Topic: Lower plane/dimension astral projection?
Ok. I am not sure if there is an "official" name to call this.. I will relate what is happening and what I have been told so far which seems to make sense to me...but I'd like to hear other opinions and experiences if any.
My first astral/OBE experience was in 1991 and it was an accident. That is, I was totally trying to do something else. That was alright... but it was by far not a good experience. Since then... for about 15 years and almost every night, once or more times per night I would have these experiences to where I would feel much pain and sound but nothing else. I would hurt for days after. This seems to have stopped last year when I was visited by a new friend to whom I relayed the experience. When this visit by her happened (I was wake and she was sleeping a 1500 miles away at the time)... she came to me and touched me, then disappeared. About a minute later, I looked over by my room door and saw an etherical looking erm...what may be described as a short alien (very etherical looking-like a ghost) that was waving to me (first time ever I have 'seen' one btw)... then was gone.
Now. I have not had this happen on a regular basis at all. However... the last few months...since I met the person I talk about in my Intro. and have mostly gotten away from it... this all is happening again whenever I try to consult my higher self about anything that may make my life better.
The way this phenomena was explained to me (and I assume we both are theorizing here) is that once I astral projected all those years ago, there has been something trying to "keep" me on the lower astral plane...and apparently lower than at one I am vibrating at, hence all the pain. Which makes sense because since my dreams are mostly astral and I use them to consult angels and my higher self...I was hardly able to do that all these years, until I was touched by my friend.
Though... now... lilke last night I wanted to consult my higher self on a new book someone sent me. I have just started reading the book and it's good...though I wanted to see if I could get an idea if what is in it is going to be beneficial to my life at this time. That is, I have issues I am working out and am in need of immediate assistance and it is purported to be in this book. (It's a book on magic btw) Anyway so last night I prepared as usual and consulted ...asked, if I will find my answer in the book and immediately was dragged down into what I now just keep describing as the lower densities. There never are any images. Only a paralyzed feeling, static sound and pain. This time I was not anywhere near sleep when it happened.
Ok. So I have been working very hard on not reading things and then making them happen with my own head. That is... not manifesting my fears and etc. Actually this has happened a several times the more I stay away from this one person and the more I work on making my life better. But I just put all this together this morning. That is, the association between him and the reccurence of the experiences.
So I guess I am asking...has anyone experienced this? Is there such a thing as being held down or drug down to lower densities like this?
Experience and theories are welcome...as I a still trying to discern if these are "tricks" used by erm..whatever...to keep me from progressing in my life or if it's myself doing it...or... I am not sure what.
Thanks.
