Tom - thanks so much for creating your site + board

As long as you allow intuition to have a say and allow the formula to all knowledge to be equaling to: "eating all the apples", then you're fine in my books man. Kootos!

In regards to your spiritual poltergeist episodes, I cannot relate due to still, except for mind-enhancements I'm tampering with, being in a very normal and "real" life. Nothing really paranormal occurs to me directly.

Everyone has a reason for being here. What you are feeling and what you may struggle with has an important reason...as important as a cure for cancer and as relevant to pusue as world-peace. We are of the same soul-pool which is also known as the subconscious. If you have a soul, you are a brother or sister. That's how I look at it.

Do not fool yourself and stagnate. Answers are out-there. You must initate what you want through mind-intent and recieve the answers by your actions. Reflect on this. Growing weary is the process of giving up.

Did the WTC victims have victim mindsets?

Frankly, even while I appreciate that this site is a contributor to the entity-expose momentum I can't really say I have been enjoying it. I would enjoy it if nobody in the world ever jumped to conclusions again.

Thus far, I haven't received responses that could resolve my practical issues, or that truly relate to me, even if well-meant. That's the case with me on any boards I've participated in, and in fact, the entities are probably having a ball at my frustration that even on new-age oriented forums, there's no true meeting of the minds.

For example, if some online "oracle" might practically have explained to me exactly what it is about modern monitors (be they CRT or LCD) that are problematic for photosensitives - that would have been a huge help.

Another example, if someone would have practically explained to me whether there's any cheap equipment (as I mentioned above) which is guaranteed to drain or repel entities surrounding me - that, too, would be a huge help.

Ditto, if someone would explain WHY some toddlers are abnormally attracted to me (as if to a magnet - meaning that I can be in a town of strangers, whereupon a stranger's toddler makes a determined beeline toward me while its caretaker is attempting to stop his course) - and other toddlers & occasional adults are abnormally fearful upon suddenly encountering me.
WHAT is it all about?

Resolutions to all these real issues which I'm suffering - would become a big weight off of me.

But as stated before, I doubt I'll find resolutions from anyone online, because the entities want to make sure I continue to be frustrated. Such as speculation that I have a victim mindset, based on inadequate facts - that's a trite copout - just what the entities thrive on. In fact, anyone with "victim mentalities" (and I'm not disputing such people exist) probably wouldn't bother to intensely try to resolve their issues. They usually lie down & give up very easily.

But I refuse to allow them to feed, so I'm keeping myself on a more or less even keel. I'm experienced at that, and I'm busy anyway, since I'm expecting delivery of a heavy appliance tomorrow, and I need to prepare for it. Later, as time allows, I may continue to browse here, and see if I can relate to anyone, or if anyone is equipped to respond to my needs.

Analogous to a WTC burn-victim who is physically healed by someone, whilst some other well-meaning person is only equipped to speculate to the burn-victim that Satan is behind 9/11. All well and good, but without the practical help, the victim remains dysfunctional.

Alright, well, I'll bite.   Since you're requesting feedback.   I try to only give feedback when asked.   And due to my nature, it tends to be blunt, and to the point.  So, fasten your seat belt.   You want feedback on your issues, well, here goes. 

Nobody here is saying that they aren't "victims" in the world.   Because sure, definately, there are.    But I think what Montalk was talking about was a victim *mentality*.   Big difference.   In fact, you can be a victim of something -- but yet, not harbor a *victim mentality.*  A person with a victim *mentality* has a "Oh, woe is me!" attitude.   There's always something wrong, something to complain about, something to mope mope mope about.   They're always having bad luck, they're always "under attack", they're always sick, things are always breaking and going wrong, everybody is always screwing them over, the world is out to get them, there's always another problem under every rock and around every corner.  It never ends.   And the worst part?   They seem to revel in it!   They seem to actually like it.   Problems and complaining become who they are.   They couldn't change even if you paid them money to.   Sure, they'll tell you that they DON'T enjoy it, "Oh, you think I actually like always being under attack??  Always sick??  Always having things breaking and going wrong?!?"   But the fact is, this stuff gravitates to them like a moth to a flame.    Why is that, you have to wonder?   Because they draw it in.   It's called your FRV, the frequency at which you resonate.   The second you up your frequency and sincerely don't want this stuff in your reality anymore and put your foot down and demand it to stop....it will.   Trust me.    I don't have half the problems that people around me have, even though I exist in the same realm they do.   It's because we have different FRV's.   I attract in different experiences then they do.......more positive ones.

So yes, BIG difference to being a victim of something -- such as the WTC victims which you pointed out -- versus having a vctim *mentality*.   

See, there it is......the victim mentality again.   "They're probably having a ball at my frustration..."   Woe is me.   See?   It's subtle, yet, there it is.

I don't even know where to begin with all this.   But in a nutshell.........a)  You put out a request to have everybody else answer questions for you and help you with stuff,  then b)  whine and complain and point the finger at everybody else when answers don't come.  It's not our fault that we can't explain why toddlers run in the other direction whenever you're around.    And you should never guilt trip people because they can't provide you with the answers you seek.   That's manipulative, and it's whiny.

Suffering.........there you go again.   Woe is me, mope mope mope, victim mentality..........Low FRV.    "would be a big weight off of me."   Guilt tripping again.   "Help me, give me all the answers, and you'll be the one personally responsible for making my suffering go away."

Sorry, but the only one who can alleviate your suffering is you.   

Negative pessimism, cynicism, and again, victim mentality.   Woe is me, I'm frustrated.   It's like, you can't just state what the facts are without throwing in that guilt tripping, manipulative, victim mentality twist.   A non-victim mentality way to word this would be, "I don't seem to be finding the answers I'm looking for."   Period.   That whole other part of the sentence should be removed.    Even better, say "I don't seem to be finding the answers I'm looking for.....yet."   That's optimism.   That's keeping your options open, and being hopeful, which automatically raises your FRV and gives reality the permission it needs to send the good stuff your way.   

Sorry, but no matter how much you try to claim you don't have a victim mindset, your posts say otherwise.   Your posts are mopey, pessimistic, and use manipulative guilt tripping woe-is-me tactics.   It's not a matter of *claiming* to resolve your issues........it's doing it.   Just DO it.   Don't talk about it.   Do it, and raise your FRV.   Do it, and switch from negative, closed door pessimism to optimism.    You can tell everybody til your blue in the fact that you *want* change, but until you change your frequency on the inside, and actually intend for things to go your way then nothing will change. 

You say you're refusing to allow them to feed, yet earlier you said they're probably having a field day from all your frustration and suffering.    Contradiction.  And *may* continue to browse here sounds like your saying that you're gracing us with your presence -- pretty snooty.   To see if *anyone is equipped to respond* to your *needs* -- Again, not only snooty, but placing your burdons on everybody else to resolve.   

More snootiness with the eye rolling.   You do that a lot, using eye rolls and sighs while writing in a snooty, bored and apathetic tone.    And there we have it again........the words victim, and now dysfunctional, practically back to back.

If you want to understand why you have the reality you have, and why people around you respond to you the way you do, then you need to do some serious soul searching.   Start by reading your posts and seeing what the rest of us out here are seeing.   It's all right there, plain as day.