Re: do any of you actually believe in Karma & Reincarnation?

nexus wrote:

I used to work at the botanical gardens in 'Kings Park' so i hope you don't mind the analogy.

Very good !
I also think +- the same.
I observed that people who work with botanical stuff tends to be more
sensitive and balanced.

Bye, Pictus

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Re: do any of you actually believe in Karma & Reincarnation?

"I dont care who you are
Where youre from
What you did
As long as you love me" - Backstreet Boys.

It doesn't matter who you are, where you've been, all that matters is where you're going, and what you're doing now, and the degree that you love others as you love yourself.  The memories I have would suggest I've had some experience on different planets, and have dealt with negative E.T. forces, but I chose to have 98% of these memories blocked so that my mission cannot be undermined, because it is not only hidden to myself, but to the STS forces as well.

"Don't eat any wooden nickels."

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nexus wrote:

i am developing a healthy respect for a law and a process which does not depend on my belief for it to operate.

I think this is the most important point to consider when contemplating the nature and reality of karma/reincarnation.

This is how I see these subjects.  Free will is the tie that binds these 2 concepts, they are inextricably linked.  Karma is cause and effect (in the most unbiased, non-judgemental way possible) and simply means "action".  Reincarnation is the effect and cause of karma.

Even though they are so tied for beings like us, I think that in higher densities karma could work itself out without the need for incarnation (being born and living in the material realms).

All things in Creation are based on the original distortion of free will which must necessarily come before any action (such as creating the universe).  Where there's a will, there's a way, so they say.  The existence of the Logos (or Love) is the result of that original free will, and the Logos itself uses free will to create light which naturally creates and illuminates the illusory material densities of 1-4 (aka in the human body, the torso).  It is here where reincarnation takes place and where the bulk of karma is processed, akin to the digestion of food in the torso.  I believe it was the C's who said that 5d represents a kind of waystation for the soul while traversing the material densities of 1-4.  This makes sense to me when considering that the 5th element is "akasha" (as in the akashic records), and in my own research I've seen akasha to be intimately related to free will. 

The akashic records are like a book that was written in the past, is re-written in the present, and has yet to be written in the future.  So in this model the first 4 densities would be analogous to the 4 elements that dwell within the 5th element of akasha (5d).  But of course this is only the microcosm within the macrocosm, like the womb of creation.  Ultimately free will as the primary force exists outside of the the 7 densities, acting as the force by which the densities are created in the first place.

In terms of the ascending octave (Mother->Father)  the lower material densities are the causal force and the higher spiritual densities are the effect.  Once past the necessity of reincarnation there is a chance to "be" more than "cause" after the bulk of material experience has been digested.  Why?  Be-Cause!  wink  It is in these higher density dominant states of "being" that reincarnation no longer serves a purpose because the lessons to be gained by material existence (incarnation) have been learned and the higher spiritual lessons can take place. 

SamIAm wrote:

Why would a "unconditonally loving, non-judgemental" creator put anyone through such a scheme?

Although I'm using your quote to respond to, this isn't directly aimed at you Sam. 

To me there is no dark matrix or malicious suffersystem that we are helpless victims to.  To beings that are awakening, this concept can serve as a major stumbling block to the higher understanding of "love" for all of Creation that moves past this divisive viewpoint.  This system of reincarnation (finite life) and karma (action) are temporary in terms of evolution of the soul and are quite natural.  The active side of the  divine Mother is expressed as the lower material (matter=mater=mother) densities (1-4). So, to deride the material realms and their processes would be to disrespect the Mother, discounting one half of Creation and falling short of the objective of love. 

I'm not denying at all that there may be a sinister plot being unleashed by those entities that would seek to enslave rather then set free, but they are just as illusory as the material realms that they interfere with. Ultimately they are us and we are them, all playing roles for the sake of knowing ourselves.  There may be other 3d environments where there isn't as much negative influence and lessons are learned in an easier fashion, so why do we get picked on so much?  I think this has more to do with our specific spiritual potential and origins then an evil plan that goes away from the pure intention of the Creator. 

To answer the quote directly, "I" (we) created the material densities so that "WE" (I) could experience separation rather than the unity that is the cause and nature of all "things".  We are putting ourselves through such a scheme for a purpose, all is not for naught, so to speak.

So anyway, good news it that reincarnation is only a burden so long as we remain stubborn and fail to learn our lessons.  All of that changes when we realize the purpose of finite existence and begin to consciously process the weight of our souls instead of just going through the motions.  Karma is the means by which reincarnation operates.  It takes and gives us the catalyst and experience needed to grow our souls to the point that reincarnation is no longer needed.  All of this is based on our free will, which in the end IS the free will of the Creator.  As nexus originally pointed out (and lilmomma explained further), all of this operates regardless of our belief in it, and as we know belief is not truth, and truth itself, in the illusion of separation, is completely subjective.  The only actual truth is unity, everything else is only a distorted approach towards it. 

lyra wrote:

What about the other part of the topic?  Reincarnation?  As in, past lives?  Does anybody else out there have past life memories or flashes or indications?   What about responses coming from a real place of first hand experience and knowledge, instead of detached philosophical musings?

I'm not saying this to be different or to boost my own ego, but as the reasoning why I honestly don't believe that I have been around here that recently, though I don't doubt an ancient relationship to this local "school district" of ours.  I do think that my parents however are probably last life (or near it) Earth specific souls, which is why I chose them to bring me into this world and nurture my earth development.  "Anything less would be uncivilized" wink

The only way I can reason about this subject is based on my own feelings, knowledge, life history, and outside indicators.  Of course the following may not prove anything but they may are indicators  to show where I'm "coming from" at this point.

- I have always has an obsession with words and books to the point that my life has even followed themes of paper and book binding (father has worked in printing for all of my life, mother worked at a party supply store called "The Paper Factory", I worked for a printing company also (random temp placement) and my current job is in a bindery, the only place that wanted to hire me out of many resumes dropped off.  This to me is a symbolic pointer to a higher density ("location" of the Logos, aka Word) origin.

- strong resonance with the "wanderer" archetype originally offered by Ra and developed by L/L Research.  Life long foreign relation to material life, social inability, disagreement to many foods/environments, etc.

- a couple of intuitive/sensitive people I'm close to mentioning the same thing.  One was actually originally scared of telling me her intuitive hunch of my lack of reincarnation since it might scare me. Apparently she has only seen this non-earth origin with one other person in her 33 years.

- the only motivation I have in this life is to understand the nature of the Creator and its Creation, everything else (including survival!) is seemingly trivial.

-all current personal lessons and themes seem to point to necessity of integrating material with spiritual identity, distance and thus obsession with matter and feminine qualities, fascination with the veil or matrix

-physical/mental/emotional androgyny

So I actually feel kinda bummed out that I don't have any past-life memories/experiences and that any past lives I did have would be so far removed as to have no place in our current historical paradigms.  Must be nice! tongue

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BTW, SamIAm, if you're not familiar with the man already, I recommend the book "Many Mansions:  Edgar Cayce on Reincarnation" (among other similar works on him as well).  IMO, Cayce's work is one of the best relatively modern examples of the reality of past lives, the "akashic records", and the interplay between the two.

Oh, and Mongoose......tell me WHY?!?  (I want it THAT way) wink

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lyra wrote:

What about the other part of the topic?  Reincarnation?  As in, past lives?  Does anybody else out there have past life memories or flashes or indications?

I have no conscious memories of any past lives, but I did have a past life regression hypnosis done when I was young, maybe about 10 years old.  My mom's hypnotherapist friend did them for my cousin and I both... so there were about 4 people in the room at the time and it was a very informal thing...

My own experience with that was very brief and I'm not really positive how hypnotized I even was to begin with.  At the time I recall it feeling like I was trying to pull out a memory from an empty, unhypnotized place... kind of like I was just imagining stuff in my head - it wasn't very clear for me.  Here's what I got though:

My cousin went first, and she seemed to have great luck with the hypnosis.  She seemed to clearly remember quite a few details about being some sort of cowgirl in an 'old west' type of setting.  She remembered short interactions with a few people and then recalled being shot in the chest and dying.  I will have to talk to her about this again to see what other details she can remember... but overall her experience lasted much longer than mine.  If I remember right, shortly after the hypnosis this same cousin had a very interesting dream which was of her being a sun - she said she was part of a sun with 2 other people... one was her best friend/next door neighbor from childhood and I can't remember if she knew who the other one was... but she knew they were all basically 1 consciousness, telepathically and physically connected but somehow seperate.  She had only thought of this as a dream.. but looking back it really sounds like it could have been a past life.

Anyway, on to my hypnosis session.  Again, I felt pretty aware of the fact that I was trying to be hypnotized - and I really can't say how that affected the experience I had because I wanted to remember something but at first, beyond my hypnotic elevator visualizations and countdowns I remember not being able to see much - mostly just black when she would ask me what I saw -- when she had me look down at my feet, I saw shoes (can't remember what kind) and then somehow conjured an image of myself as a young boy, standing in the rain in an alleyway with brick lined streets.  I seem to recall that I was wearing a navy hoodie or something... then I noticed a tall black figure of a man (maybe in a long jacket?) coming towards me ... at which point I became very scared and had every muscle in my body tense up ..then I came right out of it.  I was pretty disappointed, and due to not being able to stay under very long/remember very much the experience is questionable in my mind.  Not sure where I pulled that image from, or how valid it really is... but I do remember feeling the genuine fear before I 'came out of it'... I just can't be sure if the tensing up and coming out of it was a result of the fear - or a reaction of my lack of being able to go deep enough in the hypnosis.

I haven't been hypnotized since then, but I would be curious to try it again and see if I actually can even be hypnotized.  If so I'll have to try again and see if I can do any better.  I know this isn't much of an addition to the thread.. but I don't personally have any other memories or experience with my own past lives. (plus I told myself I'd post more.. even if it comes out like this - heh)

I am inclined to believe that some form of reincarnation exists... but that is purely based on my feelings and intuition.. not on any solid, substantial memories.  I'm not positive about a continuous cycle of lives on earth, as many people seem to think... and most typical ideas about past lives do seem likely to be pretty flawed.  The first thought I have is that we are thinking about it from too much a human perspective - and it's probably a lot bigger than many people - myself included - are ready to fully grasp.  At the same time maybe our lack of understanding about the process works to our benefit, karmically speaking - I could see how it might be overwhelming, or how the full understanding may be too distracting for us to be productive in our current positions.

It has always seemed easy to accept the idea of 'what goes around comes around'.. but thats also starting to seem like a pretty flawed concept.  What part does perception play in karma?  That is where I'm starting to get tripped up.  What would karma really matter if it's based on something outside of yourself that defines good and bad?  Or conversely, does it matter if you 'get yours' if you don't get the full understanding of why?  I'm just realizing how simple my own idea about karma has been... and it's probably designed that way so people will accept the idea without question.  I don't actually know where I'm going with this, just rambling smile 

I don't know... its also possible that perception is not a very important aspect of karma.  Perception might be too temporary to play into the grand karmic scale.  Maybe it's just more of a natural process in which all things tend to come full circle.  Karma being the cause, perception being the effect.  Boy, it can be difficult to form new ideas about old concepts sometimes.  I do see how it could be seen as a vicious cycle we need to escape from ... but I'm not sure if there is another place to escape too.  I heard a good quote earlier today.. "suffering is the only form of education".  Maybe if it weren't for karma we would all be super bored.  Maybe by the time we grow enough to "escape" the cycle of karma -- we will have enough of an understanding about it to have no need for such an escape. 

Whoops, sorry about the long incoherent post here.  How does that always happens when I'm trying to procrastinate getting back to work?!

Re: do any of you actually believe in Karma & Reincarnation?

Karma:  For every action there is an equal and opposite reaction.

Reincarnation:  If at first you don't succeed, try, try again.

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Entity 2 decides to forgive Entity 1 in past, present, and future.  Entity 2 decides to forgive self and has learned from the interaction.  This relieves the weight that Entity 2 holds for Entity 1.  This weight may be known as resentment, hostility, or other such emotions that directly connect with actions from Entity 1.

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Once this weight is resolved by Entity 2 the karmic wheel is imbalanced and cannot continue to revolve.

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Entity 1 is then presented with a choice.  Seek out another to keep the wheel going or resolve their own weight towards Entity 2.  The latter choice will then nullify the karmic interaction completely and both can move on to greater learning.

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On the subject of past lives, I can remember a few "memories"  via dreams and intuition that can explain the other lives I have lived.
I can remember an occuring dream when I was younger of having a large piece of stone falling on top of  me and would wake up, screaming and crying. I cried so hard that I had murmurs and couldn't even talk for almost an hour to explained what happened in my dream to my mother. Then the dreams got more stranger and I would dream of large objects just falling on top of me - wall units, walls, megolithic stones, huge waves. These dreams would happen about once a month where my mom just had enough of it, held me and said a prayer and it stopped since.

Fast foward to 2007, while NR was down for a week, I went to my local Barnes and Noble and did my usual browsing like I often do. I picked up the book "The Convoluted Universes: Book One" by Dolores Cannon. It was a great read, didn't read the whole thing, but I saw a chapter about Atlantis and read the accounts of those who were being regressed. As I turned the pages, the lives about these Atlanteans got even more darker, yet I kept reading. Usually when I read a book, I don't really get to the point where I wanted to burst into tears, but something tugged at me inside and I felt like my world was crumbling a bit because for some reason, it hit home with me. I got so emotionally invested with that chapter that I had to leave the store to get some fresh air. I had trouble breathing and was my mind was bugging out. The next day, I went back to finish that chapter and the other chapters that followed, still feeling like crap, but I knew I had to finish it in order to make some sense of that whole situation of me leaving like a madman. 

What I think and feel is that my dreams that I had when I was younger probably related to what I read in Cannon's book. It was as if I was there, alive in the flesh and my current body just felt very nervous, twitchy and anxious. It was very strange.

Also, I think if we have a certain geographic preference that we love, but never been may relate to a past life. I know the South is one of them and I can just vividly imagine how it was to be a slave back in the 1800's and it felt naturally for me to just envision myself like that, coupled with my past infascination about the history of the civil war, the reconstruction period and the hot landscape down there. Though today, I have no interest in moving there or visiting it, I just "know" how it is to be there, if that makes any sense.

"We either make ourselves miserable, or we make ourselves strong. The amount of work is the same."
– Carlos Castaneda

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I think my most recent life may have ended in the gas chambers.  I know it's horrific and most people with a heart are disturbed by that time period, but I have this aversion to it that seems over and above the norm.  Like this one time in high school my social studies teacher decided to play a movie about the holocaust; an old black and white film.  We got about five minutes into it...I remember a woman in cattle car, holding her baby and then they came and snatched it away... *breathes*  Anyway, the point is I just got up and walked out.  Left my books, my purse...completely out of character.  I felt everyone staring after me but I just couldn't, wouldn't watch any more.  Same with Sophie's Choice and Schindler's List...can't watch them.  I've tried.

If I had to guess at a couple more I'd have to say something to do with Ireland and American Indians.  I feel drawn to those in particular for some reason.

39 (edited by nexus 2007-06-21 22:47:40)

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Hi Lyra,

i know where you're coming from with that.  I'm not offended.  I know i do the same thing a fair bit on other posts [i s'pose you noticed]. I just feel that so often a simple question is not so simple, especially when people have such different ideas about the basic elements of any question.

As you can see on this thread there are great differences/misunderstandings about what karma and reincarnation are.  There is also a lot of doubt based on half formed concepts and unanswered questions being asked by some posters on the basics of these concepts.  That's why i so often try to contribute my understanding of the philosophical basis of the essential questions... so that, if accepted, it can help to form a basic template for the subject being discussed.

If not accepted thats fine too.  It then allows the participants to hone our perceptions of what the realities are and what the general misconceptions are in relation to the topic.  I know my posts are pretty long too.  What can i say.

I usually feel the need to explain myself properly because i've seen a lot of misunderstanding between people on NR.  And i've seen a lot more words wasted between people just trying to clear up people's misunderstandings of each other.

But i understand your frustrations when your looking for specifics. I have discovered a fair bit about my past in the last few months.  Like you i am still trying to process it and can't say much now.

And Pictus... you're God's own.  So are you lyra.  Love you all.

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Once more, awesome insights from everyone...

I have no personal recollection of past lives (hell, I can't even remember my childhood from this lifetime).  And I'm not sure what I think about karma, other than knowing that it's just cause and effect. Steve Gamble wrote that the ones who don't reincarnate are living off of other people's energy, because eventually your spirit has to 'gas up' in the physical world. Of course, I'm paraphrasing. Who knows if this is true or not. But I do think it (karma) is a cause and effect thing, personally. If it's not that, then the alternative is a bit scary to think about--ya know, recycling souls and all for the benefit of the 'gods' or keepers or whatever.

Anywho, I just went to see another shaman/seer a couple weeks ago. She was a completely different entity than the guy I went to see in AZ. Thank goodness for that!  So I spent 3 straight days down there, 4 hours a day. We went thru soul contracts and past life stuff and energy blocks. 

Well, during our initial phone session, I was told of one past life. She said that an imcomplete past life that was causing me problems right now was one that I lived about 700 years ago.  Apparently, I was inhabiting a remote island in the south seas. My life there was not so bad, but then there was a horrible storm (typhoon) that came about and caused a huge whirlpool in the ocean. I was caught up in the storm and taken out to sea. I died slowly and fearfully as the whirlpool took me under.  She said that for several lifetimes after that, I came back into desert dwellings because of my fear of the water.  Now that seems very strange to me because I really like water, and have made my peace with it. Course, that was a long time ago.  The weirdest part of all of that is this:  Before I got really sick a couple years back, some friends and me and the hubby had started making plans to get the hell out of society (even though the hubby wasn't all into that--I found out later). One of the friends is a native in a country in the south seas, and we were planning on buying a small island out there and basically living out the rest of our days just being self-sufficient, not bothered by 'civilization' and all. Then several months after we started planning, I fell very ill.  I guess that was myself saying 'Hey, remember when?  I think there's something you need to deal with first.'  The shaman, by the way, did not know of my plans until after she told me of that past life.

Once I got down there, I went thru another past life 'regression' on the first day. That was a doozy, let me tell you. This is the one that makes me think that karma does exist and that we do have 'soul groups' or what-have-you that we might belong to and that we are intertwined with throughout our 'journey'. 

As I lay there on the table, she placed her hands on my head in different points, barely touching, but yet causing electrical impulses to run thru my head. She said she saw that someone very close to me had shot me in the left temple during the Civil War era. She asked me if I knew who it was. My mind reached out and although I couldn't see the 'scene' I had a feeling of who it was. I said, 'I think it was my son.' She told me that I was correct. Although, in that lifetime, he was not my son; I think he was a jealous lover. So my (current) offspring at one time was my beau. I have a feeling that I cheated on him or something, that caused him to not be able to trust me. I didn't see what happened, but the answers came to me while in this 'trance'.

This to me says that we have unfinished business to take care of. Did he choose me as his son this lifetime? If so, did he do that because we needed to settle the score? Does he need to feel that he can trust me, so he came back as my child, knowing that I would protect him and love him? I don't know the answers, but this regression made me look at our relationship closely. I realized that it's very possibly true what this woman told me. My boy and I are close, but it's a love/hate relationship. Well, not hate really, but we do butt heads a LOT!! But I also love him fiercely, like a lion mama. And for some reason, I am just a little over-protective of him. Which is weird, cause like...he SHOT me!! Ah well, gotta love the karma, right?

She also told me that I have been incarnated on this planet about 100 times, but that I am not "of" this planet. Meaning that I come here every so often to do something and then I'm off to other planets for incarnations. She said that's why I feel like I don't belong here. I've been here many times to help with the planet's energy, but this time it's more for helping with the transistion. She said that the earth is fine (had to laugh at that one!), but now I am here to help the people of the earth to make the transfer/transistion/transmutation/whatever.

I still have a million questions, but those sessions did help. This might even explain why I have evidence of abduction. She didn't think that I have been messed with in a malevolent way.  I can only hope that she's correct.  But what about those friggin mysterious bruises? If it's benevolent contact, then why would bruising be involved? Not knowing where I am? Scared? Maybe it's not some benevolent contact. Oh Hell's Bell's, I just don't know....

41 (edited by lyra 2007-09-03 12:48:04)

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lilmomma wrote:

I think my most recent life may have ended in the gas chambers.  I know it's horrific and most people with a heart are disturbed by that time period, but I have this aversion to it that seems over and above the norm.  Like this one time in high school my social studies teacher decided to play a movie about the holocaust; an old black and white film.  We got about five minutes into it...I remember a woman in cattle car, holding her baby and then they came and snatched it away... *breathes*  Anyway, the point is I just got up and walked out.  Left my books, my purse...completely out of character.  I felt everyone staring after me but I just couldn't, wouldn't watch any more.  Same with Sophie's Choice and Schindler's List...can't watch them.  I've tried.

If I had to guess at a couple more I'd have to say something to do with Ireland and American Indians.  I feel drawn to those in particular for some reason.

proto wrote:

Also, I think if we have a certain geographic preference that we love, but never been may relate to a past life. I know the South is one of them and I can just vividly imagine how it was to be a slave back in the 1800's and it felt naturally for me to just envision myself like that, coupled with my past infascination about the history of the civil war, the reconstruction period and the hot landscape down there. Though today, I have no interest in moving there or visiting it, I just "know" how it is to be there, if that makes any sense.

These are important points, about how a draw - or aversion - to particular regions, time periods, cultures, etc. can often times be red flag indicators of having experienced that in other incarnations.   The aversion thing is just as important and tends to get overlooked I think, since people typically focus on that which feels good...not bad.   But the bad is just as important, especially when there's no logical explanation for it.

For instance when my brother was little, four years old, he had these Playmobile toys I think they were called, a cowboy and Indian set.  But instead of playing "Cowboys and Indians" which apparently meant nothing to him, he had no issues with Indians, he played "kill the Germans!"  I'll never forget that, I was about 11, sitting on the floor with him with his cowboys and Indians, as he calmly and serenely pretended the Indians were German instead, making them the target.  That's not natural.  You're not just born into this life naturally disliking certain groups of people at such a young age, acting like you have major beef with them, to the point where it's completely personal, and especially when "germans" were never talked about in our household.  We didn't grow up hearing disaparaging comments about various groups, so there was no logical explanation for his mindset.  Later when our mom hooked up/married our neighbor from three houses down named Ray, in SoCal, it was a huge affront to Joe that she would have chosen someone who was of German descent.  He got into a fight once with Ray's son Steve, and punched Steve out, yelling about him being a German.  Like, that was his biggest flaw.  "You're German!!!"   He was 12 at the time.    Again, not natural.   !!

Anyway.  For me, I've felt that one of my past lives was in England - but that I didn't enjoy it.  I've always been able to do a good British accent and once I get going with it it's hard to stop big_smile and I've always had this icky feeling towards England whenever I'd see pics of it or read about it, just something deep down on a personal level, I mean, it always felt to me like I'd been there but didn't have a very good time.   Then recently when watching the movie "Children of Men" which takes place in England, those scenes that took place in the English country house.........WOW.   TOTALLY familiar to me, immediately struck a nerve with me.   The way the whole scenary looked, I knew I'd experienced that before.    I pendulum dowsed it afterwards and got a huge YES to me living in England.  But, it's a pendulum, so, I take it with a grain of salt. 

As a kid, age 9, while reading one of the Little House on the Prairie books, book 2 i think it was, "The Long Winter," I had a very adverse reaction to the scenes where Laura and her mom and sisters were left behind in their log cabin going hungry while their Pa was trying to find food.   I got really psychosomatically ill in my stomach and couldn't eat anything for three days afterwards. I remember not being able to eat my dinner, and being at school, my insides still all sick and weird and messed up feeling.   It was such a strange feeling with my insides, I can't even describe it, really strange feeling.  I've never experienced it since.   And I never was able to finish the book because of that, and didn't read any more in the series.  Interestingly, without knowing that story, Tom once theorized (based on intuitive hunches and other indicators) that there was a good chance I'd probably starved to death in one, or even more of my past lives.  Thought that was interesting because he didn't know about my experience when reading the book.

Oh yeah, and then in 5th grade we had to put on these little plays or something in our class, I think about history stuff, and it was just in my head to do a play about the Oregon Trail.  About being pioneers on the trail trying to get to the West.......but specifically the moment where they've reached the end destination after the long and perilous journey, and can see it on the horizon, right there...... 

Oh, the drama!   I was only 10 too, what a riot.  But again, where does that come from?  Years later while living in Oregon I made the 100 mile trip out to Astoria from Portland and saw that there was a Historical Society building in the middle of town.  I parked and went to go look, as I really like history stuff.   Turns out it was more or less a museum consisting of many things from the pioneer days of the Oregon trail.  Astoria was the end of the line for many people, and the historical society had many relics from the pioneers - clothes, dishes, personal belongings, photographs, diairies, all sorts of stuff.  I think it's highway 30 or whatever which runs east to west that is literally lying right on top of the old Oregon trail.  I don't know, seems a bit interestng to me if indeed I had a past life during that time period as a pioneer that maybe in this life things were coming full circle with it all.    I've always wondered why I wound up in Oregon for 4 months, always felt there was something bigger going on behind all that.  You don't just wind up living any old place.  Not for me anyway.   So maybe I didn't originally make it to the end of the line, and my four month stint in Oregon was my opportunity to put that to rest.  Maybe my 5th grade play was a holdover of what I'd wished had happened.   And I've always liked roadtrips in this present life and have a sense of adventure and nomadic daringness...so who knows.  It would all totally fit, let's just put it that way.

Then, there's my last immediate life before this one.  The one that's completely overlapped this one, the persona that my psychic friend told me is "all up in my grill."  wink   That's a whole other ball of yarn.  Proto mentioned an affinity for the whole south thing.....tell me about it.  !!  My LORD.   I was born and raised in the northeast but the holdovers from my last life in the deep south were STRONG.

"Life's journey is not to arrive at the grave safely in a well preserved body, but rather to skid in sideways, totally worn out, shouting "Holy shit ... what a ride!"  - Anonymous
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"I get by with a little help from my (higher density) friends."
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Re: do any of you actually believe in Karma & Reincarnation?

I believe in both Karma and reincarnation.  However, I have not had any past memories that could not just be thrown off as nothing. However I do get this feeling a lot that I'm living this life over again. Once in a while something obvious that I see or a phrase I hear stands out and I think "I've heard that before" or  "That is important".

Re: do any of you actually believe in Karma & Reincarnation?

I can't recall past lives. But I'm not averse to the possibility.  How quickly I pick something up, or the attraction I have to (?).... certainly allows one to wonder.

Peace,
Teddy

"It means the Matrix can't tell you who you are" - Trinity

Re: do any of you actually believe in Karma & Reincarnation?

Thank you all so much for sharing your stories.  This topic has weighed heavily on my mind since reading all of your posts.  I hope I can put my thoughts together on this but for now I'll just leave you with a song of sorts, as usual, since that's the best I can do at the moment. 

Smoke Signals - Forgive Our Fathers

How do we forgive our Fathers?
Maybe in a dream
Do we forgive our Fathers for leaving us too often
or forever
when we were little?

Maybe for scaring us with unexpected rage
or making us nervous
because there never seemed to be any rage there at all.

Do we forgive our Fathers for marrying
or not marrying
our Mothers?
For Divorcing
or not divorcing
our Mothers?

And shall we forgive them for their excesses of warmth or coldness?
Shall we forgive them for pushing or leaning
for shutting doors
for speaking through walls
or never speaking
or never being silent?

Do we forgive our Fathers
in our age
or in theirs
or their deaths
saying it to them
or not saying it?

If we forgive our Fathers what is left?

~Dick Lourie

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Re: do any of you actually believe in Karma & Reincarnation?

Thank you Lyra and Kato3 for these wonderful accounts of past life awareness. If there was currency to be exchanged in the realm of our multidimensional evolution, these stories would be pure gold.
In the "debate" about whether or not we reincarnate there's plenty of astute logic based on historical and mythological information, channeled accounts of life outside of 3D, physic readings, quantum mechanics and assumptions galore, but nothing outshines the clarity of a remembering from a trustworthy source.

I understand what it means for you to expose such precious and personal information to the forum, and in turn to the world at large (if they were interested). I don't remember any of my past lives, but I have indications of them through otherwise irrational phobias and similar kinds of interests, attractions and aversions that Lyra describes. OTOH, I do have my own precious moments, the blinding insights and events that have changed me in ways that will not allow me to go back to being asleep.
These are the occurrences that most stimulate us to evolve...the experiences that we usually recount only to our deepest and most trusted allies, and even then much of the time they provoke only a smile or a raised eyebrow, because it's simply impossible to clearly convey the details of realities that are outside of the paradigms of most other humans, especially when we're limited to mere words. There are moments in our lives that the muggles around us (and even some of the apparently more evolved) would use to call us crazy, but what's far more crazy is to ignore the truth of actual experience, regardless of its incongruity to the ocean of cultural mores where we currently reside. I'm emboldened by your candor and if the right situation arises I'll try to recount my own awakening stories here in the future.

Kato3, I have a couple questions if you don't mind.
If I'm reading you correctly are you saying that our past lives and our selves in other timelines are all directly affected by what we're doing in this Now, which would mean that what's in the "past" is still fluid and malleable by our actions today? Was your queen incarnation more able to accept her impending death because You from the future helped her deal with it, or did it already happen that way?


And to lilmomma:
Thanks for the vid and poem, which I'll copy and save. For many years I've advised those around me to "forgive everybody for everything", because everything unforgiven is (to use Kato3's description above) "an actual piece of energy" that attaches to our patterns and hangs with us as baggage. Now I'm dealing with both sides of the father forgiveness issue and the easier part is forgiving my own father, because that's something I know I can do simply by letting go. OTOH as a father, it seems like there was/is no way to have done everything right. If my children want to carry around their own unforgiveness as baggage, it's much more difficult to see them affected by it and yet remain detached from that fact, even through forgiving myself.