seeker wrote: Aside from the curriculum, the faults of which you all did a great job of conveying, the absolute WORST problem I've had with schools is the actual teachers and professors. At college, out of about 30 professors, I can say I've had only one professor that actually knew how to teach. High school was the same. Teaching is not dictating material from a textbook. Teaching is not regurgitating your knowledge of a subject regardless of whether your audience understands it or not. No, what teaching IS is quite different than what goes on in schools. Teaching is the process of leading the student along the path of knowledge, not prodding them from behind, which is what happens in the educational system. Learning is a free will process, it can't be forced. When something is truely learned, it need not be relearned.
See....that's exactly what I'm talking about. A part of the problem with school is the teachers. I have had quite a few nightmare teachers....OH my god. I look back and I cannot BELIEVE they were allowed to teach. Sometimes I wish I could go back as my current self in the body of me as a kid, coming face to face with those teachers.....hehe Would be very interesting. I'd have a mouthful to say, that's for sure. My brother had a kindergarten teacher who was the angriest woman you've ever seen. Teaching little 5 year olds. She had a bell on her desk that she would pound with her hand / fist when the class got to "noisy" and would just SCREAM at them. She was a nutjob. For me, my 4th grade teacher was this man-woman named Mrs. Anderson with a smoker's rasp and too much perfume who carried on like trailer trash. No offense, but, that's what it was. She was always bellowing at everybody in a raspy man voice, choking us all with her ghastly perfume. Mostly the only thing we did that year were dittos. Anybody remember ditto worksheets? She'd literally hand out 20 - 25 dittos every day -- busy work -- just to keep us preoccupied all day. Dittos and spelling tests, that's all I remember about 4th grade. No learning projects, no field trips, NADA. 8th grade we had a psychotic English teacher named Mr. Kenney. He walked in long strides with crazy bugged out "pyscho eyes", looking around the classroom like a mad dog for a target. This isn't funny though, what he did was actual verbal abuse and verbal / emotional attacks. From the first day of class he wanted to make sure we understood loud and clear who was boss. The guys sitting in the back of the class who like to harmlessly joke around and have fun? He was like,
"You think this is funny?"
"no...."
"YOU THINK THIS IS FUNNY? You sit in my class, laughing? Sounds like something's funny. Tell us what's so funny."
"nothing....nothing's funny...."
"YOU WERE JUST LAUGHING. Something is obviously funny. You obviously feel like this is YOUR class, so why don't you share with the rest of the class?"
And this would go on. And on. He didn't just drop it after 30 seconds. He would go on for over 5 minutes, just REALLY angry and psycho like, his eyes all wild, strands of hair in his face. Another time he pulled one of the "class clown" guys aside in the empty classroom when we were out of the room, sat him down in a desk, sat down next to him, got up really close in his face, and in a low voice began berating him, making fun of him, putting him down, calling him names. I'll never forget peering through the glass window in the door and the door that was open a crack to see what was going on and witnessing that, and seeing this kid with TEARS on his cheeks. This tough class clown, reduced to tears.
Then there was ME and Mr. Kenney. Anytime he'd give us a "creative writing" assignment, he'd have us go up to his desk, one at a time and sit there next to him at the desk in front of the entire classroom while he read our stuff, making comments. The classroom would be so silent you could hear a pin drop, NOBODY dared speak. He'd have his red pen and would just start scratching stuff out, yelling about how it was terrible, it was crap, blah blah blah. But I was his special target, probably because I actually could write.
I'd won the school wide writing contest in 7th grade.....of which HE was one of the judges......So he targetted me and was harder on me than anybody else because of this. So whenver it was my turn, he'd just bellow my last name, looking up from his desk with crazy eyes, and I swear to GOD everybody in the class would look down at their desks, their books, not even wanting to look up and watch this. I'd go up there, sit down, and he'd read over my stuff, trashing it. One time he scratched something out so crazily that he actually RIPPED A HOLE IN THE DAMN PIECE OF PAPER!
I can actually laugh about that one, that's kind of funny in a sicko way. Oh yeah, and if he EVER called on you with a question about literary terms, the literature we were reading or stuff pertaining to writing and grammar and you DIDN'T know the answer.............holy crap. WATCH out. He would rip you to shreds. It only had to happen once. You'd NEVER let that happen twice.
It was pretty f***** up. I actually had "flash back" sort of things pertaining to him in the next few years of school. In 10th grade photography class we were all just sitting there, mellow, and I was spaced out and suddenly I heard Mr. Kenney yell my name the way he always did, over my shoulder. I jumped and looked around all scared before I even realized what had happened. REALLY weird. In 9th grade our English teacher asked us a question about some literary term, nobody had the answer but me, because I'd been "traumatized" into remembering it. It was the term "suspension of disbelief." I immediately heard him yelling it in my mind, either at me or someone else who didn't have the answer. REALLY REALLY weird.
Nothing "teaches" humans faster or more effective than fear. That's something I learned in school. You want results? You want a kid who can regurgitate like a good little robot, on the spot? Scare the crap out them, psychologically torment them and abuse them....use humiliation in front of their peers.....guaranteed repeated humiliation and fear tactics. You WILL get results.
And those were some of my experiences in school. Lovely, eh?
Oh, and wandeing1....you're right about the grades thing. After ALL that....after 12 years of that crap we all went through.......the conditioning, the psychological torture, the beating down of our souls, in the end, out in the real world, NOT ONCE have my grades in school been asked about. None of the spelling bees, writing contests, the awards for this silly thing or that, nor the "Diploma" EVER counted for anything, which is actually what I expected anyway when I was in school. I never seriously believed it would matter down the line. THAT was the confusing part while I was going through it all, because everybody around you as a kid, the school, the teachers, your peers, your parents, beat it into you that it DOES matter, that the grade you get on that stupid 7th grade history test will make or break you for the rest of your frigging LIFE. Seriously, I could have dropped out and it would have had zero bearing in the real world. I've never been asked to produce my "diploma" in order to get a job. I've never been asked about anything that went on in junior high or high school.
12 wasted years, a prison term to psychologically break you. That's all public school is. And they're successful, for the most part. They get what they want. Psychologically broken, regurgitating robots who can't think for themselves.
"Life's journey is not to arrive at the grave safely in a well preserved body, but rather to skid in sideways, totally worn out, shouting "Holy shit ... what a ride!" - Anonymous
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