• From: zerone
  • Registered: 2004-08-16

Topic: flashes in my mind... is someone talking to me

sometimes usually at night i begin feeling a bit 'uneasy'
i will get the feeling that maybe someone is watching me, but i have learned that there are probably actually a few people/spirits.maybe aliens- watching me at any given moment...

but sometimes i will get a strange 'flash' in my mind, like a surge of energy flows thru my body really fast. this feeling is kind of scary, its like a chill, only electrifying it seems.

so, i guess i should say that a majority of the times when this happens i had smoked marijuana beforehand (maybe a few hours before) and so sometimes i am contemplating whether or not the pot is making me trip and hear things.

the other night when this began, i tried to open up and see what was going on. what happened was even crazier. i tried asking myself in my mind what this thing was, and it seemed like something was trying to answer me.

i came to the conclusion that it was a friend of mine who had died ? for some reason this is what came up in my mind. and i might add the 'surge' would happen again and again when i was trying to ask whats going on.

am i just trippin? or maybe the potent weed opens my mind to this 'channel' ? or maybe the weed isnt hardly a factor and i am getting calls from another dimension?

how can i know who/what this surge is and if it is STS STo or if my mind is just playing tricks on me ?

thanks
z

hope i dont sound too wierd.

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Re: flashes in my mind... is someone talking to me

You are most likely entering the hypnagogic state of sleep if you hear things are "calling you."  That happens to me often, actually it never happened before I smoked pot or took a melatonin supplement, so that is probably what is causing it.

The hypnagogic state is the first or second (can't remember) state of sleep we pass through, and often people hear noises or see images that wake them up.  I think, at least in my experience, weed can make you more conscious in this state, instead of just passing through to deep sleep.

3 Reply by ermolai (edited by ermolai 2004-09-09 16:22:53)

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Re: flashes in my mind... is someone talking to me

yeah i've often heard voices before sleeping, i remember them when they make me wake up, usually they are from random dream characters... i like more & more these states between dream and "waking reality". same for the morning when i can sleep longer and wake up every 10 minutes, of course keeping a pen/paper and scrapping a few strange words coming from god-know-where before falling asleep again smile

hope i dont sound too wierd.

don't worry, this is not the "normal" world here, weirdness welcome wink

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Re: flashes in my mind... is someone talking to me

You can enter this state willingly if you practice total body relaxation as a trance induction method. That's where you tense and relax muscles sequentially from your toes to your head and back, several times until you feel warm and heavy, which is just a small step from entering deep trance.

I haven't practiced it enough to have constant success, but sometimes when I'm really tired, or just waking up, I can hold myself for a couple seconds in this twilight state and see things in the room that fade out the moment I fully wake up.  I think the hypnagogic state is sorta like spreading the reception of a radio dial so that it picks up multiple stations simultaneously but fuzzily. Seems to me that being able to enter this state at will is the key to psychic perception like seeing auras and astral critters. Always thought it would be cool to look at the sky while in that state...would probably see all sorts of ships parked up there.

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5 Reply by zonabi (edited by zonabi 2004-09-10 09:33:21)

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  • Registered: 2004-08-16

Re: flashes in my mind... is someone talking to me

another thing thats been happening lately to me...

my right ear will STOP hearing sounds!!
like, all sounds will fade out on my right ear, and i hear nothing from that side... it stays this way for about 5-10 seconds, then usually my auditory senses will fade back in my right ear.

also... ringing in my LEFT ear. not at the same time as the right ear goes out, but this has been happening too recently.

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6 Reply by Auendove (edited by Auendove 2004-09-10 11:25:01)

  • From: terra incognita
  • Registered: 2004-03-25

Re: flashes in my mind... is someone talking to me

zonabi wrote:

my right ear will STOP hearing sounds!!
like, all sounds will fade out on my right ear, and i hear nothing from that side... it stays this way for about 5-10 seconds, then usually my auditory senses will fade back in my right ear.

This happens to me also zonabi, only in my right ear like you.  I've heard high pitched sounds, as well as low thrumming ones, in both my ears for what now seems like all my life, but this blocking of all sound is new... probably new in just the past year, likely even much less than a year. 

I've wondered if the cessation of sound indicates a time when an ear ringing was going off and something was blocking it.  What that something would be I have no idea, but why else would all auditory be blocked out unless there was something in the air waves, or something from an internal source we aren't supposed to hear?

I would now be interested to know if anyone else is experiencing the muffling of sound and if this is new to them also.

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7 Reply by aaronfirebrand (edited by aaronfirebrand 2004-09-10 12:15:31)

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Re: flashes in my mind... is someone talking to me

zonabi, I used to get "zapped" frequently when I was younger, maybe once every few months. I don't think it has anything to do with cannabis, as it didn't matter whether I was high or not when it occurred. I always thought that it was something like a chemical reaction happening in my brain. My sensation was like an electric jolt that seemed to shudder through my body from my head, taking only a split-second to happen.
Has anyone considered that the hearing anomalies (ringing, sound loss, etc.) might be caused by fluctuations in blood pressure? I've also been experiencing these things and when I checked my BP, it was a little high. I began to associate that with the hearing problems.

This just dawned on me: The "zaps" decreased drastically after what I came to consider a possible implant "slipped" from wherever it was to a point under my skin in front of my earlobe. When the suspected implant went away (dissolved after using colloidal silver?) the zapping stopped completely.

  • From: zerone
  • Registered: 2004-08-16

Re: flashes in my mind... is someone talking to me

can u elaborate on how u used colloidal silver to dissolve the implant? what did this look like on your earlobe.

the flashes are something else, man. they really feel REALLY wierd like if some energy is just surging thru my body...mostly my head/mind.

im going to try and catalogue every time a flash or "silent ear" happens to me, and id be helpful i suppose if anyone else experiencing it writes down time date and activity of each occurence.

thanks for all the input

z

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nitin sawhney - 'eastern eyes'

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9 Reply by manyeagles (edited by manyeagles 2004-09-10 13:39:01)

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Re: flashes in my mind... is someone talking to me

Left ear fullness and high pitched tones have been occuring with myself quite frequently the past couple of mo's and rapidly increasing in frequency the past few 2 weeks or so sad  I know congestion etc., and this is another "were back" thing.  Me and my sisters, neice, and mom have been ALL experiencing the ear thing at the SAME time.

Ermolai, not to worry smile  What Montalk describes is pretty much to a tee etc.(for me anyway).  Most often when one is sleep deprived, REM sleep seems to do what it wants to (catch up), or maybe it is bleed through with natural fluid existance,  like the aboriginal dreamtime stuff.  It's just when your sisters and other family members have the same thing at the same time one's attention gets upped a few notches.  Kinda like Emeril doin his BAM thing!

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10 Reply by aaronfirebrand (edited by aaronfirebrand 2004-09-10 13:44:58)

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Re: flashes in my mind... is someone talking to me

zonabi, I developed what appeared to be a cyst about 1/4" from my earlobe several years ago. It appeared out of nowhere. Around that time i started using CS regularly. Over a period of about a year I noticed the "cyst" shrinking and finally disappearing. I didn't connect the CS to the cyst disappearing until I happened upon Fritz Springmeier's writing on implants. He nonchalantly mentioned that sometimes CS will dissolve implants, and I immediately put the two together and determined that this is what had perhaps happened. I still don't really know for sure; it's possible that it was only a cyst that went away by itself. But it sure was interesting to me. I had always had an inkling that I'd been implanted--my first thought when the cyst appeared was that "my implant slipped". I have no idea why I thought that, unless it was my subconscious telling me something. It usually is aware of more than my conscious mind, and I've tried to pay attention whenever it speaks.

  • From: terra incognita
  • Registered: 2004-03-25

Re: flashes in my mind... is someone talking to me

zonabi wrote:

but sometimes i will get a strange 'flash' in my mind, like a surge of energy flows thru my body really fast. this feeling is kind of scary, its like a chill, only electrifying it seems.

zonabi wrote:

the flashes are something else, man. they really feel REALLY wierd like if some energy is just surging thru my body...mostly my head/mind.

I do believe I know what you're talking about.  I've been looking at what you wrote of in your first post (first quote), kinda "walking" around it, until you posted the second quote, and then I had a "bead" on it.

There are energy rushes that come from within and ones that come from without.  From a few years of experience (sorry if I sound like I'm pulling rank for age, I'm not, I'm only 10-12 years on my "awake" path myself, I'm but just but a toddler wink) I have noticed a difference between energy pulses that come from outside forces like solar flares and astrological events (many astro-planetary events transpired in the past 1.5 years), not to mention unnatural sources, and those that come from the subconsciousness releasing stale energy.

The ones that come from within have a quality of their own, one of these being that they come in intense spasmidaic "rushes", like they crawl from the inside out like a butterfly emerging from a cocoon, only swiftly in comparison within the moment. This kind of energy rush feels like an exploding from within that breaks a shell, and the shell doesn't want to at first give way, therefore the intensity.  It has for me at times, years ago, been difficult to experience because of its intensity.  These types of experiences always seemed to follow some kind of healing modality I was at the time employing (Menla, Bowen Technique, psychic surgery, body work, colonic treatments, etc.... consciousness and body clearing and raising techniques).  Have you recently, besides coming on board to NR big_smile, experienced something that would shift your body and consciousness so profoundly? (rhetorical, a question for yourself)

If so, for freaking outloud "don't worry, by happy", better those feelings blasting out, instead of acting out.  I think these intense body surges are a blessing. 

And as for trying to "talk to it" and "getting an answer"... ya know, it's like it doesn't matter 'cause it's energy on its way out... dig?

BTW--there's a lot of whacked energy in FL right now, but if there was any funky magnetic pole shift movement or solar flares happening out there I would know, and I wouldn't speak as confidently about the source of the energy surges.

Just think, how awesome... you could be moving old stuff out?  Cool beans big_smile.

Today's mighty oak is just yesterday's nut that held its ground.
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Life may not be the party we hoped for, but while we're here we might as well dance.
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If you spin around on your chair really fast, things around here will make a lot more sense.

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  • From: zerone
  • Registered: 2004-08-16

Re: flashes in my mind... is someone talking to me

yea- u sound completely right in these aspects. ive been doing alot of "waking up" things and situations lately.

its time to wake up !!


out with the old, in with the new !!

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