Well it happened again last night. A high pitched , low volume ringing began.
Then, what is this? I can physically feel waves washing over me.This can't be real.
(In the morning my mind will have stored this away in the depths, somewhere.
I will laught at myself and call myself foolish, then congratulate myself for having such a vivid imagination.)
Some of the waves feel slightly different.It starts at the top of my head and exits at the feet but
I can sense that it does not begin and end were my body begins and ends, if you know what I mean.
It begins before it reaches me and carries on after it has left my feet.
My body, inside an out, feels like it is on a surf-board on the sea and each wave lifts me up, some
giving me butterflies, but I'm lying flat on my bed?
Then, thoughts of being a lab rat, we are the lab rats, huh?
Then images of strange faces, when I close my eyes, alien faces, human faces, faces morphing, oh flip, not again.
No,I will not fear.I will not allow that to happen.
The feeling of losing control, of never being in control of myself ever.
An experiment, an experiment gone wrong, whichever,... it remains an experiment,what?
The strange feelings, as if some aspect of my body is being probed but I'm awake, I feel no pain, yet
somehow, are they operating in another frequency on my "other" frequency?
Can they do things to us while we remain unaware, well not unaware, just not able to perceive them?
Upon waking this morning there was an overwhelming, powerfull feeling of illusion.
Life seems to whisper, "It's all an illusion".
Almost as if, I almost could be, able to watch myself from outside of something.
Almost as if , it could all shatter, at any moment, like a mirror.