Thoughts that aren't mine (Page 2 of 2)

Keep doing what works for ya Kahn..
    that is for only you to decide   J

Wow... I am for sure going to order some melatonin supplements. I am not sure about what dosage I should get though. Any suggestions? I get lucid dreams, but not that often (maybe once or twice a month if I'm lucky.) I had a really cool dream recently, where I gave this older, earthy, motherly, spiritual looking woman a crude massage. Then after I gave her my half-assed massage (I don't know why I didn't put much effort into it,) she started to give me one. It felt like she stuck her finger nails into my eyes then started rubbing them around (that sounds painful, but it actually felt good.) As she did this, she told me to focus on the red eyes as they were moving in circles (as this was happening I could see those shiny blotches going in circles.) When you press your finger to your eye, you can see shiny blotches, this is what she was referring to. What she was trying to do was hypnotize me so I could go deeper into this healing session. In addition to that eye treatment she was giving me, she was also warming my feet up. It felt like my feet were suspended in the air while receiving tons of energy. I felt my energy pathways releasing blockages. I wasn't able to stay in that trance for long, but when I woke up my feet were still very warm and I could still feel pinching sensations in the areas of my ankles that had energetic blockages. If this can happen, then I am certain that in the dream state we can experience miraculous healing to a much higher degree as well. Dreaming is definitely the training ground for this world. It may even be our destiny. When the earth continues to raise its vibration, perhaps time will become so different for us that it will appear that we are in a never ending dream (has anyone ever seen Waking Life?)

I'm sure some of you will say to watch out for evil spirits that can hypnotize me and attach to me in dreams. That is a valid concern, but I have rid myself of almost all my fear and hardly ever experience negative vibes (before I healed myself of annoying thoughts by letting mental noise and thoughts fade away, I wasn't experiencing negative vibes, I was just forcing all feeling out of me.)

Heres another awesome experience I had. It's off topic, but awesome nonetheless. I've done many different hallucinogens. I feel they can open up our chakras greatly and get rid of blockages as well as giving ourselves a new perspective on life. I think they are double edged swords, they have the potential to help us but they also have the potential to destroy us (if one becomes consumed by fear.) Anyways, when I am on mushrooms or salvia, I can see through our world into another world. I see etheric eyes casually looking around, I see entire scenes of just about any subject (sex, war, progression of the soul, etc...) and I can also see beings in the sky (whether it is night or day.) The things I was seeing were not hallucinations. I would look at them, look around (sometimes looking at my friends auras,) then look back and they would still be there. Sometimes on salvia, (when I take a high enough dosage,) I can see beings that hide from our perception. They are humanoid in form. I don't think they are 100% light, but I don't think they are completely evil either. I think they are a mix, leaning more towards the positive side. Anyways, they try to position their bodies in such a way that it mimics the shape of the object they are trying to blend with. When I was looking at these creatures one time, there was like twenty of them, but they were all hiding behind each other, (I could see them stacked on each other like a deck of cards.) Some of them would get scared and hop away real fast and then come back to their position, (they were hearing my thoughts and because I was in a very unsure state they weren't sure if it was safe to be in view or not.) Also, while I'm on salvia, I can hear white noise so clearly. It is in this white noise that beings can talk to us through our ears (not telepathically.) They can affect our physical world, but they choose to affect the least amount as possible, so this is probably why they don't talk at a volume that we can hear them in a less aware state. Another experience I had on salvia involved me meditating on my bed while on the drug. As I was meditating, I was concentrating on being very relaxed. I felt an energetic glove, originating from crown chakra, moving down my body. However, every time a thought process would come up that would take away from my concentration, the energetic glove that was slowly slipping over me would raise up. One time, I got the energetic glove, (that forms perfectly to my body,) to get down towards my feet. At this point I felt whirling energy below my feet, and then a flashback of a dream that happened a long time ago came to mind about this exact experience. I think that when this energetic glove completely anchors itself to me, via closing an energetic loop around me, my merkaba will be fully activated, and time travel and tons of other abilities will be possible. I was never able to close the loop all the way (obviously,) but I think as the earth increases its vibration it will become easier in the future. In a way, the earth is meditating us as its vibration increases. We can either go with the flow as the earth meditates us, or we can go against the flow. I remember reading a Native American prophecy in which the Native American said that during this time we will have the choice to either let go and flow down the river or hold on to the shore and get beaten and battered against the rocks (I'm paraphrasing.)

Anyways, the main experience I wanted to say involves a trip I had while on sleeping pills... Yes, thats right sleeping pills. On accident I discovered that sleeping pills have a psychic enhancing effect on me. They open up all my chakras a bit more, but not as much as mushrooms or salvia. While I was on the sleeping pills, I could peer through physical objects into another world. It was hard to maintain the focus on the other world though. It is like one of those magic eye books. You have to diverge your eyes and then try to hold the image in place. I am exceptionally good at magic eye books, but trying to see a 3-d image in my entire field of view is much more difficult. Anyways, as I was looking into this other world, (one of the times,) I saw etheric beings flying around picking up objects and then putting them in other places. Judging by the way they were moving, it looked like they were in rewind mode. I was seeing them in rewind mode, which made me think, "They must be going in the opposite direction of time that I am going in." If there was a being going in the opposite direction directly in front of us, it would indeed look as if they were in rewind mode. This actually makes me excited. It correlates with lots of things I've read and provides myself evidence that time travel at the biological level, (not through means of technology,) is possible. I've seen this on more than one occasion. This stuff might be hard to believe, but as many of you know it is possible. If it is possible, then people are eventually going to experience it.

I've also experienced some other strange things, particularly on mushrooms. On one occasion, I was seeing into this other world (no idea what this other world is, could it be 4th density?) but at the same time seeing into a mirror world. I would look at objects and then I would see an energetic version of those objects right beside them. It was as if these objects were on top of mirror tables or something. Imagine looking at a fork on a mirror table. Now, the mirror version of the fork would be a Matrix green color. I don't know why its green, but it is. I've seen entirely different spectrums of colors on mushrooms, but to varying degrees of intensity. I've read something one time about becoming 4th dimensional perception and how color is different in that state of consciousness. Also in that state of consciousness, everyone as breath consciousness, meaning they have slowed the perception of time down. What seems like a second for us, maybe be hours for them. I bet a 4th dimensional person can change the perception of time both ways. I bet they can make time seem really slow or really fast. If they are a time traveler than that would make sense. The ability to control and distort time. As Tom, (Montalk Tom,) demonstrated in his research notes (the one on gravity,) it is possible to heavily distort time without increasing the mass of an object.

I'm sorry, I am full of a lot of ideas. I've had ideas for a long time, but have not let them out. Anyways, while I was on mushrooms on one occasion, I made a ball of light with my hands. This ball of light was purplish and was very warm. My friend was there and he felt it and saw it. It was very visible. It was visible while the sun was shining on it. Many people try to make balls of light (its called flaring,) but they can barely make them visible in the dark. This ball of light I made had so much energy inside of it. This energy originated from my heart chakra. During this mushroom trip (it isn't really a trip, because I am exactly like I am now except I just have a higher awareness and a stronger energy body,) my heart felt so free. I have heard this state is called Angel Heart, at least by some. Doesn't matter what its called, I felt so liberated by it. I have only experienced this once and it was on that occasion. I also made an energy ball on salvia. This energy ball though was more pinkish and I didn't have "Angel Heart" when I made it. It also wasn't a ball. I don't think the energy was high enough for it to condense into a ball. It formed a blob  that originated from my hands and then went up my chest. My friend was completely sober at this time and he saw it. This was a different friend, so I've had two different witnesses for this. I guess the reason, why I am saying all this stuff (it can potentially hurt my credibility,) is to show you all that there is indeed a new world descending upon us. Just because we can't see it, doesn't mean it isn't coming. Achieving higher states of awareness can show us it is coming, but in our day to day lives it might be hard to see it coming. Warren made a post recently, where the article he posted described the new reality at first being seen in brief glimpses. Then as time goes on this new reality will be seen more and more often, until the old world is seen in brief glimpses. I believe this is so. I think that if we maintain a high vibration and make good decisions that keep us in that high vibration, we will move out of the old world without it affecting us. Low vibration energy and higher vibration energy can't exist in the same place. They both repel each other like magnets. The high vibration energy is continuing to grow and grow on this planet, which is pushing the low vibration out, little by little. The low vibration energy is leaving the planet through the evil in the world killing each other off, and through earth changes. Low vibration attracts low vibration. Criminals immerse themselves in a world of danger. If you are a crack dealer, you naturally attract fearful and dangerous experiences, (by your fearful thoughts of getting capped in the ass, and of getting arrested.) The lower vibration reality is so fearful. People on the power structure pyramid are all in it for their own gain. If they can screw over their "ally" to bring themselves more power, they won't hesitate. The pyramid power structure is like a building. All the structural supports of this building are held in place by self interest. Because the people in the pyramid don't see the larger picture to the survival of the structure, they are willing to knock out a support beam if it brings them more power and insures their survival. So basically, this structure is destroying itself, because as power becomes more and more scarce, they are acting more and more fearful and ruthless. They are all destroying themselves.

I just thought about another experience I just had. In this experience, if a stared at an object, I would start to see green symbols. I had no idea what these symbols were and can't remember what they looked like. I've read about them though from this overview of the ascension process http://www.crystallotus.com/LightBody/07.htm At some point we will understand these symbols. Perhaps by focusing on a certain symbol we can access different areas of the akashic record library.

I also have another cool experience I've had that correlates with Alex Grey's paintings. http://www.friendsofcwg.com/gallery/alb … obeing.jpg
In this painting the face in the middle has eyes that see multidimensionally. The eyes not only see forward, but they see to the sides (in the peripheral vision,) into other dimensions. This is something I think we will have to learn how to do. Magic Eye images improve peripheral vision greatly. My peripheral vision has increase enormously. Samurai used to practice soft gazing, (diverging of the eyes,) because it detects motion so much better and increases peripheral vision. Magic eye images can also relieve computer eye strain, I never get computer eye strain anymore. Heres a cool site that has some awesome stereograms (magic eye images) http://www.ixtlan.ru/images.php# Who's to say there aren't stereograms in real life? Anyways, one time on sleeping pills, I was concentrating on the right side of my peripheral vision (without moving my eyes,) and then for a brief second I saw bright, warm, psychedelic colors. Instantly, the right side of my face and brain heated up. My brain felt like is was melting, some might think that may be a sign of brain damage, but I can assure you all it is not.) There was some pain, but that is to be expected. As we become multidimensional we are stretching our awareness in ways we are not used to. When one stretches their body in ways they aren't use to, there is some discomfort. As our crown chakras and third eyes open up, it should be expected that our brains (filters,) will need some serious rearranging. Rearranging our brains will have to come not only at a mental level, but at a physical level. This explains why people have slight disorientation for ascension symptoms. Old processes are being burned and released away.

I really think it is important to release all tension, impulsive twitching, and blockages in this ascension process. The energy that is coming in is trying to anchor itself to us. If we have impulsive twitching (I don't mean full on head jerking, I mean slight twitching of the muscles,) then the energy can't make a connection to us and anchor itself to us. Making connections is what its all about. We are trying to connect to source. We are trying to plug ourselves into source and get in the flow of an abundance of energy that will allow us to perform miracles. Our twitching can be paralleled by this analogy. We are an electrical device. We are trying to get in the flow of energy. So we take our plug and try to stick it in the socket, but because we are not 100% relaxed we put the plug in and then jerk our hand away fast and then keep trying. Each time we make contact with the socket is becomes easier and easier, until we reach critical mass and then the connection is complete. The reason why I say this is because, we all have tons of blockages. We are changing from 3rd density physicality to 4th density physicality. We are becoming less physical and more like energy. Many of us have misaligned backs and necks, and knots in our muscles. Energy cannot flow freely when there are blockages this huge. This is why I think exercise and stretching of some sort is necessary on a daily basis. This is my advice, and I should practice what I preach. I've only been going to yoga like once a week, yet they say if you go everyday for 2 months straight, you will never be the same. Tons of toxins and tension will be released if I do so. When situations happen around us, if we react by tensing up then that is no good. Yoga can help this out. Do you think 4th density beings tense up over these types of situations? Mediation can relieve lots of tension but it is best when coupled with stretching and exercise.

I just had another thought... What would happen if someone tried to say... hit a person traveling in the opposite direction of time? Because when the person hit that other person, the actual contact would be the first thing that the time traveler would see and then the person would retract there arm... Hm... Maybe two people traveling in opposite directions can't influence each other physically...

Anyways, I wrote a lot and most of it was off topic. I best be going now.

Onc time while on sleeping pills I become out of phase with time by like a fraction of a second. It was very strange. I would hear things and then hear those exact same things a fraction of a second later. I know there have been movies where this phenomenon occurs. I can't think of any movie, but it rings a bell for me. Wait... I think it was the movie Contact, except the time delay wasn't as wide. Anyways, experiencing all these strange paranormal things are cool and all, but what really matters is being a wise person that makes good decisions out of the kindness of his heart. If we are in fact BECOMING angels. We have to act wise and out of our hearts. I am realizing now that simply doing tons of energy body conditioning and raising my frequency is nothing if I can't make good decisions especially in situations that require one to think quick. Balance is key. I think there are many souls out there that gain so much power so quick that it goes to there heads and they become unstable and basically destroy themselves. Anakin Skywalker comes to mind. Anyways, just as there are elements out there that are very unstable (as you move up the periodic table in mass,) I think people despite their strong frequency may lack balance and fall hard. Someone once told me that as your frequency gets higher and higher, mistakes are less forgiving.

As we become more and more polarized. If we are more positive (STO,) then doing an (STS) act (be it a mistake,) will drastically knock us down a few notches on the staircase towards STO 4th density. Thats what I meant.

I don't take sleeping pills anymore. I was doing it as a little experiment. It seems really unnatural and might be causing my body harm. I did get some pretty cool effects of it though that gave me some pretty good insight.

I think I'll pass on the cough syrup, thanks for the advice though.