what convinced you of the matrix? (Page 2 of 2)

I took the red one

I have often observed this phenomenon as well.    I've always thought of it myself as the "circle of hell theory".    Dante had 9, but I like to think there are more.   Sometimes I feel like I personally might be on say Level 39, and on level 39 I get to have level 39 experiences, meet people, have relationships, opportunities, misfortunes, and experiences that all have level 39 qualities but keep me locked in....like your invisible fence.   I do observe that not every is on 39, certain people have a very different but yet extremely consistent set of experiences...say level 32...and they are as locked into their reality as well no matter how much they wish not to be and struggle against it.   

Now I've considered the possibility that if you are born on level 50 say, and grow up with that world view then by the laws of attraction it is quite likely that one would expect level 50 things to occur, put their energy behind level 50 mindset, and so keep themselves trapped.   And yet....I have some skepticism because some things that have kept me locked at my level truly are not things that I ever envisioned and are very direct sabatoges of my efforts which would have shifted my reality.   That hardly seems to fit in with the LoA.    That is part of what has kept me searching for better and more complete answers.

While on the run from the malevolent transdimensionals from one of the parallel Earths (like the film Philadelphia Experiment 2),

I was sitting down near a fence where my car had been impounded, and saw a crow (bird) land and then it started to morph and go between physically there, and then not there at all.  Proof in my experience that there is a parallel(s) world.  Also, while driving I have seen what some call spirtual birds amazingly appear out of nowhere in the air near my car.  There are secret forces sometimes flying in tandem with my car and I can see the silver glints of their craft appear occasionally.  I also see what the Gaelics call sgaileadh (flash or blink of light) either like a white diamond or indigo color.  In a documentary about Margot Kidder, the actor from Superman the movie, they said she saw blinks of light as a child.

There was a song by Coldplay called the Speed of Sound and in it the lyrics go something like "when you see the birds go flying from the underground you'll understand"

The Gnostics believed Christ was incorporeal and that matter is evil.  We are first and foremost spiritual beings, inhabiting material bodies (the song Spirits in the Material World by the Police and Sting).  When we die, we move on.  I am not sure I agree totally with the Gnostics but it would explain that if Christ was even partially incorporeal, that would explain some of his extraordinary feats like walking on water and his resurection and appearances to his disciples after his crucifixion.  There were ufo's or discoid flying craft depicted in many ancient paintings and one entitled "The Crucifixion" from the 12th or 13th century showing a hovering craft in the background sky over the cross that crucified Christ.  One could also explain Christ's miracles by determing he had help from the angels (possibly what one would call highly advanced humans or ultra-terrestrials capable of trans dimensional and time travel).  One could explain the parting of the Red Sea for Moses as a force field beam emanating from a cylindrical ufo.

There are many mysteries that have to be experienced to be believed.  Just my relating these things to you may not convince you of a kind of Matrix.  The Gnostics (early heretical Christians) believed in genuine knowledge coming from direct experience.  In which case, its awfully hard to understand these phenomena and believe in them solely by second or third hand telling.

My best to you and all others in discovering some of the hidden mysteries by direct experience...

Thanks Paul, for your comments...

I hope I did not sound too preachy in my previous post here, I did not mean to.

Yes, the younger ones today (gen Y, and the millenials) are far more gifted and talented and astute/aware than previous generations.

I being 38yrs old and from gen X, still dont use my cell phone frequently, and do not take it everywhere I go (when I walk the city streets).

I dont even log onto the computer that much, however, I watch alot of t.v., movies I record on my dig vid recorder, and the nightly news to see what the hedgmony espouses these days, and dvd movies... i seldom watch any series or other t.v. shows besides occasionally the History Chan.

I find it hard to read quickly and it takes me longer to read books (I have many spiritual ones, and used to have paranormal/conspiracy/ufo books).  So i dont read that much due to my slow brain and concentration levels.

But I have had alot of learning thru direct experience (some of the mysteries).  I wanted to let others know some of them.

I have noticed some problems in the younger ones though, like instant gratification (getting ahold of people thru cell phones) and accessing websites and maybe not reading very much anymore, and maybe short attention spans, though this may be pure generalization and simplifying because not all of the younger ones have these problems.

All in all I do think that these gifted young ones hold promise for a better future (unlike their baby boomer forebearers who ended up not changing the system enough and living large materially in the eighties and nineties).  I am sure we can learn lessons from each generation.  Those who have direct experience, like the younger ones now, can share with others thru the net even more so today.

Kudos

Hello Vajra, I'm new here as well.

So, let's see . . . personal experience. Here's one example: After we'd broken up, one of my ex-boyfriend's associates showed up at my apartment one night, years ago, and lowered his distortion field enough so that I could begin to see his true reptilian form. I hadn't known the two were even acquainted, let alone non-humans. He'd referred to the ex-boyfriend as "one of my people," and I thought, "Okay, I've been dating aliens. Who seem to somehow know each other. It is clearly not a time to wonder how long this has been going on since this one is currently doing some sort of shape-shifting thing in my living room. The question for now is, how do I get it out of my apartment?" This not-exactly-first contact established a basis for my understanding of an unseen networked system, a surrounding structure which only expanded under scrutiny. The event might also fall under the cinematic "matrix" model of "things revealing themselves as not what they had seemed."

My involvement with the "matrix" construct has been a little more concrete in terms of external forces acting to confine and define my life experience, interactions, and development. What's unusual about my interface with this "matrix" construct is that these subtle forces, for lack of a better word, don't generally leave a recognizable trace or trail of interference and in my life there have been several. This "matrix" is not infallible as it's a somewhat antiquated system, in my opinion, in spite of alleged technological advancements. It's a system managed by old beings, entities, and organizations, super-intelligent but not often evolved, and stuck in their old ways. They are not perfect and make poor choices, sometimes as if they themselves have become drunk on the wine of their own kool-aid mix of red and blue pills.

I've been monitored since birth, one method being through the implant behind my ear referenced in Karla Turner's e-book "Taken" (illustration on page 73) and stalked by various factions of terrestrial human, non-human, and discarnate beings coming through, somewhat overtly, for the last seven years, since what I've come to call my "self-destruct" programming began to break down and ultimately fail completely. I've read that this kind of programming can encompass events that, unexamined, might seem like random unfortunate circumstance; unproductive relationships, addiction, ensnare or entrapment in some variety of criminal activity (which can be considered a kind of maze if one were to conceptualize a model of the penal and justice system), depression, mental disorders, and at the extreme end coerced suicide. Negative "destruct" programming would seem to become fully engaged in some who begin to develop a certain awareness above and beyond the half truths, lies, garbage, and gadgetry that's pumped consistently into our waking and dreaming lives; the manipulated confines of the physical, sensual realm. Interestingly enough, "The Truman Show" was somehow broadcast on almost every television set I passed while these negative and controlling agents were massing about me, on two coasts, perhaps to reinforce the idea within my mind of monitoring and control. At first I was mystified by it. I spent long hours inert, derailed, wondering, "How is it possible that this movie is always being broadcast on these television sets? Is it coincidence? Who is behind this activity?" Now I'm over it. Even the title of a cable television show was created bearing my name perhaps for the purposes of creating what Robert Bruce calls "core imagery" in Practical Guide to Psychic Self-Defence and disorienting me during a time when spiritual assault was most intense. That's a huge, strange, coincidence to leave laying around on this plane. I've since encountered agents who have suggested that I change my name. Here's an interesting link at educate-yourself.org:

http://educate-yourself.org/cn/gangstal … ep06.shtml

Implants, childhood abductions, black sedans, helicopters, reality distortions, lizard people, (ahem), reptilians wandering around nightly in what some people call dreams during my resting hours (sometimes singing), discarnate beings, various attempts at poisoning, some even in major medical institutions, demonic possession attempts, failed indoctrination into satanic cult orders and a form of spiritual binding by a cult leader who's currently wandering around the Middle East calling himself "the Father" weirdly enough, unbeknownst to authorities no doubt. I've seen and experienced all of these things personally, which I've come to call "interference" and "distractions." All potential hinderances to what I imagine you're referring to generally as enlightenment.

Lyra has already mentioned her book containing some excellent, practical ideas for disconnecting or at least navigating through these systems of containment and derailment. Learning to motivate out of acting and reacting from coercion and fear is key. It may also be helpful to become familiar with the circuitous ways in which negative agents and assigns will seek to bait and provoke you to distraction and instill within you hardly constructive ideas and negative programming. Also, one could learn to self-generate healthy levels of "So what?" and "Big deal" about being watched, monitored, or followed, if you begin to perceive that you are, and get on with enjoying the richness and the fullness of life. Enjoy and take care of your physical body. Your spiritual body will thank you for it. Another suggestion that comes immediatelly to mind may be one's own defeatist use of language. Who needs drugs or programming when many are completely willing to limit and lock themselves within the confines of their own Nintendo Gameboy Advance-esqe notion of the quality of one's life and relationships being governed by a predestined order of levels of experience? I would also question both the blue pill and the red pill idea.  Who said that you need a pill? An actor? An author? A movie? I don't understand why anyone would want to go "down" a rabbit "hole", anyway. It's "dark" down there.

This section made me wonder...I've heard before that those who are sensitive to spirit guides often have to update or explain a few things to their guides about current life on Earth because, although guides are super-intelligent and spiritually advanced, they haven't been in a body for a long time.  They're smart, but can sometimes lack common sense because they don't know what's common anymore.

I wouldn't ever want to underestimate the so-called controllers of the matrix, but how can they really know what's effective from the outside?  Anybody who's ever worked an office job before has probably had a boss to tell you to do something some way without really understanding that it isn't the most practical way or that it won't work.  Bosses tend to lose touch because they don't do the work themselves.  They aren't on the ground...We've just identified an inherent weakness in rigid hierarchial systems: the controllers tend to be out of touch with reality.