like giving a kid a candy to shut them up for awhile so you can get some important thing done because if they keep screaming nothing can get done.   I was very aware of what I was doing with the ego, and I saw it as the best thing and now there's nothing to heal now, but still the ego isn't gone, it's just not screaming.  I still don't want a relationship but at least I'm not vowing to a life of a nun either,  which is a huge progress from where it was. 

    I think it's probably hard, if even possible, to get rid of ego entirely.    I do see awareness as being a big factor in preventing it from overtaking and also to prevent from being taken over through that avenue.   If I hadn't been aware of taking care of that ego part of me which had been slammed up against the wall I'd be living like a nun on the west coast probably not really able to come into a fuller healing and shifted into major fear like a landslide of snow gradually getting bigger.     Did I say that guy sexually messed me up?   He played such incredible mind games that  really were unbelievable and it was oriented mostly toward sex.   Why is it that these types, and the R complex,   use sex and violence to manipulate?  I guess it's just written in the R complex code.

Looks like I am one of the few on here who doesn't care much for  cats, to me they are just to cold and robotic , I prefer dogs. Also supposedly they are part Grey alien which adds to the creepiness factor.