Topic: A Reading with David Wilcock - 15 March 2004
The following is from a reading with David Wilcock (15 March 2004). You may find several parts of it "unbelievable". I can fully understand that. I recommend a skeptical and open mind. If you wish, you can think of it as science fiction. At any rate, I hope you find it interesting, and possibly even helpful.
Also, this post is likely longer than most that you are used to. So only read it if you feel like it! Here goes:
I am Ra. We greet you in the love and in the light of the one infinite creator. We decided upon this meeting long in advance and thus it is a fulfillment of a prophecy that your subconscious was aware of. This is a unique opportunity for the awakening process to continue at a critical juncture in your evolution.
For those who see things differently, there are many diversions from the integrity of seeking. Each experience carries with itself a notable similarity to the memory of who you once were. What we mean is that your experiences in this life are often word for word dictations of what life has been like before in other lifetimes. Bear in mind that this is not seen as a negative thing, rather it is composed of the elements, the very stuff, of third density life.
It is quite difficult to make a decision for one who has sojourned upon the Earth so many times before, albeit differently in forms of outer expression from one lifetime to another. The grain of experience has seen famine, pestilence, droughts and floods, economic highs and economic collapses. Through it all, the integrity of seeking has remained a constant. What you seek is the wisdom and the love of the ancients- those who have gone before and paved the way for reconciliation of the desires of past, present, and future into a state of true self realization and awakening in the now.
This process is one of internal seeking. The outer modalities of expression often involve areas of difficulty, discontent, and dismay. It seems that there are holocausts on every corner in this world. No matter where you look, you can see that which is failing to improve, failing to grow, failing to evolve.
For a wanderer, such as yourself, it is quite likely to have a desire to seek for the betterment of all humankind through what you can do within the system itself to aid and heal these holocausts, to aid heal the system and in so doing to transform it. This is certainly a valid and honorable position and one that you are not faulted for, nor anyone else.
There is a quality to the instreaming energy in which service can be rendered without taking the form of the more measurable constants that have defined planetary service in the past. As was said in the Law of One series, if even one entity is reached then that entity reaches all as the oneness is contained within each soul. We are indeed not concerned with numbers, quick growth, or sudden changes. And the one person most important to be reached is, of course, yourself.
To approach this throne of the divine in preparation to sign your name upon it in the conclusion of your quest for meaning in third density is to approach the question of how your evolution necessitated making sacrifices at various times. Spiritual growth requires the most difficult decisions, the most heartbreaking dilemmas which must be resolved inside. Spiritual growth is a process of stepping into greater love, wisdom, joy, and happiness. And there are many layers that must be passed through to reach this point.
It is the journey of the hero, from separation through initiation into illumination and then the return from the realm of illumination to take what has been gained and in so doing to transform the world. The path of the hero’s journey is one that currently faces you now. There are those opportunities to fail to proceed and no matter what choice is made, there will be a perception of failure based on the current configuration of your mind.
This is an important point as it shows the contrast that exists in the tapestry of experience. Regardless of which decision is made, there will be consequences. There will be opportunities to judge yourself unfairly and harshly. The searchlight or beacon can indeed draw you towards the land when you are cast adrift in the raging waters of the sea. That lighthouse can provide an orientation, a focal point. A point to allow you to vector in on a new set of coordinates.
It is no accident that in the last three weeks so much new material has come your way, that in the last few years so many changes have occurred. This is the burden of enlightenment. It is a burden in the sense that a truly transformed being is one that is capable of transforming the world. Those who transform the world are not infected with the disease of fear. They have learned that sometimes radical decisions must be made in order to progress forward. The talents that you have make you indeed uniquely qualified to participate in a more direct role of service to this planet and its awakening process.
There are no wrong decisions. There are no mistakes. Currently your mind is configured as if there would be mistakes or failures. This too is made of the stuff of third density illusion. Now and then shards of light pierce through this veil and you catch a glimpse of the beyond. Nonetheless, it seems well outside the grasp of anything you could attain in this life. It is in the realm of the unbelievable. When someone says unbelievable they do mean what they say. It is outside of their perception. They are seeing something but at the same time they have not fully allowed it to be real.
In this case, there is a discomfort created by awakening. A discomfort in seeing the contrast between the desires and goals that are very much real in your mind from your family structure and from the social structure- the desires and goals that are in your mind as a result of the penetration of this veil, the letting in of a light of a new understanding.
The wheel of fortune continues to turn. Choices may be made in either direction. At all times, you are being divinely guided. Your perceptions are being enhanced by your own freewill decision to seek ever more devotedly the path of what could be considered most righteous.
Rest assured that there is great validity in that which you have seen as unbelievable. Rest assured that this new world is coming into focus even now. The energies of fourth density are transforming the vibratory frequency of DNA. Many paranormal experiences become available to the awakening soul as this expansion continues. Many areas of resistance will emerge.
You see, there is a dichotomy in the sense that you desire community, you desire greater fellowship with other selves who are thinking the same way, yet at the same time, you wish to honor obligations to the tribe, to the culture, to the family unit, even to God. We can help you to understand that a very important factor in the subconscious mind for an entity feeling obligation is that it is believed that the obligation is the will of God. This is why obligation is so effective in controlling others.
Tribal consciousness has as its fundamental root, the impeccability of the discernment of those who would be leaders. The whole system is breaking down. Honor has no meaning in this American culture as those who should have the greatest position of honor, those who should be saluted when they enter into the room, are doing nothing but taking the easiest path for the enrichment of their own well-being, to the detriment of others.
The will of the parents often becomes the will of God in the subconscious, for God is an intangible entity, a philosophical construct, layered in with all sorts of beliefs. But when one is actually dealing with the physical world, with that which one interacts with, God is that which is seen and felt and heard and understood.
The divine presence truly is the oneness, and the oneness is all there is. So those closest to you will subconsciously be identified with the divine creator. It helps you to resolve this dilemma when you realize that on a very deep, pre-verbal, pre-conscious level, you feel that you are defying God itself to go in a direction other than that which the tribe would suggest.
Again, this is the process of individuation, of truly coming into a sense of your own selfhood. We do not deny the importance and value of honor. In fact, this point is one which the entity David has been particularly aware of lately, as of the time of this working.
The question is whether the unbelievable can be branched off from, through free will, into that which is believable. If you knock, the door will be opened. If you seek passionately, answers will be given. What seems like a mist of darkness and fog can be lifted by the desire to move forward, to ask the questions, to go to the stillness, and to wait to receive the answers.
The Law of One teaches that those around you are your mirrors. They are the projected embodiments of aspects of your own psyche. Those closest to you are the most accurate mirrors of the unresolved issues in the subconscious. You see how this move towards greater community, towards greater affiliation with other selves of like mind, represents how your individuating consciousness is seeking to find a greater mirror that more accurately represents where it has shifted to.
The mirror that you see now around you, those in your experience, is becoming increasingly tarnished, lacking in integrity and the virtues that you are choosing to adopt. This does not make it bad. It means, however, that you are now seeing exaggerated versions of issues that were in your subconscious which are being worked out. The struggle in your external environment, therefore, is indeed a reflection of the struggle inside. It is the struggle of whether to work with what has been familiar and comfortable, or to go in the direction of the new, the unexplored, perhaps even dangerous. To move directly into the fear, rather than to continue to allow it to exist on the periphery with the hope that by simply not looking at it, it will drift away.
Fear is indeed the greatest limiter of human endeavor. It has held many people back from their potential. It need not do this for you. The entity David was accurate in stating that whatever choice you make is acceptable. And it will be a choice with honor and integrity when you can be certain, or at least relatively certain, that the choice was made of your own discernment, to be true to yourself, to be true to the highest vision of who you see yourself to be.
You have received a lot of new information about yourself. You have seen yourself as a wanderer who volunteered to aid in the assistance and the evolution of this planet. This is not an easy thing to accomplish. The wanderer’s path ultimately is a vibrational one and requires no real outer work.
The path centers with yourself, with the forgiveness of self, the acceptance of self, and then the direction and will to positive and creative action. Self understanding is a crucial component of this as you must understand what is present before you can fully forgive and accept it.
To understand yourself is to commit to finding answers to the questions that are welling up in your mind. If you having a passion to know, to seek, to understand, allow yourself a grace period, if you wish, to resolve those questions. This is honoring yourself, and honoring the heritage that you are coming from.
This awakening can be very difficult, like being beaten with reeds, the reeds themselves not being thick, but the cumulative sting causing a great welling up of sorrow in the mind. There is the feeling that life will never truly be resolved on Earth, that it will never truly be what you want, and thus you constantly have to “settle for“ levels of disharmony and discontent. There are certain compromises that are inevitable.
But this process of ascension is not about a cosmic lightswitch that a disembodied spirit flips at a certain moment in time such as December 21, 2012. It is a process of continuing unfoldment. It is a process of reaching deep within yourself and making those changes inside that quite literally do fulfill the prophecy of a new world- a new heaven, a new earth. A world that is indeed one hundred times more harmonious. A world where you do indeed step into the divine abilities that are your endowment, which now lie in dormant potentiality.
The criss-crosses that have been drawn on the chalkboard of life appear to indicate all the X’s, all the areas that you can’t go, all the areas of resistance. It is for this very reason that this process of awakening is uncomfortable as it seems that every new stage of information that you gather is a contradiction. And in sharing with others, attempting to share this joy and excitement that you feel, only further contradictions are met as those others are less than enthusiastic. This too is a stage. It is a stage telling you how you are wishing to expand the mirror, to expand the focus to see something new. We believe this is possible. We believe that you can indeed see that you are the light, you are the love, you are the one infinite creator, now and forever.
We have great faith in your guidance and in your ability to make a decision that is expedient for your own soul’s evolution. We thank you for seeking this contact, and are available for further consultations, if you wish. Peace be with you in the light of everlasting love. Adonai and Amen.
