• From: Isle of Lucy
  • Registered: 2005-11-07

Topic: A Channeler Quits...

... because of Deception in the "Higher Planes." http://www.returnoflight.com/

ENDING THE RETURN OF LIGHT PROJECT

September 21, 2007

Dear Readers,


It has been quite some time since I have spoken to you. My apologies to you that it has taken me so long to be able to come to a resolution on The Return Of Light project. The purpose of this communication at this time is to conclude The Return Of Light. I have been a long time in coming to this conclusion, but this venture was deeply flawed from its start and inevitably ended in failure.

I cannot speak for Elora other than to say that both of us met in a wounded place, and created this teaching from a lack of wholeness. I can tell you of my part in this. Trauma created in me a deep need to give away my own power. I don’t know when this happened as Spirit hasn’t shown me the specifics, but it was long before I came to Earth. This need to not own my power left a gaping hole in me that allowed distortion to enter.


The bottom line is that we got hold of the wrong Heru – an impostor. He disappeared the day Elora died and hasn’t been seen since. I have had a little contact with the real Heru, and believe me when I tell you that I am not all that welcoming to him. That he was so ineffectual in not stopping something in his name has made me question the benefit of working with any of the “gods.” I certainly won’t be channeling any time in the near future. emphasis mine

Channeling, in general, is somewhat tricky. It takes a lot of discernment on the part of both the channeler and the reader to separate what is the channeler’s own natural bias and what is unfettered truth. Not one person on this planet has escaped deep wounding and it shows in all of our work.

I don’t think I ever would have willingly chosen the learning opportunity that all of this has presented for me, but I can tell you that growth has taken place that I can’t imagine happening in any other way. I went through about six months of a complete tear down (with a healer) of all of my fields and structures. The work I did with Elora attracted virulent psychic attacks the likes of which I had never experienced in my life. The work I have been doing since then has been to really dig into the core wounds in me that had attracted this kind of imbalance in my life. Those attacks have stopped. My whole interface with life has been restructured in a deep and magical way. The reality that we created together was founded on our wounded places and I now call for it to end in all of us.

I recommend that you discard the books and do whatever it takes to deprogram your self from all of this. While I was deep into the teardown process, I was suffering from repeated psychic attacks. My therapist would tell me to bless those that were attacking me as they revealed to me my wounds and showed me the next thing that needed to be worked on. What I recommend to you is to look at this whole project as a mirror. Look at how you interfaced with this work and where it touched your wounded places. Ask for healing there. This has been like waking up from a cult.

I will be dismantling this web site. I will be returning to what I was doing before I started The Return Of Light work, hands on healing. I don’t know if I will be doing distance work, but I have a domain reserved. www.whitelightoracle.com .

Thank all of you for your kind words and condolences after Elora died. I am really doing well. My days are filled with joy and Spirit. I have been in a cocoon as this transformation has been in process. I haven’t seen what color my butterfly wings will be when they unfold, but I am emerging into the sun once more. We are blessed to be here on this Earth every moment. I am not a seer. I cannot tell you what tomorrow will bring other than that it will be more of the Blessed Now. That is enough for me. That and having some kind of work to do.

Over these last couple of years I connected deeply with some of you through readings and conversations. These were very precious connections. Something I want to say to all of you is that NOTHING IS EVER LOST OR FORGOTTEN! If there was anything in this project that was good or of value, it will return. It will come through someone else in a next generation.

So, as I conclude an important chapter in my life, I do so with gratitude to Source. I place my focus on the Great Mystery, the Uncreated. I call for abundant blessings to fill all of us. I ask Spirit to fill any of the incomplete spaces within each of us with the harmony of Source that we may all look back on this chapter of our life and bless it with love.

May we meet again in the Ever Shining Sea Of Light!

Blessings to you all,

Karen Kirschbaum

P.S. If any of you are still under any form of psychic attack, I can HIGHLY recommend two healers to you. I would not be here today if it weren’t for their help.

Deb Rumpf
Phone 828-776-6910
Email

Daia Stager
Phone 423-426-5137
Email daiastager@yahoo.com

There will be two Ages. The first: The Age of Power. The next: The Age of Equality.

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2 Reply by nexus (edited by nexus 2007-09-26 06:17:22)

  • From: Australia
  • Registered: 2007-04-07

Re: A Channeler Quits...

I find Karen's paragraph, which she emphasised in bold red, to be illogical.   Most of the rest i found to be very astute for it's instruction in personal psychology, and the way it relates to everyone involved in the "Return of the Light" project.  A gut wrenching public admission i would imagine.

Personally i haven't heard of Heru so i don't know if there is a real Heru, let alone an imposter.  But just assuming that 'Heru' is a real spiritual being, why does Karen hold Heru responsible for what is done by astral entities in Heru's name?.   The whole "Ashtar Command" for another example is a scam of the first order yet they persist in masquerading as the real Hierarchy of Light.  Why don't the true spiritual beings stop them too?  I believe it's because freewill and opportunity remain open to everyone including astral beings.  All beings have certain cycles of opportunity to transcend their ignorant and deceptive ways.  Even though this opportunity will expire for all beings they are allowed to fulfill their cycles and do their worst if they will. 

If a channellor is receptive to astral entities and believes them to be the real McCoy, then why blame a true spiritual being for that?  The expectation that a true spiritual being will police the material planes to shield people from all the consequences of their own lack of discernment is unrealistic. 

Karen wrote...   " That he [Heru] was so innefectual in not stopping something in his name has made me question the benefit of working with any of the "gods"...... "   

The way i read Karen's account,  she has not benefitted from working with any of the 'gods' simply because she never has  worked with them at all.  Instead she has accepted a relationship with astral entities.   She had an unrealistic expectation that Heru [if indeed he is a true spiritual being] would interfere with Karen and Elora's freewill during a time when they had no doubt in their minds that they were onto something spiritual.  Even worse after all that, was to imagine that any interaction with true spiritual beings would be tantamount to giving up her own power.  The truth is that the only dissempowerment Karen has got to worry about is falling for the imposters of the light.  I guess it's 'once bitten, twice shy' for Karen.  A relationship with a true spiritual being can definitely be empowering and it is unfortunate, though perhaps understandable after what happened,  that Karen has lost interest in finding it.   I have to conclude that, that eventuality is one of the goals of the false hierarchy.  They want people to either believe a lie 'forever' or give up in disgust.

This whole unfortunate experience is quite common today and highlights just how careful people have to be in their interaction with non- physical beings.  Clearly, not all non- physical beings are spiritual and benevolent.  Some are clearly astral and malevolent and must present a charade to get an audience.  It is an axiom that you can't harm people unless you get them in close and get them off guard.   The greatest damage is done by the poison that is thereby injected into legitimate human and spiritual relationships.  In that way i guess the imposters get what they want.  ie.  disillusionment in the target audience and a mistrust of everyone in higher planes.

Karens honesty about the whole thing is an admirable first step to healing everyone involved.  It takes a lot of courage to publically apologise and to recommend the destruction of a worthless work.   In doing so, what she has now done has added value to what would otherwise have been a black cloud with no silver lining.  Kudos to her for that.

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  • From: Isle of Lucy
  • Registered: 2005-11-07

Re: A Channeler Quits...

I agree. Very stand-up and accountable. Only thing: if there was an imposter entity posing as an "Ascended Master'- WHY didn't the "real" Heru inform what was going on? Can't see how "free will" would be affected by such info.

There will be two Ages. The first: The Age of Power. The next: The Age of Equality.

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  • Registered: 2007-07-22

Re: A Channeler Quits...

kid mongo wrote:

Only thing: if there was an imposter entity posing as an "Ascended Master'- WHY didn't the "real" Heru inform what was going on? Can't see how "free will" would be affected by such info.

My first thought is that if there even exists such a being as "Heru the Ascended Master" then, in his own way, he has informed an audience of believers in The Return Of Light Project of some of the real dangers of implicit trust of spiritual beings who could very well be masquerading as those of Truth and Light. I've always thought that true beings of such mastery as I imagine the Imposter Heru claimed to be work in such circuitous, subtle ways that their methods are almost imperceptable. What would be the point of one ever communicating through a channeler, "Okay, this is this, and that is that. Now you know." Where is the seeking in that? What would we do all day? I can't imagine that any one of them would ever refer to themselves as an Ascended Master anyway, with any degree of seriousness, if I were ever to encounter one.

Karen was able to communicate a most valuable experience, unfortunately at a cost of some disillusionment and pain. Possibly this Heru being, again if he even truly exists, saw Karen's hijacked connection to it as an opportunity for learning. I hope that she doesn't decide to throw everything out that she's gathered along the way and instead let the event rest for a while until this moment has passed. She might then be able to go back into the work she was engaged with and discover submerged truths in what turned out to be a something of a terrible lie.

"Oh where have you been, my blue-eyed son? Where have you been, my darling young one?" - Roxy Music (B. Dylan)
  • From: Isle of Lucy
  • Registered: 2005-11-07

Re: A Channeler Quits...

Throw it all out. Fact is, the Impostor Rate could be anywhere from 1%-100%. Who knows what really's going on.

There will be two Ages. The first: The Age of Power. The next: The Age of Equality.

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  • From: Australia
  • Registered: 2007-04-07

Re: A Channeler Quits...

Good question kid mongo and great answer shukaido.  That's one of several possible answers.  The value of the lesson is huge and i would imagine an Ascended Master would have to search far and wide for a person like Karen with the candour and courage to recognise and admit their mistake.  That makes your take on it all the more likely.  Human pride and ambition being what they are, i can't imagine too many people in her position would do likewise.  This "lesson as a motive" scenario all assumes that a real Herus exists.

Other thing is, assuming the same,  is that if an Ascended Adept has not decided to speak through someone [ Karen in this case]  then he is not likely to 'compete' for her attention and her vocal chords.  Once Karen had become accustomed to the presence and vibration of the imposter then only a dramatic intervention by a real Herus could have stood a chance of changing her mind.  If the Adept had no intention of having that kind of relationship with Karen then what?  Dramatically appear?   Give Karen the heads up and then disappear?   I'd imagine it's a tough call even for an Ascended Master.

The possibility that Karen may have rejected the Master and defended the imposter may have been a real concern too.  There is so much deception going on, just as there is so much of it in every area of life that the Masters work subtly at inner levels giving a choice vibrationally between the real manifestation and the unreal.  It is always a test of our spiritual discernment and so the test can't be taken away.  To take it to an extreme, if the Masters dived in to prevent wrong choices every time we were about to err, they'd be bobbing up everywhere all day every day in the lives of everyone.  Apparantly there was a time ages ago when we all had a much closer guidance with spiritual beings and our higher self, but we all turned our backs on it.  Now we're expected to exercise our spiritual muscles and be guided by intuition and conscience... however faint and distant.

I usually use the term "Ascended Master" and i have no problem with it.   "Ascended" means they raised the vibration of the karmic lower- self by resurrecting the energies that were locked in that lower matrix [pattern] of identity.   This process allowed their souls to ascend out of the material planes and fuse to the higher self in the spiritual plane.

"Master" refers to their self- mastery.   They're not master over you and me no.  They mastered the flow of spiritual energy rising from the base chakra to the crown.  By allowing that spiritual energy to rise it dissolved the grosser energies of their human consciousness until they fully identified with that light.   Through a path of self- observation and self- discipline they passed their tests in life, accomplished the resurrection of consciousness and moved on in the cycles of being.

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