Topic: Ear ringing and glitches
Hi everyone. I have an interesting ear ringing experience that I'd like to share. I have had these episodes on and off for a long time. I've also experienced deja vu (sp?) many times throughout my life.
Lyra, I read your article on it a while back and I started to pay attention to when/what was going on around me/in my brain when they occur. So for a few weeks now I've noticed that my ears ring like yours and Montalk's (right side being when I have hit on some kind of truth, and left side feeling like I'm being tapped or something). Also when I resonate with something really profound my whole head will start to buzz and ring and my body gets like electrified and goosebumpyish (new word:)) and my heart expands in my chest. Does anyone else have these feelings during a Eureka moment?
So before I tell you about tonight's humdinger, I probably ought to fill in a little bit of history, since I so rudely forgot to introduce myself when I joined the board...
I'll try to be as brief as possible, though it will be difficult to condense my life experiences of the last couple years ago to a mere paragraph or so. Pleae bear with me; it ties in with my ear ringing tonight.
I've been quite sick for almost 2 years now. It started with the seizures/fainting-paralysis/stroke episodes. I don't know what to call them because the docs still can't tell me what they were. Family doc said seizures-go see your neurologist (I had previously had neurological symptoms the year before). Neuro says fainting--here take this drug for the excruciating headaches that followed the 4 previous-said episodes plus another weird, strokelike ditty (difference being I didn't pass out, but had symptoms of a very prolonged whole-body stroke--if there is such an animal). What followed the first episode was 8 full months of hell. For several months the pressure in my head and spine was so great that I couldn't lay my head down on a pillow because of the pain. I have had WAY too many problems to list them all here now; let's just say it hasn't been fun...
Well, after/during this time, I have also woken up fully. Like night and day. Being here on NR is an attestment to that. I was not raised up on church (thankfully), so I had never really read the bible. Well, after picking it up and reading it as an adult, I freaked. I knew if that 'God' was my god, then I damn sure didn't want Him in my life. I knew then that it was not right. Now I know all that plus a whole lot more. I've read Marrs, Frissel, Droslin, Darwin, and countless others. I've scoured the internet and smoked myself silly for the sake of "clarity" while searching for the truth. Once I was introduced to the woo-woo side of life, I was off like a rocket. And all the time my health deteriorated. I've muscle-tested and used a pendulum (channeled, really), and had--still have--multiple entities attached to me during that and other times. I don't know what other times that may have been, and I didn't know I was channeling in some way when I did the muscle testing and pendulum. I had assumed I was talking to my higher self (naive me). So that's an extremely short version of my current life.
So anywho, yeah--I'm awake. Now, several times I have had an "a-ha" moment when thinking about a certain subject, but hadn't thought on it for a while. Tonight when I was thinking about it, I noticed my right ear started to ring. Then both ears were ringing. When I thought about the topic even further, my whole head started buzzing and the electricity was back. I know without a doubt that this is the truth as I see/feel it. I don't even know how my mind got off the Mother Earth News article in front of me and onto this, but nonetheless, the thought of how we're all just part of a game ran through my head. I mean literally, like the-end-of-"Men in Black" part of a game. This is the third time I have thought of this in the past year or so. So here I am tonight kickin back in my smoking area and had that thought. There were tendrils coming out/through me the whole time I thought about it. This is very profound to me. Beforehand, I hadn't amassed enough information for the whole thing to click, and I don't expect that too many other people would (except for a few here). I've had some extraordinary experiences that lead me to this conclusion. And I believe that I have had a big acknowledgement cue.
I actually wanted to ask you all--those who have ear ringings--if you have ever had this particular thought and confirmation. Seriously, I think this is important enough to ask you guys to sit down and get in your 'mode'--whatever that may be for you--and think about this exact theory/scenario, and see what, if anything, happens when you connect the dots.
I know this sounds like a strange request, but I honestly can't think of a better group of people to ask. This has many implications, I believe. Of course, this click might not connect in your current timeline, but for many here it probably will/could.
Anyways, sorry this was so long. I hope to hear from someone who might have had this experience. Thanks for listening...