• From: The infinte point
  • Registered: 2004-09-13

Topic: G'day

Just wanted to drop a line to all u like minded people and say G'day and to say that its great to find a website totally devoted to topics that seem more like "reality" and i can actually have a conversation with people that actually have something interesting to say rather than the everyday dribble!
I felt lonely in this world, no one to talk about the subjects i find interesting then when i tried to discuss "taboo" subjects with people they either push the subject aside or call me everything but human but feeling more human that ever cause i believed in the things i said!
I've always felt through my whole life that there was more to this life than 2.3 kids,wife,house and all the material possesions u can handle to show to everyone else that you have been successful in your life, i could never come to grips that this was it!
Now that i have found a lot of myself and still searching for pieces everyday, slowly piecing together "reality" i feel a lot happier and stronger within myself knowing that im on a journey not a struggle and not having to worry about what anyone else thinks of u because they don't know who u are and what u have chosen to experience and likewise for everyone else.
There is one subject that has made me think on a completely different wavelength and that is the subject of Matrix agents,STS, that they are actually human with no souls and are portals into the 2d realm or "soul pool" where the stolen energy goes to feed the pool. This has thrown my reality view to another level as i have always perceived to this point that every human has a soul and that they are evolving through the ages to return to the creator or become one and back again, now i just see that every human has a purpose and not everyone has a soul, so no wonder the earth is in the state its in if we have these souless individuals walking the earth not caring as to what happens to themselves the earth or anyone else for that matter, sucking the precious "loosh"(what a great word) out of us but at the same time making us stronger individuals if we take the right perspective.
Just by reading and taking note on this possibilty i feel i have become stronger because i can see the deceit in the way that these "sts" drain energy and not sucumbing to these manipulations anymore i feel almost free (note i said almost)cause i still feel like im trapped here waiting for something, a change to happen. I guess we are all the same boat on that one!!
So anyway sorry for dribbling so much but i have so much to get out it just doesnt stop once i get going but i hope to speak to u all soon and maybe meet u all one day but till then may the winds of change sail u smoothly to the next land of oppurtunity.

Thanks for reading

"Life's not meant to be a struggle" Stuart Wilde
We are one and the same on a different path to the same destination
  • From: Peru
  • Registered: 2004-08-06

Re: G'day

Hi Maydovus

Welcome to the forum, I'm fairly new myself but already I'm starting to feel at home here. There's not many places where you can have intelligent conversations about this kind of subject, but this place is certainly one of them.

Anyway I notice you're from Oxford UK. It's good to see another person from the UK here, there doesn't seem to be many of us around. I think the vast majority of brits are too obsessed with the 'everyday dribble' although perhaps that's true of every nationality.

I see that you're a Stuart Wilde fan, he's my favourite author too and I've attended quite a few of the Heart of the Inititiate workshops that Stuart helps promote on his site. If you haven't done so already and you can afford it, I seriously recommend getting over to Brazil as soon as you can. I've been twice and will hopefully be going again next year. I guarantee it'll be one of the most unbelievable experiences you've ever had in your life!

Join me in Peru to celebrate December 21st 2012 - Visit: http://2012awakeningretreat.com/

Ayahuasca's Website

  • From: The infinte point
  • Registered: 2004-09-13

Re: G'day

Wow this must be like one of those coincidences that keep happenning because the funny thing is that i have been reading your posts on ayachusa hence the name have i been totally inspired to go to Brazil now!
It has literally been a week since i read those posts and well its a calling that i feel so strongly that i am in the process of organising to go so if you are going again soon ill be keen to join you!
Im actually from Australia but staying just out of Oxford at the moment, have been here for the past couple of years and really enjoying my experience at the moment. Look forward to possibly meeting u soon!

"Life's not meant to be a struggle" Stuart Wilde
We are one and the same on a different path to the same destination
  • From: NOTHING
  • Registered: 2004-09-03

Re: G'day

Welcome Maydovus! may I invite you to share any dreams in the 'dreams' thread under 'general discussion'? It's my favorite topic.

Maydovus wrote:

There is one subject that has made me think on a completely different wavelength and that is the subject of Matrix agents,STS, that they are actually human with no souls and are portals into the 2d realm

Would you share a link to refresh my memory of the STS agents and their function as portals into the 2d realm? I had read an article by montalk about agents a long time ago, but dunno if it included the 'portal' info.

I am as is Void.
  • From: The infinte point
  • Registered: 2004-09-13

Re: G'day

Hi Xenepope lovely to meet u!

I've only recently delved into the subject of STS, Matrix agents etc which was from the Montalk site so my knowledge of this is very limited and whether i have my infomation correct im not to sure but here's the link to refresh your memory!
http://www.montalk.net/matrix/60/organic-portals-part-i
Look forward to sharing my dreams with u soon.

Mark

"Life's not meant to be a struggle" Stuart Wilde
We are one and the same on a different path to the same destination
  • From: istanbul
  • Registered: 2004-05-13

Re: G'day

Welcome Maydovus! I think you'll like here.

Ayahuasca, on the contrary I was thinking about there are many people from UK here on NR - and this is normal. I don't know why but UK "calls" me very strongly. I come to England for business few times in a year but now I feel I have to settle there - for some time at least.

Last time we were in London with my wife, I was just telling her London is one of the energy/lay centres of the world, I feel this energy very strongly  and it's surely no coincidence that Harry Potter is written in UK. She never shows any interest in these subjects and worries I may be going slowly mad. As usual we changed the subject to everyday "dribble" as Maydovus mentioned. We were walking in Hyde Park, suddenly a homeless man came near us and began to talk about "strange" things happening in London and "strange" people around. I asked "are they bad?" and he answered "no, no they are just very strange - like nothing can be seen in everyday life, but you would be afraid to see them". I turned to my wife and grinned. (how do you make this grinning icon, I don't know)
Hahaha, she began to ask me a lot of questions on my research subjects now!

feritciva, the frightener husband smile

Change we must, to live again
- Jon Anderson
  • From: Peru
  • Registered: 2004-08-06

Re: G'day

Hi Maydovus,

I'll keep you informed of my plans for Brazil. I'm really hoping to go back next March when they do the next workshop, but I'm not sure yet whether I'll have the money by then. It'll depend on a few things!

Kajuyali, their new shaman, is quite literally the most amazing guy I've ever met. Spending a week with him, and talking to him about things really had a profound effect on my life. If I could afford it I'd be going to his village in Columbia this month for the equinox. There's a huge gathering of shamans from around the world all decending on his village. I think they're doing somekind of huge ritual to help with the healing of the planet, and also I think to help bring about the new age.

Anyway you can see my photos from Brazil here:

http://www.theedgeofinfinity.com/photos/Brazil2004/

As you can see the place is an absolute paradise!!

Do you ever come up north? you're welcome to visit me in Leeds if you want. I quite often trip on mushies at the weekend with a friend of mine, so you're welcome to join us. They're not as good as aya but I've still had some pretty amazing experiences on them.

Anyway feel free to get in touch. My email's on the link above.

Join me in Peru to celebrate December 21st 2012 - Visit: http://2012awakeningretreat.com/

Ayahuasca's Website

  • lyra
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  • Registered: 2004-03-25

Re: G'day

Hi Maydovus, welcome to the forum!   Glad you like it here and hope to see more posts from you.  smile

"Life's journey is not to arrive at the grave safely in a well preserved body, but rather to skid in sideways, totally worn out, shouting "Holy shit ... what a ride!"  - Anonymous
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Re: G'day

Hi Aya,

Another Bill Hicks fan from England, eh? Good on you, matey - he was a f*cking genius. Funniest man that ever lived ... pity he wasn't around for longer. I love to think about the kind of things that he would be saying about the Bush Junta if he were still alive nowadays. I still listen to his CD's a lot though: Philosophy, Arizona Bay, etc. Reminds me not to take things too seriously!

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  • czyx
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  • From: Denver, CO
  • Registered: 2004-09-11

Re: G'day

Hi Maydovus!

Maydovus wrote:

There is one subject that has made me think on a completely different wavelength and that is the subject of Matrix agents,STS, that they are actually human with no souls and are portals into the 2d realm or "soul pool" where the stolen energy goes to feed the pool. This has thrown my reality view to another level as i have always perceived to this point that every human has a soul and that they are evolving through the ages to return to the creator or become one and back again, now i just see that every human has a purpose and not everyone has a soul, so no wonder the earth is in the state its in if we have these souless individuals walking the earth not caring as to what happens to themselves the earth or anyone else for that matter, sucking the precious "loosh"(what a great word) out of us but at the same time making us stronger individuals if we take the right perspective.

Learning about the existence of these soulless people is so freeing, isn't it! I also used to assume everyone had a soul, and it would bother me when I couldn't get a "reading" off of a person. It was like the needle on my soul-detector never jumped. I blamed myself because I thought I wasn't empathic enough. What a relief to know that it's ok to just write some people off! And how empowering it is to know what to focus on in order to discern the difference between the soulled and soulless! Some people are functional sociopaths/psychopaths, and identifying them as such on the basis of subtle evidence is not an overly harsh thing to do.

--Justin