Topic: disneyworld, etc.
i never understood the fascination with the disney films. even as a child, i found them weird and unsettling. not just snow white and all that, but the live action films. and i have never understood the fact that adults go wild over the disney films, considering how boring and pandering they are. of course, with the information about mind control, now i do.
but i've always suspected something was...off, about the whole disney thing.
and i have never ever wanted to go to disneyworld/land. some of my friends, most of my cousins, they have all gone. it was like a rite of passasge or something. but i never wanted to go.
and my parents seemed to have no interest in taking me. i figured that it had something to do with the monetary cost of the trip, so i never pursued. maybe at one point i wanted to, because my friends and family had gone, but didn't make a fuss.
part of me thought that i would come back home, but wouldn't be the same. like i would have been initiated.
but i didn't want to be initiated. i don't like groups. i don't like clubs.
a couple of friends joined "the knights of pythias" in college. they tried to get me to join, to sign my name to their application.
i said, "hell no. i don't want to join a fraternal order."
my wife has a friend that is in "the rotary club". she went to a dinner with that friend one night. when she came home, i asked her about it. she said that it was ethnically diverse and everyone was nice. she said that before dinner they all stood and said the pledge of allegiance. i said, you didn't did you? she said, "yes. you had to."
or else? i didn't say that, but i thought it.
you HAD to? i don't get HAVE to.
i don't know where this is going.
are all these clubs and groups part of the big picture?
i'm glad to be a loner.
-Lenny Bruce
