Mystical Girl wrote:
Wow! I can't believe how expensive it was and that they didn't give you a refund when you had a bad reaction!
Well, the whole deal was just messed up anyways. It was an ex-doctor of mine that offered the service. His daughter was the technician. At the time of the treatments, I felt really crappy the whole day afterwards. Really light-headed and stuff. The two that I had were separated by a month or more, because your hair grows in different stages. Not all the hair follicles are filled at the same time. It wasn't until after the second appointment that I started having my spells. It was probably no more than a month after the last one. Well, I went to that doctor when the spells started and he said that they were seizures and referred me back to my neurologist. I had seen one a year or so before for some neuro symptoms that were not diagnosed, and eventually subsided. Neither he (the 1st doc) nor I made any connection to the IPL treatments. I didn't think about it at the time, and obviously he didn't think about it either (or maybe he did and just didn't say anything). I don't know. This guy had a huge chip on his shoulder. He flat out told me one day that people who smoke should expect to get cancer, and that it's our own fault. But then he told me I was too young to have cancer (33 at the time)! So yeah, I just quit going to see him after that day (after a check up a few months later, after seeing neuro). I never told them what I finally suspected and I never called to ask for my money back.
Haha! That would be funny. No, that wasn't me. What type of practitioner was she?
Hee, hee... Yeah, I didn't think it was you, but many strange things have been happening to me lately! It wouldn't have surprised me. 
I actually can't answer your question. The whole set-up was weird. Very long story there. But I had planned on seeing an old healer up in an Amish community. I had received a reply to my letter with an appointment date, but when I got there a month later, I found out that he was ill and not there to help. But there was someone who could see me. I only know that she is a holistic healer. She used the muscle testing the way you described it, I think. We sat facing each other and I put my hands on my knees. She put her left hand on my right hand and did the m.t. with her right hand. She stayed in that position and then moved her left hand to various parts of my body. She said, "You're very tired" and I said "honey, you ain't kidding!" Then after a minute, she told me that I was running on hyperspeed, and that 'no wonder you're tired!' She was going from one location to another, all the while doing that snapping type thing with her right hand, and flipping through this big binder full of information. We talked a little while she did this. Not too much though. She told me I didn't need the hysterectomy that I had in '04. She said that my post-hysterectomy bleeding stems from my thyroid problem.
So, she's going about her business (this whole appt. takes less than 10 minutes) and then she tells me I'm good to go. I kind of blinked. I asked her if I should take kelp or iodine and she said I could if I wanted to and if my body swayed towards it, but that it wasn't necessary. I asked her what I needed to take and she said nothing. I said "okay, well, what did you just do?" She told me that she had cleared the blockages causing the thyroid problems. She also told me I had mono in my liver. I was wondering why my liver had been so pained for so long. I just stood there with my mouth open. I asked if she was sure, and she said yes.
So I'm not sure what kind of work she was doing, exactly. And to be honest, I don't know if it's working. That was on July 17, and I haven't had any change. There is a possibility that I will not be able to be healed, due to perhaps subconscious programming or beliefs. I learned from that Odyssey of the Soul website, that if you have any blocks, then no healer will be able to heal you. I have a lot of problems, and obviously one of the biggest ones is the extra soul this body is carrying around. I think it's causing a lot of my health problems, but I'm not sure. It can't be helping..... And likely, it's the reason why I am not fully connected to my higher self.
I'd like to write more, but it's coming slowly for me today. My mind is somewhere else. It's thinking about the really deep stuff. It's hard to come back to the surface sometimes.
One thing I did want to mention is the jesus thing. Again, no offense meant to anyone, but I am not comfortable with calling for him either. There are just too many unknowns in my book. I actually had a break-down yesterday because I don't know who can help me. I have nobody to call for help. I don't know what's real anymore. Who are these spirits and guides and angels? Ya know? I mean, really, who are we? Why are we here?
See, this is the reason why I feel so very alone. I know the spirit world is real, I just don't know if it's a trap or not. My gut tells me that this is all just a set-up. Maybe I've read too much. I keep asking for the truth, and information keeps popping up in front of me every time. Some of this truth is very hard to swallow, and I've found it difficult to keep my sanity on some days. But I'm only getting what I asked for!!
There's too much involved for me to write about here. And so confusing for most people....I am very lost down this rabbit hole. I forgot the way out months ago, so I keep going forward...
I don't call on anybody by name, but I have in the past asked my HS to arrange for me to have extra guardian angels. Or if I'm doing a healing meditation or something where you're supposed to call on a specific entity, I never do. I just ask my HS to do whatever is best and positive for me.