Topic: Light Haters - Demonic people

Ive lived with some people in my life who when I feel myself beginning to wake up and become conscious of myself and the Light within me, get very angry instantly...as if my emerging consciousness was a threat or some sort of thievery almost, as if, i was stealing their Light maybe, or they wanted to simply keep it down for whatever reason....Anyone else have this problem with others? Im currently living with my Father, and he gets extremely angry the moment almost that i start to enjoy or reach knowledge.

I think it might have to do also with a sort of subconscious mating right, where when the dominant male starts to lose his mating privilege will get angry and take it back..that might be the case too..As if, if i had the Light, he might lose it or his creative dominance..that might be some sort of instinctive reaction or something...a type of jealousy i think...anyone else have any insight on that?

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///oavada..........theres a small yet vitaly important amount of energetic distance that needs to be covered upon awakening and detaching from the 3d world and its tentacular reach....it would be suggestable to just roll with this normal detachment process as opposed to going to war with it.....study the actual process thoroughly from peak to trough to peak......as our individual paradigm continues to shift so will those who we have been consciously and unconsiously chorded up to..... we have a lifetime of contracts and agreements that we fell asleep to that still have to be honored....if we detach our chords upon having learned our lessons then it most often occurs that there becomes an energetic lashing out from those that would still be in the liberation process and remain presently dormant......they're still watching a movie so to speak......be weary of acting out with the archetypical savior energy....its a common trap yet great training and an eventual teaching certificate compared to none other.... one can come back later on and free them all if they're ready and willing .....we're going to want to retrieve our energetically symbolic sword and shield first as we usually have to go deep into the maya in order to help any loved ones.....its worth suggesting that it's possible at this stage to fall back asleep so be weary of any and all trances....they most occuringly can be found through profiles and stories of any nature so be wise as to what you choose to accept.....continue looking into clearing processes that will cut away incoming frequencies of any and all configurations.......great job getting to this point....i barely made it myself and can still remember wearing the resistant energy that your father is displaying.....just keep moving toward the Truth as it filters through your own heart....they'll be some ground to cover of which you will lose your sight so get used to the feeling of the Truth....that feeling will become the torch as we eventually detach the personality frequencies and march through our shadowic terrain.....consider viewing the shadow as a hero as opposed to anything else that is less than wonderful....just keep moving forward.....be weary of engaging the mind head on....our leverage is in trimming/transmuting it's outer edges until we can get it down to it's spokes.....you may want to leave it at that functional capacity as oppossed to taking it out completley.......take it slow and safe.....in these times we live in it is necessary to keep the mind around at it's minimal capacity since humanity is presently in a period of incarceration, awakening and liberation.....i hope this helps outline the period your going through.....we're all in a 3d container that is upheld and comprised by an energetic matrix like configuration with an unspoken of tribal/societal structure.....the matrix or grid survives by feeding on itself......your father had a position that was dominant to your own yet since you have awoken you will have naturally gravitated in oscillation alone beyond his entrenched position.....part of him wants to give you an atta'boy yet other parts of him that unconsciously run him at times are addicted to the emotional attention you supply for him.....welcome to the current disease of mankind, right....move in silence and keep well......your doing terrific as you know/namaste

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You're right about people getting angry around you when you are "awakening". If you observe yourself, you will find that you also do that, even on a subconscious level.
The way to shine in peace is to do it gradually, respecting people around you, and doing it by staying firmly into love even when people look weird. It's just a trick to create fear in your mind and discourage you, but if you continue without fighting, you will see your relation with these people getting better and better (they will follow you actually!) ot these relations vanish if the pressure is too high between you (no problem, we are all free!).

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And carry a bushel basket.

Be careful who you show your light to.  People will try to pull you
back down into the hole that they are in.

lhs--very well said.  Excellent advice.

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Beautiful words lhs.

oavada, last fall I moved into a house and to say the least, the owner of the house wasn't too pleasant to the point where I thought of him as a psychic vampire.  I actually rarely spoke with him and was in a mode of physical training for martial arts and hockey, along with having many spiritual experiences while living there.  Soon he began to impose his reality on mine saying what I can or cannot do, and that no matter what I had to live in 'thee one reality that is shared by all'.  Of course I disagreed and continued on with my adventure.  And that would be thy advice to you.  Keep going in the direction you choose and keep your spirits up. 

Being in the environment I was in, I learned that life is weaved with many layers, and even if you don't say a word to others, they may get angry at the information you reveal through actions, because that information will ultimately make others look within.

TP is right on as well.  A few days ago I was speaking to my mother and she asked me why most people I've encountered knew of my 'spiritual journey'.  And she made a very good point that I didn't need to go off speaking to All about what I felt, but rather be silent with a deep sense of knowing, seeing the beauty of the world around me, living the dream and being rather than talking about it.

"Beyond the stars a new world awaits me now" - Wintersun

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Oavada,

If you are beginning to vibrate at a higher level, it will be very difficult for those who are not
to be around you.  It's like it short-circuits them and it will make them resistant at best, angry and worse at other times.

One way to protect yourself is to learn when to speak and when to allow your silence to speak for you.  It is futile to try to convince anyone with logic about something that is outside of the boundaries of the status quo's paradigm.  What we speak about on Noble Realms does not fit the paradigm.  It is seen as illogical because the societies we live in only acknowledge 3-D material reality.  Anything you experience beyond that is heresy!

So there are times when your heart will be exploding and you will want to share.  But you might need to pick and choose with whom you communicate your current realizations.  You can still send love and light to those who won't accept it, you do not have to judge or curse them or cut them off.  But you do need to protect yourself until you are stable enough and have sufficiently gained your bearings in order to be in the presence of their funky vibrations and negativity without it rubbing off on you.

The Witness can walk into the light and not be blinded. 

Most people are not operating from that level of consciousness.  Too much light "blinds" them....they cannot function because they insist on functioning based on Ego's small 3-D parameters.

As a wise woman once suggested to me, "How do you know he/she doesn't need to be in darkness right now?"

If people don't want to awaken, that is their free will choice.  Your light will attract them to you when they are ready.

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I think it's important not to demonize those you view to be your opposite...this is a 3rd density game, and often, they're just mirroring the shadow you have within. With the right set of mind, you can overcome any obstacle...but it depends on what element you embrace in various situations, especially those involving relationships in all their different forms.  Though these individuals around you may be of a slightly more negative polarity than how you view yourself, you've chosen at some level to be with these people. Whether you make them right, leave them, or ignore them, is entirely a personal decision, and the true act of grace is knowing how to navigate through this bumpy terrain of 3rd density and acting with awareness and compassion towards the multi-dimensional entities that inhabit it.

"Don't eat any wooden nickels."