Re: Stuart Wilde
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Nice posts Jen and lyra. Very inspiring, thanks!
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Nice posts Jen and lyra. Very inspiring, thanks!
One thing does occur to me as I am reading this discussion about Stuart and the whole "redemption" thing ...
re ·demp ·tion (rÄÂ-dÄ›mp'shÉ™n) n.
1. The act of redeeming or the condition of having been redeemed.
2. Recovery of something pawned or mortgaged.
3. The payment of an obligation, as a government's payment of the value of its bonds.
4. Deliverance upon payment of ransom; rescue.
5. Christianity Salvation from sin through Jesus's sacrifice.Source: The American Heritage ® Dictionary of the English Language, Fourth Edition. Retrieved December 31, 2006, from Dictionary.com website: http://dictionary.reference.com/browse/redemption
"Redemption" is a commercial term which seems to have its origins in an occult system of law. Remember the fate of the girl in Eyes Wide Shut who volunteered to redeem Tom Cruise's character? We are talking about payment of debt in an occult sense; we are talking about obligations and ransom. And I think we are also talking an organization that Credo Mutwa in one of his interviews with David Icke referred to as the "whisperers of the Dark Law." This is not pleasant or pretty stuff, I suggest.
Another example is in the movie The Patriot where the British General is chastising his subordinate officer for using overly brutal tactics. The General admonishes him, "these men are our brethren, and when the war is over we will re-establish commerce with them."
BRETHREN: The term is used in speaking of Masons, and in this connection is preferable to "brothers." Source
Maybe Stuart ought to think a bit more carefully about things before he starts getting into the redemption business; there might be "hidden costs" that he hasn't considered! To me the whole concept of "redemption" has a really negative vibe to it and just smacks of reptilian government.
If I recall correctly, The Occult World of Commerce video has some useful information on this subject (though as with everything else, watch with discernment).
Nice posts Jen and lyra. Very inspiring, thanks!
I'd like to echo this sentiment; I really appreciate both of you, and the thoughts that you share here on NR and on your respective websites!
The latest from our hero Stu.
I'll admit that I'm not a Stuart Wilde groupie or Redeemer, but this sent a chill down my spine. I have had the same feeling and insights lately, in my own way. Stu may not be too far off on this one. Stay alert, focused and keep your eyes and ears open. This thing, whatever it is, is close, and the hum is getting louder.
Prepare by being nice to each other. You'll know when it has really started. You'll just know. It will be obvious.
But then again, maybe I'm as crazy as Good Ol' Stu.
The Last Chance Saloon
Stuart Wilde
February 02nd, 2007
We are poised on the cusp that I wrote about in my book Whispering Winds of Change. I said that the world splits into two parabolas of evolutions. One is cold, cruel, dogmatic and elitist; the other is open, warm and inclusive. The cruel parabola tears itself apart in the end fighting with others only the spiritual parabola survives. The death of the global-ego is upon us. Each decides his or her fate by choosing a silent disdain for humanity or an open acceptance of all people and their beliefs.
We have been raised in the West to be very special and important people; it is the cult of the Chosen One, he or she who believes they have been divinely selected but it is unsafe now. Karma is about to adjust our perception of things. I have always felt that it is a major advance to your perception when you accept that you are nothing and completely irrelevant in the great scheme of things, because by in being ‘nothing’ you embrace an eternity that is very safe.
The tall poppies fall in droves, because oil is to be taken from us. When the oil goes the fascists march in the street. You have to choose: on the one hand you get a nice uniform but a rotten karma and on the other hand there is the flicker of redemption in the distance and your eventual escape to spur you on.
I have seen two arrows hit the earth and I taught a group in the Redeemers Club members to see the min-video clips that come out of the Morph that play in one’s mind’s eye and they have seen the arrows as well. Meteors, comets, we don’t know? But Gaia has had enough of humanity’s disdain and the obesity of our soul that kills and feeds on the animals - Gaia’s children, to the tune of millions a day. There is no end to the pile of corpses that are slaughtered to feed our podgy gluttony. She’s disgusted with that she will stop global consumption to save the planet it stands to reason.
If you are humble and well meaning and if you have no silent disdain in your heart for people, you enter the gentle space of a tender soul and you drift naturally through a lack of the ego’s demands to a place close to the zero point.
I recently showed a couple of hundred how to dematerialize their upper body, once you are not much attached to the desires and a rapacious need to satisfy the ego the rest you goes also goes wispy and you can eventually roam about where you wish. It is the threshold to a brave new world.
Let the Nazis have the streets we are not here to fight them. No. We have to love them and admire their crisp uniforms and appreciate how they suckered the human shadow to come out of hiding for all to see. That is spiritual moment for humanity, when Hitler rises from his grave to attend once more. For unless the shadow comes out, there will never be a proper justice for ordinary people for the shadow will rule forever. Once it comes out fully for all to see, then it will eventually fall.
Meanwhile, we’ll walk the other way taking a few with us if they want to come.
It all came true in the end. The attack on Iran is not far off. The battle fleets are sailing full speed into a nasty surprise. Dogma meets dogma with a clash of shields, while the dogs of war strain at the leash snarling to be let loose.
History will say it was inevitable that the cult of the Chosen One would draw itself into battle with ghosts that scurried in the night that were hard to find and even harder to subdue. For the ghosts in the night represented an external manifestation of the very inner shadow of the elite, but they never saw it before it was too late. The elite fought their own shadow to the death.
So when you pop into the Last Chance Saloon order, tenderness, generosity and respect, straight, no fizz. Doing that a door opens and you walk through to the back into a garden where you will be surprised to find a few old friends who have also had enough and they also want to return home to the celestial place from which we all came. They thought a human had to die to get there but that turned out to be an old dogma and inaccurate. They were not disappointed.
It is all good, there is a happy outcome and soon we’ll see a new dawn approach.
© Stuart Wilde 2007
www.stuartwilde.com
P.S. The Redeemer’s Club membership opens in a few weeks time on March 1st. It will stay open just until April 12th, 2007 to let the new members in and then it will close again. Click www.redeemersclub.com for info and a registration form if you want it.
Come now if you can.
Thanks. SW
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Here's Stuie's newest. I find it strange how he's having events in London and Las Vegas. Aren't those 2 places of strong imbalanced energy? Maybe he's trying to instill some positivity into those areas. Or maybe energy is just energy. Or maybe I'm missing something... ![]()
The Circuitous Journey
Stuart Wilde
February 07th, 2007
When I started the Redeemer’s Club I was surprised how many people came in that had been participants from my Warrior’s Wisdom seminars in Taos back in the early 1990s. There must be a karmic link between us like a family.
It’s been a long circuitous journey, and those of you that can’t join the club for financial or logistical reason please don’t worry there are a couple of inexpensive gigs I’m doing that you can come to if you wish, one in London (April 1st )and one in Las Vegas in May, see info here at NEW.
And I am sorry I couldn’t do the club on the cheap but I have to attend to members and their daily questions every day for a year, and there are up to four free seminars they get and a host of events at a 45% discount, and so I had to price the club at a level where it made commercial sense. So I pitched it at nine euros a day in the first year and four euros a day in the second and third year. The people that joined early got it a bit cheaper than that so I did what I could do given the work involved. The members get access into the Morph but in way you can get it without me, and many of you have a destiny there, I know that for sure.
Strangely looking back at the story it almost all came true in the end, and while a few bits and bobs are still in the becoming, essentially it is all there chapter and verse, and the Camelots will come as well, for we’ve seen them and so if that is your goal hold steady and you’ll get there one way or another.
You can search and search for the hidden door and go through endless pondering and wondering, thinking and confusion but the key to everything is the day you realize you ARE the hidden door. That is why no one’s potential is ever excluded; the only exclusion policy is inside your heart for if you have not processed your shadow and it remains in place then technical difficulties arise. I have said in the past the celestial is protected by two bands of evil that you have to cross to get there; it is like going over two fences while crossing a field. You over one into a ‘no man’s land’ and then a few months later you cross the next barrier and on toward the door. If your shadow is in still repressed and hidden inside as you approach the door that is within you, the ghouls come out in droves to stop you and they will give you a fright and you’ll be forced back.
We are on the cusp of the rebirth of Hitler. It sounds jolly spooky but it is a very good thing, the world needs it, here is why. While the global shadow is hiding it has great power to drive armies and cause death, torture and pain, but once it comes out for all to see and we go into an era of open fascism be it literal or the modern version of it ‘techno-fascism’ with Big Brother over our shoulder controlling every aspect of daily life, then everyone can see what is happening and it is no longer hidden.
Then people have to decide what they believe in, some will join the Police State others will go to love, respect and freedom. It is the process of indicting humanity, yes or no, each chooses. Once those choice have been made and each has proved his or her loyalty to one side or another then the record of that is locked in place in the global soul: With Gaia or against her, with the heart of the people and fairness, or against it, with justice or with repression and so forth.
Almost everyone has already made their choice but some remain on the cusp alternating between the two side, yes-no, maybe. And once the oil goes and the global-ego starts to die most will flip to the dark side. Imagine the first day when the chicken McNuggets fail to arrive in time for the waddling behemoth’s lunch. He or she will become angry and when the TV suddenly doesn’t work and the lights go on and off intermittently and when the family car sits motionless in the driveway, a testament to a bygone era, then you’ll see how most of the soul’s decisions are already made. Those vacillating can watch the postman peddle up the street delivering notices that the pensions have become worthless and the welfare has been cut in half as the government is a bit broke right now and so forth.
Once the darkness comes out of hiding it eventually dies and then the world changes. It is like a civil war that might tear a country apart for a decade or more and eventually the combatants that remain alive have no more heart for the fight and they make peace with each other and the country or the tribe or the family is re-unified. It is symbolic of the light and dark within you that comes back together in the end. While you insist you are all light and sweetness and all things bright and beautiful your shadow remain hidden with in you and you are in great danger, vulnerable to the shadow of others finding you. But once you process that darkness, the wounded child within, then you are safe for your little brother or your little sister becomes your shield and protector but first you have to bring it out and recognize it and love it for the pain that was inflicted upon it and the pain it subsequently inflicted on others. Gradually a peace treaty is struck and the civil war within is resolved.
In the end the dark has to be loved and made whole or it causes big trouble. So individually you have a great chance and then globally the dark has no chance because once it comes out for all to see and we go through all that palaver, the global dark falters, and in the end a great silence descends over us and all you will hear at the very end is the sound of running water.
Watch your visions and dreams for they are real and they will show you the way if you wish for it. And while the winter of the global discontent is made manifests in all its ugliness, go quietly and confront nothing, consume little, hold to beauty and agree to be last. That, as the Taoist say, is the water course way, to take the lowest spot.
The last will be first and when you are offer “first� you must bow and show a genuine reverence and gratitude for the great gift offered you and then you must politely decline and walk away. That is the secret trick to the Holy Grail, when you are offered it you must decline it for all those that accept it do so from their own importance so it is taken from them. Quirky eh?
Go placidly amid the waste and remember it is all true and it will all now come to pass.
© Stuart Wilde 2007
www.stuartwilde.com
Whatever lingering respect I had for good ol' Stuie just did a nose dive into the muck and mire of the Newage spirit-trough.
9 Euros a day???!!!! For a whole year??!! Wow! That's what, like $4000. for the year to have the priviledge of unreserved access to the... um..... the Oracle who can take you to never-never land aka THE MORPH... down back to the left, right Stuie.
What an unfortunate sham.
Yeah, sure, The Redeemer's Club. I have a name or two that would more adequately chracterize what kind of Club dear Stuie is running.
Apologies to all concerned for venting, but I'd like to give a good heave-ho and give myself a kick in keester- that how you spell that word?- for getting suckered in by the guy, and being an avid reader of his tripe for a few months last year. I should know better by now: if it sounds too good to be true... then it is.
Seen another way: what a wonderful lesson in discernment.
I know how you feel it seems every writer I come across that I start to worship for what they say shows themselves eventually to be just another human being perhaps saying something greater than themselves? Who knows. In any case I have to take everything back within and walk the never ending road on my own.
Yeah I never cared for Stuart Wilde. By looking at the guy you can see he doesn't practice what he preaches. He clearly looks unhealthy. He's overweight and he looks like a zombie. Why would anyone take his advice?
He looks like death itself...

And he clearly watches to much of The Matrix to boot which much of his information seems to be based on...

Let's be real people. How could you take advice from someone who looks like that?
For a man to say this below about obesity, and podgy gluttony, and look like that. I'm appauled...as I said before he clearly isn't practicing what he preaches...
His quote:
"But Gaia has had enough of humanity’s disdain and the obesity of our soul that kills and feeds on the animals - Gaia’s children, to the tune of millions a day. There is no end to the pile of corpses that are slaughtered to feed our podgy gluttony. She’s disgusted with that she will stop global consumption to save the planet it stands to reason. "
Doesn't anyone else think he should walk the talk? That's what's wrong with a lot of spiritual authors...they have so much to say about how to live properly...how to eat right...how to help the earth....how to get out of the "ego"...but their not walking the talk. Their not good examples to follow.
Whatever lingering respect I had for good ol' Stuie just did a nose dive into the muck and mire of the Newage spirit-trough.
9 Euros a day???!!!! For a whole year??!! Wow! That's what, like $4000. for the year to have the priviledge of unreserved access to the... um..... the Oracle who can take you to never-never land aka THE MORPH... down back to the left, right Stuie.
What an unfortunate sham.
Yeah, sure, The Redeemer's Club. I have a name or two that would more adequately chracterize what kind of Club dear Stuie is running.
Apologies to all concerned for venting, but I'd like to give a good heave-ho and give myself a kick in keester- that how you spell that word?- for getting suckered in by the guy, and being an avid reader of his tripe for a few months last year. I should know better by now: if it sounds too good to be true... then it is.
Seen another way: what a wonderful lesson in discernment.
Well that all seems a bit.....melodramatic, no? !
What is being overlooked here are the fact that Stuie has tons of (free) articles on his website that in my opinion, have a lot of value:
http://www.stuartwilde.com/SW_articles.htm
^^ A list of all his articles from 2003 - present ^^
I can understand if somebody doesn't like Stuart in general, like his writing style or what he's saying - obviously not everybody likes the same thing, and even myself disagree with some of his points (don't necessarily "get" this whole Redeemer's Club thing, as mentioned ealier in this thread) - but as far as all this talk about getting "suckered in" and "shams"....well, I don't know about that. He's got books that are really good and not exhorerantly priced, and again, he's got a lot of free writings on his site.
With Stuie, I take what works for me - modest priced books, free articles - and get what I can get out of it and forget the rest. That's all anybody can do.
I know how you feel it seems every writer I come across that I start to worship for what they say shows themselves eventually to be just another human being perhaps saying something greater than themselves? Who knows. In any case I have to take everything back within and walk the never ending road on my own.
That's a big topic right there. Authors, truth seekers, spiritual people, etc. who begin to get worshipped by their readers. Okay, BIG problem there. We should never worship anybody. You mentined how these people eventually show themselves to be just another human.......that's exactly it. We're all only just human. By putting our favorite writers/authors/truth seekers/conspiracy researchers on these pedastals we're just setting ourselves up for a big letdown. And it's dangerous because you're putting them above you - we all should ultimately be peers. Not "mega worshipped guru who can do no wrong" and then "his/her readers who are beneath them, looking up to them and hanging on their every word."
Kind of encourages the mentality of "I can't think for myself. I wait for my worshipped guru to show me the way." Only to realize one day that OH MY GOD.....They eat, sleep and go to the bathroom like everybody else...........they get MAD like everybody else.......they make MISTAKES like everybody else.........and *GASP!* they believe something I don't agree with!!!! AHHHHHHH!
Well, none of that would be a problem if we viewed them as peers instead of worshipped gurus to begin with. It's a learning lesson for a lot of people - don't set people up on (unrealistic) pedastals like that, don't give away your mind.
Anyway, just using your comment as a way to mention this point. I know that I once talked to somebody via email about Stuart Wilde - the woman I was talking to was kind of feeling puzzled and frowny at some of Stuart's ideas which she didn't agree with. But in a way that indicated that she'd sort of been viewing him as a guru of sorts who has it all figured out. I told her that I LOVED the fact that he says things I don't agree with.....that's the way it should be!! It's fun. Nobody should be worshipped and emulated as some all-knowing infallible being who's right about everything. That's ridiculous. Nobody's a god here. We're all just people, chipping in our two cents and what our personal experiences have shown us, contributing our piece of the puzzle.
Down with worshipping researchers and authors!!!!! ![]()
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Forgot to address:
For a man to say this below about obesity, and podgy gluttony, and look like that. I'm appauled...as I said before he clearly isn't practicing what he preaches...
His quote:
"But Gaia has had enough of humanity’s disdain and the obesity of our soul that kills and feeds on the animals - Gaia’s children, to the tune of millions a day. There is no end to the pile of corpses that are slaughtered to feed our podgy gluttony. She’s disgusted with that she will stop global consumption to save the planet it stands to reason. "Doesn't anyone else think he should walk the talk? That's what's wrong with a lot of spiritual authors...they have so much to say about how to live properly...how to eat right...how to help the earth....how to get out of the "ego"...but their not walking the talk. Their not good examples to follow.
That's a good point though. In fact, in yesterday's latest he made this hilarious comment about the "waddling beheamoths" at McDonald's looking for their Chicken McNuggets.
Cracked me up. Waddling Beheamoths. So true. But then he's overweight himself, so, you know...... ![]()
I wonder if he's ill?
He is 60 or 61, but I'm sure he could afford a dietician, a chef, a personal trainer, or a naturopathic doctor visit. I mean come on...
I know you shouldn't judge a book by it's cover but you would think this guy would be more radiant & healthy looking.
To me Stuart's energy looks very "cryptic". Then again alot of the mainstream spiritual authors don't look that healthy to me, which is why I don't take their advice, or read their books for that matter.
He is 60 or 61, but I'm sure he could afford a dietician, a chef, a personal trainer, or a naturopathic doctor visit. I mean come on...
I know you shouldn't judge a book by it's cover but you would think this guy would be more radiant & healthy looking.
To me Stuart's energy looks very "cryptic". Then again alot of the mainstream spiritual authors don't look that healthy to me, which is why I don't take their advice, or read their books for that matter.
Well, Stuart never portrayed himself as a picture of health, which is another point worth mentioning. When you read his books he definitely talks about his drinking days. He loves himself a good beer at a pub, but noted that he had to cut back on it in order to get to where he's going in life. He also says he was a vegetarian for seven years, but eventually had to incorporate meat back into his diet, because he travels around so much that he didn't have enough energy to keep it up without the protein. So I give him an A for effort. He went vegetarian for 7 years. I was only able to keep it going for three weeks. Big difference!
Stuart pokes fun at the over eaters who are basically contributing absolutely nothing to this society, other than consuming natural resources. He may be fat, BUT, at least he is contributing. And, he's not holier than thou. There's always an element of humor behind what he says, and he fully admits to his own foibles and downfalls. I like that. He's not like say, Dr. Laura, being all hateful and judging them but failing to mention her own endeavors and mistakes and nudie pics and affairs with married men and so on.
Stuart's commentary about the ideal way to be doesn't seem to be coming from a place of hypocrisy, trying to insinuate that he himself is perfect, but rather from things he's figured out along the way himself. Like maybe he's also still striving to be that way, I don't know.
I'm not sure about this picture though...he does look a little weird, no doubt. Not sure when it was taken. I've seen video footage of him from about a year and a half ago and he looked good. Much better than here. He looked nice in that footage, like somebody you'd want to pal around with. Here he looks a bit...I don't know.....sketchy. Like something else is in there, co-piloting him.
OH....and forgot to mention..........recently I was re-reading some David Icke stuff and happened to note that Icke mentions what of all things but the whole "Lady in the Lake/King Arthur" mythology, tying in all back to the Reptilians, of course. But this is interesting because Stuart is a proponent of the whole Arthurian "Camelot" thing, and mentions the whole "Lady in the Lake" in his book God's Gladiators.
So now I'm wondering..............where exactly is Stuart going, and is it actually a good place to be? What if he's being tricked? Are the Morph/Lady in the Lake/the Camelot regions, etc. that he talks about really what he thinks they are? You know....what if it's Rep trickery or something?
Just a thought.....
i just wanted to chime in a second to say--he's a drinker, or used to be. thats "how' drinkers are. they see alot of things, live in cynical POV states--theyre often quite brash, harsh, realists, yet are in touch with fantastic imagery, and can be quite the philosophers. they, if brilliant, and of high IQ's like stuie, often spout off alot of stuff. they do a lot of thinking when loaded. and they come often, to great conclusions. as they walk between worlds, are/have one foot in on one side, and one foot out in the other. living between 'worlds.' his pics show a man who drinks. he always says--beer and bread, beer and bread. biologically--he's full of carbos, and he is bloated from that. look at his face. drinkers that are solid in their drinking, can belt down quite a lot, way more than the average joe, and they enter a type of transcendental state. they often live in that state, are talented at it. when hes not writing, ive figured hes absent from entering stuff, often doesnt write or post it for weeks at a time, as hes recovering and processing from some heavy deliberation.
heavy drinker/philosophers are in personal pain quite frequently and often have taken on the pains of the world, in addition to their own issues, as they are often 'sensitives.' like the best comics, who are bitterly cynical, really right on (george carlin, bill hicks, etc) and tell 'the truth' as they see it. theyve been down many a road. theyre quite aware and are slowly getting out of here, on that aware, yet in pain pathway. theyre usually a type of empath. so brilliant, in many ways, theyre destroying themselves and their personal bodies while they research the 'morph' if u will. they tell it like it is, many times, and they know often, that theyre dying a slow mystical death with booze and drugs, often food. theyre ORAL ppl. like the bards of old, who told stories, but had huge guts, and often gout. theyre extremist with oral entry in and out of their mouth. very sex-oriented too, many have been major womanizers. very familiar with the pains of love and dealing with the opposite sex. one thing though--they have dabbled and LIVED quite extensively, and have no fear about that. been out on many a limb and laughed their ass off while crying, out there on that limb. fearless in many ways. its regular mundane life that kills them. thats why they drink. to keep their total dissatisfaction with that bull-crap all tamped down. medicated. they got guts--literally.
it takes alot of energy to be tuned in, and to process the shit they see, and feel. they dont care about how they look often, are bawdy ppl. its a listen to what i say deal, and leave the personal 'me' thing out of it. an "im only tellin u this"-- kind of thing. the pain theyve taken in is held in their mighty gut, and theyre powerful, and are being 'killed' if u will, down deep inside. doin it to themselves. thats why so raucous, and risky--the stuff they say. theyre always out on a limb, but dont care. its like a personal sacrifice they make of themselves. often very very angry men, women, and i love them for that. they despise the status quo, hate the hypocrisy of stuff, other humans that hurt others, and they take that hurt inside. like anchors, sorta. and when ur anchored, u get HUGE. they are in pain, go home and drink themselves under. its like a what the hell, f*ck it thing. but days later, so smart, and so full of of seeing things, and wanting to tell others, they rise again, with tons of energy and start all over. each time, that adds up. the outcome, of that, over years, produces that look.
if u have ever been around solidly smart brilliant alchoholics, u can see this pattern. sometimes they go way under and dont rise up or get going for days, but they do eventually, with new thoughts on stuff, and what theyve been processing, whilst they have been in that last round, that last state. balancing on the edge of insanity. drinking heavy, depending on what type of booze, even organically, the type of their fav poison, difft thoughts will come. like whiskey will give one a difft outlook, then say, light beer. so is vodka difft, as is gin, and vermouth, etc., and so on. all are difft organic highs. or lows, if u will. they have their own recipes and will imbibe with what they need. for carlin, it was coke, and robin williams too. even good ole jonathon winters, who was a heavy drinker, and bipolar as hell. quite a few brilliant minds/personalities are bipolar and they self-medicate. its a high-low-high-low-high (ad infinitum) gig. u have to eat too, to support all that, then sleep ur ass off for days. sober up a bit, but never really all the way. often theyre pegged as having what the medical commty calls a "wet-brain" so even if they stopped completely, it/they would never be like the non-drinker ave joe. theyre already on another frequency and stay there, biologically and organically. they CHOOSE that. the strength and stamina that takes, to keep that junket going, would kill a weaker personality, often does.
theres a saying for that about bipolars--"it's only human nature to mistake genius for insanity". bitchin i say. and a no-shit scenario.
i almost went to his first eltist france gig after somebody on here posted he was taking a small group to that chateau. spur of the moment. the old man and i were gonna go, out of the blue, emailed and made semi-arrangements even. i knew if i drank with him, i'd know. i'd see what he was, what he was seeing. id be able to sum him up in seconds. after all the formalities or niceties. he also hinted he was going to keep everybody up at nite, and there'd be little sleep, and no electricity (after 4pm i guess), so i figured he was gonna supply some trippy substances. or similar. i knew id be able to figure out the morph, what to do next, my past templar life, in that castle, etc.and all that. betcha he'd be a big flirt, and that partying with him would be the trip of trips without going to brazil or something to do the 'lady.' at the last minute couldnt get in, too many couples. so we moved on, too much money anyway. now i have no desire to do it. prob never woulda been the same, but thats ok, was looking for that, but it didnt work out. not meant to be.
seeing him, i wouldve thot the same thing too, as u guys. but i understand the deal with the gut, face, so forth. its a do as i say, not do as i do deal. the world will kill you. one way or the other, but its more like the stuie types, go out with a personal self-destruction bang. oh well they say, i saw it for what it was/is deal. had the guts and fortitude to run their own show, doing everything regular society warns against, derides, and lived anyway. dying their own way too. controlled by them personally. all the way out and thru. i love their "i could give a damn" attitude. theyre in some kind of STO cycle, from that angle.
Lyra--while i was writing the above, i was interrupted about 50 times. ur saying hes a drinker too, and i was trying to get this posted, at the same time! so here we are with that, and i have to read what u said and others that got on here before me. ill be darned.
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