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Lyra,

Some years back Ark over at Cassiopeans contacted me about a line of research he and Laura were pursuing regarding entire towns or geographical locations becoming holographic projections.  They had been receiving some reports from people in different places in the world, mostly energy sensitives like me, I think, who had been talking about weird changes going on in places. I had made a post at a forum somewhere about Princeton, New Jersey suddenly turning into a "fake" place in the late 90's, and he contacted me about it to explain my perceptions further. I did but didn't ever hear any more from him and never found out about how their research on this progressed. Maybe you guys know?

Anyway, to describe what I'm talking about, I lived in Princeton right in the center of town from 1993 to 1999. Then I moved to the outskirts of town for a year or so, while keeping my apartment in town, and my partner and I finally left the area completely right after 9/11.

Initially, I was drawn to the area for its lively intellectual and artistic energy, presence of bookstores, coffeestores, and "higher life forms."  smile  University towns can be a lot of fun, especially when the university is a town's main industry and the college isn't just buried within a city somewhere. Lots of great artistic events, conferences, etc. in the area. I lived right on a ley line at the conjunction of four buildings - the university library was on one corner, a church on another, a movie theater on another, and Princeton's psychology building was on the other.  Energetically it was a good place for me, and I had been doing a bunch of manifesting work before I moved there, setting the intention to find an apartment in the $300-$400 range (not realizing that that was a "ludicrous" intention, since the place was so expensive to live in. You pay about $1500 for a decent one person apartment these days, and it was about $800 or so back then.)

Sure enough, right when my lease on my other place in Pennsylvania was out, I found this cool attic apartment in an old Victorian for $350 a month.  So I became a "townie" - somebody who walked to her bank, post office, grocery store, you name it.

So I walked the "beat" of Princeton every day for six or seven years.  I knew every homeless person by name.  I watched a lot of weird stuff going on, which seemed to be related to group programming/stalking stuff, where suddenly the usual homeless people weren't the ones standing around, and there were these people who didn't seem REAL spouting weird, highly specific things that completely related to what was going on with me at the time.

So if I had JUST been trying to make a decision about a writing project, say, writing a book about a particular subject, I'd walk by a weird looking guy who wasn't one of the recognized characters from town life and he'd suddenly mutter, "Don't write the book. Don't write the book," as I walked by, staring at me with a dead, robotic and programmed look.

This kind of crap happened for a two or three year period pretty regularly after I was dealing with the aftereffects of my negative run in with the Stargate CIA remote viewer and his henchman.  I think I was on a "list" for a while for some pretty intense level stalking, and since I had to walk everywhere to do things like go to the post office, bank, etc., I was an easy target.

But after a while that stuff stopped happening, and the homeless people I knew from before suddenly came back, and my buddy Louie with the sweet smile who told me every day that I looked pretty was there at his usual post on the corner, and Charlie, the funky fellow with the gambling habit, would be around doing odd jobs on the street, sweeping up in front of the restaurants, trying to make a little extra cash as usual.  I'd buy him pizza sometimes.  These were the guys I knew as locals, who were just suddenly BACK after a period when they weren't around and they had been replaced by these weird programmed stalker types of people.

But the main thing I wanted to describe was what happened just after this. In about 1998/1999 I noticed that the town didn't feel.....REAL....anymore.  One minute, it had chi. There was real life force there, and it boosted and sustained me.  The next minute, it was dead.  Everything suddenly seemed "fake" as I looked around, and even the trees suddenly didn't have auras in town.  The people I saw walking around switched back to programmed looking "people" again, and the townies I knew were gone again.  And these "people" behaved very differently. They were aggressive, dead-looking, mean, and had no auras.

Several of them tried to run me over. Funny thing was, they were always women who looked like busy soccer moms on the surface, driving SUVs., the type who are usually running their kids around to eighteen different activities and rushing around everywhere. Only, if I looked closely, there were no kids in the car, and sometimes the SUV's had no license plates or had government license plates. 

The SUV's would be coming out of a local town parking lot as I was walking by the exit area, and I would exchange eye contact with the "moms," they would wave me on to walk in front of the van (since you're supposed to yield to pedestrians, right?") and then, I kid you not, they would SLAM ON THE ACCELERATOR just as I walked in front of the van.  The first time it happened, I went up on top of the hood (that one wasn't an SUV, it was a wagon.)  I wasn't hurt.  The next time I could step slightly out of time and see what she was about to do, and even though the woman waved me on to walk in front of her, I faked her out, pretending I was going to walk in the intersection, but stepping out of the way of the car at the last minute.  Sure enough, she tried to run me over.  By the time this happened the 3rd time, with yet a different car and "mom," I knew something was seriously up. And these women never rolled down their windows, apologized, etc. They just sped off.

I learned to detest soccer moms during this period. smile  But I did know that these weren't real "people" somehow. Either they were robots or they were programmed types.

None of these women had any chi or aura, either. I remember because one of the women did have her window rolled down when she did this, although she didn't speak to me or apologize for nearly running me over, and I looked at her arm and her blouse and her face, and she seemed like a zombie.  A real one. Walking dead. That's when I began to think seriously that maybe somebody has a way to reanimate dead bodies, because that's what she felt like on an energetic level. Like the original soul in that body was long gone.

Okay, so there was this overall creepy sensation going on that I first noticed in 1998 and tried to pretend it wasn't happening, but by late in 1998/1999 I was spending most of my time at my boyfriend's apartment out of town, I just couldn't bear to physically BE in town anymore.

During this same time period when town seemed .....fake.....like a holographic projection......there were serious "wizard wars" going on in town.  A psychic friend of mine got possessed by ET's and nearly killed my honey when she spontaneously offered to do some energy work on him and filled him with all manner of psychic poison. Negative entities were making a serious bid for the loyalty of all of the local healers and psychics, and most of these folks were clueless about this battle going on.  I was fighting the critters off in dreamspace and in the occasional manifestation inside my house.  But people like my friend found themselves drawn into situations where they were suddenly worshipping ET's and allowing negative entities to possess them.  Even the person I used to share office space went over to the dark because he didn't even know a fight was going on, and he offered no resistance when this weird woman suddenly imposed herself on his business and took things over, and she was a negative sorceror type with bad energy.

The ONLY shamanic warriors who lived in the area....well, interestingly enough, we all left town around the same period, within a few months' time.  And each one of us had thought we'd live out the rest of our days in Princeton because it had been a good place for us for such a long time.  So suddenly, all the people who could read energy and sense this weird shift that was going on were out of there. 

We compared notes in our new homes and locations, and all of us agreed that Prinecton wasn't REAL anymore.  Lack of chi from trees and people, lack of energy, people just blandly going around with a weird zombie hatred and violence percolating in their energy fields. 

Also during this period, all of the cool merchants I'd been going to every day for years - the pizza guys who ran small family businesses, the deli guy, the greek place -- all closed up their shops and were replaced by larger commercial companies. Now, the landlords had raised their rents, so that was part of it. But it was a mass exodus of all "real" people from the area, both in a business sense and an individual person sense.

When we moved to our current location I thought I'd be making regular trips back to Princeton, since it was my center of operations for so long.  Not so. I've been back barely a handful of times in the five years since we've been out of there.  Every time I go back, the energies I remember fondly from the past just aren't there in any form.

So, in conclusion,  I think Princeton is no longer real anymore.  I mean it.  It's the strangest thing I've ever witnessed, an entire town seemingly replaced with a holographic projection or something. And the other shamanic types who left the area when we did agree with me.  This is different from the place being flooded with negative energy from cell towers, etc.  That's not what I'm talking about. I'm talking about a complete lack of life force even in the trees.  How can a tree be standing there and still be a tree without a life force?  And why are the people there "dead" energetically?  Those who do like going there tend to carry large amounts of life force within a bubble and seem to be able to use this like a personal oxygen tank, going there for short periods to have dinner with friends or whatever and using their own chi to keep them going. But I find that all of the "cool" people, if they are forced to spend any length of time there, get icked out.  Like it's a true dead zone. Energetically I wonder if it's like Lebanon after the recent missile attacks there - because it feels like a battle zone after the place has been fried to pieces and there's not a single piece of chi left anymore. 

How did this happen? Why did this happen?  I dunno. 

I'm just happy we don't live there anymore.

I also don't know how far the holographic projection extends....whether it's local or spreads to other neighboring towns. I do know that that dead feeling seems to continue southwards of town to the next neighboring little town and also northwards up one small town. After that it's some distance to the next towns, and those "borderland" places have kind of a half on, half off feeling. There's still some chi there, but not as much as there was ten years ago.

So when the insider asks about "Are we really living on the planet we think we are?"  I'd have to say this thing of certain towns not being REAL anymore might play into that. I think Princeton has been "offline" for some years now. So what happened to it?  Where did it go? If it's gone, how does a holographic projection, complete with local townspeople, continue to sustain itself without more people noticing?  Do the powers that be have some way to add in some "SIMS" to make it look like there are still normal people going around?  Because I have to say the folks there seem to be SIMS, simulations inserted from somewhere. Too weird!

LipstickMystic aka Jennifer

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Re: "Revelations of the Insider" - revisited

Sometimes I think/feel we're sort of eXisteNz characters here in 3D. We already talked about the movie, remember all the characters was temporary game characters. So J.J.Leigh's character could easily kill & manipulate others - even have fun while J.Law's character watches events horrified.

Probably "characters" like Insider has this knowledge, to what degree we're inside the game and to which point we can be manipulated to. Or maybe just as J.J.Leigh in the movie, they may even write/program some stages of the game.

But there is a danger for them. If we realize what's going on and get the bioport/virtual reality helmet/whatever-we-have (which is symbolised by The Fall imho) out of our system, they will have problems. No, we will not kill or hurt them as vengeance, we'll just say, "oh, so this is the situation? well, byeee". Then they'll lose - whatever what? Loosh maybe?

We maybe multidimensional beings with extended abilities, but it's all worthless if we don't know our-real-selves. And that was one thing that Insider was repeating permenantly.


Edit: Haha, Lipstick Mystic wrote an example of a game platform just before me! big_smile

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Re: "Revelations of the Insider" - revisited

Hmmmmm.  I was thinking this morning, riding the bus, trying to figure out how I'm going to get by in the world financially, and I came to the conclusion that just because I stopped doing what I didn't enjoy, I found myself without any cash.  Free world?  Not even close!

Then (I can't believe this really) on the same bus route there was a building that was built on a mountain peak looking over a neighborhood, and what other logo does it have, but the masonic G!  I was surprised, and really have no idea what that logo is doing in this town??

So I started to think about the world and reality the whole way back.

I think in the Insider dialogue, someone said something about light being envelopped in matter, just like our consciouness may be encased in our bodies.  Our bodies lets us experience the 3D realm, all the while we still have the connection to the One.  So the more I think about it, maybe this is a 'holographic' universe AND we are playing a game/dream/fantasy etc.  If we look at those multiple reality, the world-isn't-as-it-seems movies like, The Thirteeth Floor, The Matrix, eXistenZ and Dark City, where in each case people we're in a created environment where the "rules" of the game we're made, but could also be broken (bent.. etc).  So more and more with the experience of manifestations and energy 'feelings' to say the least.. this is what it;s looking like, a Virtual Reality. *minor spoilers* In the Thirteeth floor the reality that was supposed to be "real" turned out to be a computer program, in eXistenZ the "players" didn't even know what was "real" anymore.  In dark city you have some guy writting circles on the wall saying it is all an ILLUSION.  And in the Matrix, well "He is the One" LoL. So yup, maybe its a big holographic, virutal reality simulation built to keep our consciouness from returning to the All, so that we can work like slaves from whoever is trying to control the world.  But that still doesn't answer the question about the whole Universe...

If insider asked that question, then why is Earth differnt from other inhabitable planets?  I've read and heard about the supposed "quarantine", but I don't know too much about that.

On another note, I watched a Jordan Maxwell documentry earlier this summer about the symbolism in birth.  First off, like Insider stated, we come in crying most of the time.  The second thing is we need a "proof of birth" with a birth certificate... you know, all the while I thought me being alive was proof enough.  Then as we grow, instead of being free of "stuff" (liberated) the whole game is backwards, where having lots of "stuff" (which at the same time blocks out the One!) is what our society drives at.  More. More. More.  Busy. Busy. Busy.  And then once you finallllllllllllllllllly retire, ya die.

Fun game right?

I'll admit!  I've had awesome, speechless experiences - when I've completely forgotten about "the game" and thats what I'm striving to do all the time.  That is what the game is really about, in my opinion.  Creation!  Thats the thing with games too, as our skill level goes up, you move up the acts, until finally you reach the boss, and through all the trials of the previous stages, you're stronger and wiser and then you take down the boss.

And to note what the insider said about how there are millions of anti-christs on the world right now, meaning "us", makes sense.  Okay, part of our shadow selves may be conditioning?  But we still created them (or let them into our being).  So it's up to us to look at our creation and accept it as part of ourselves - and begin to transmutate it.

Lyra, I read the article you wrote about "war games" and it reminded me of a book I read as a kid.  It's actually a Chritopher Pike book of all the authors. LoL.  So anyways, its about a guy (Mark) who meets this older couple(Kara and Vincent).  Mark is a video game designer and it turns out that Vincent is too.  So one day Vincent shows his game to Mark, and its a nuclear war game.  There are too sides (The Us and Russia) and both have control of one nuclear space station, along with several nukes on the ground.  The game was very realistic with nuclear fallouts and radiation.  So Mark ended up playing the game quite a bit, but it was SO realistic that he couldn't find a way to beat russia without destroying the entire planet to nuclear fallout.  The best he could do was stay alive in the space station while the planet was on fire.  But even when he reached that point it wasn't the end of the game (white lights appeared in the sky turning out to be aliens that sent the survivors back in time so Vincent turned out to be Mark's future self wink lol but thats off topic). 

Anyways, at the end of the book, Mark starts up the game, which was called "DECISION" and... ah well, I'll just quote it wink

I restarted the game, finally understanding why Vincent had given it the name he had- "Decision." But what had he wanted me to decide I asked myself?  Colored indicators on the screen flashed on and off asking what weapon I wanted to fire first, what submarine or city I wanted to destroy.  They were keyed to the number pad: one through ten.  Then it hit me.  The answer had been obvious from the beginning  I pushed the numeral zero.  The space station vanished and was replaced by one word in big white letters: CONGRATULATIONS.
The only way to win the game was to not play

Gotta love those kids books. smile

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LipstickMystic......Thank you so much for posting that!   Seriosuly, I saw you online and I was hoping you'd have some insight into this subject.   My goal right now is to round up materials concerning people's reports of either fake feeling areas with no auras or energy, or where serious dimensional weirdness is occuring (ie, Portland Oregon, Princeton, etc.) and stories that people have regarding what seems to be holographic projections in the sky (or on the ground....the whole shebang.)   So I'd like to round up whatever I can find about it.

I wasn't aware of Laura and Ark researching the subject.......but I did get a chance to ask the C's directly for insight into holographic projections.  Surprisingly, they claimed in a rather befuddled sounding way, that holographic projections are rare and not really something that's happening here.  hmm   That response didn't sit well with me, because even back then I felt that this indeed is something that could be happening here.   I'm curious LM when you were contacted by them regarding this line of research?  I asked that question in Sept. 2002, so I'm wondering if it was before or after that.  If after, then I'm wondering what may have happened to convince them that this is indeed happening, despite what the C's were claiming.  And I'm wondering why the C's would have claimed that hologrpahic projections/fake reality is a rare phenomenon, playing it down.  hmm  Possibly the C's communications had "distortion" by that point in the game...?   We'll never know, and can only guess. 

Unfortunately though I don't have "the sight," but I'll take other people's word for it if they report that they've been to places that no longer emit life force energy.  I've been to places that certainly felt wacky, no doubt, and seen some weird things in this world, which is why it's easy for me to believe.  I wish though that more people were talking about this.  Even many of the people who are supposedly into "alternative research" and "conspiracy" subjects amazingly clam up the second topics like this come up.  The room goes silent.  People shrug and look at each other, like, "I dunno dude. That's too weird for me."  Then everybody goes back to philosophical round and round discussions where they can feel safe, or surface layer political distraction conspiracy, avoiding the subjects that cut to the heart of what's really happening in this reality.  wink  It's too bad.  This is the stuff we really should be looking at.

Anyway, thanks again for your stories and feedback LipstickMystic.  I'm going to copy and paste it for my research.  (and on a fun, non-related side note, I totally agree about how fun it is living in a college town where the University is the main employer and the focus of the entire city's attention - it does create a fun, artistic, funky and intellectual vibe.  smile  We live in Charlottesville, which has UVA, so what you said is very true...)


feritciva wrote:

But there is a danger for them. If we realize what's going on and get the bioport/virtual reality helmet/whatever-we-have (which is symbolised by The Fall imho) out of our system, they will have problems. No, we will not kill or hurt them as vengeance, we'll just say, "oh, so this is the situation? well, byeee". Then they'll lose - whatever what? Loosh maybe?

Bingo!   That's a big part of it I think, and what I was connecting to in my other thread called "Anger Management."  The idea of gaining better - if not complete- control and awareness over our own happenings, no longer acting like somebody else's puppet or a manipulated chess piece, and no longer feeding the feeders.   Slipping through the cracks.  Disappearing before their very eyes.  wink   


feritciva wrote:

We maybe multidimensional beings with extended abilities, but it's all worthless if we don't know our-real-selves. And that was one thing that Insider was repeating permenantly.

Very true!!

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Hi again,

I think - although I can't remember for sure - that Ark wrote to me asking about holographic projections and my experiences in Princeton in the fall 2002 or winter 2003. But I can't be 100% positive it wasn't the year before that.  It's possible, though, that they were inspired to get into that line of research or thinking after you asked the C's about it. Your very question may have created an opening where they became more open to considering the possibility (I'm speaking of the humans channeling the C's.)

I can speak from experience that sometimes as a "channel" or psychic you can be resistant to certain ideas that your ego doesn't want to deal with....so if you're having a bad day, you can unintentionally edit out information trying to come in from a higher level of reality, because you can't yet face "the truth."  So maybe Laura and the C's became more open to the idea after you asked that question, and after I and others sent info to Ark?  Don't know.

It is something that is very rarely discussed, that's for sure. You have to move in weird circles like me where you constantly compare reports with other energy sensitives.  When you have a group of tuned in people who have concensus about this, it adds a bit more "weight" to the possibility of it being true, I think.  So it's unusual for me in that I was at the center of an experience like this and could compare notes with a bunch of other healer/intuitive types, all of whom felt a strongly repulsion regarding Princeton and were pretty much "pooped out" of the the place around the same time!  smile  And that was weird, because as I said, all of us planned on staying there permanently until this indescrible energy shift thingie took place.

(Side note - the universe really supported all of our moves, too.  Like my one shaman friend who never even dreamed of trying to buy a house because he couldn't afford it found the perfect place at the perfect price.....and my honey and I, who were coming out of years of single apartment living, found a gorgeous house to rent on a paradise type piece of property, and this place was never advertised in the newspaper, they always rented through word of mouth, but the landlady just HAPPENED to decided to run an ad for ONE WEEK.....that kind of thing. So although we all left Princeton rapidly, we ended up in very GOOD realities. So that's cool.)

I think another factor that may have put Princeton in danger is that there has always been a lot of aristrocratic, blue blood, Illuminati type energy there....and a lot of negative reps I met there.....and it's also an overly intellectual place that lacks heart energy. Even at its best, I noticed that about the place.  Maybe places like that are more endangered because the people living there don't notice when there's negative energy coming around because they're not in their emotional bodies very much.  The intellect can "justify" a lot of weird sensations, spending all of its time trying to explain away something odd or uncomfortable or anomalous....whereas if you're listening to messages from your emotional body, it has a very clear sense of "Danger, danger Will Robinson!" that is unmistakable.  If you're not listening to your emotional body, you can miss out on a lot of the psychic background noise that happens.

I remember reading once that the Princeton area has one of the highest concentrations of wealth IN THE WORLD.  Like, after Monaco and a few other places, it was about fourth on the list.  So who knows how many deeply embedded, satanic aristocrats are there! smile 

(I use that phrase because last year we were vacationing up in the Adirondacks and driving around and checking out different lake towns. One place had the nastiest energy to it. Later on we tuned in about it, trying to dissect what we had perceived, and I received the following explicit sentence from my guidance "Deeply embedded satanic families."  And they gave more details about the families who'd been living near that particular lake for generations and the terrible blood sacrifice rituals they regularly did in the woods......which made sense, because we took a wrong turn somewhere and ended up in this suddenly VERY remote wooded area near there and I could feel all the deaths in the air.  Not just ghosts. People whose souls had been perverted and captured and brutalized in the moments after death, key energy signature of satanic ritual.)

Anyhoo.....still don't have all the answers about holographic towns, but it's sure up there on the scale of weirdness.

Oh, one possibility I do want to mention is this....there is a famous particle accelerator at the plasma physics lab just on the edge of Princeton where they're always doing quantum physics type experiments....and I remember a point many years back where I was given info from my guidance about how when you mess around with matter at that quantum level that a lot of Luciferian/antimatter gateways can open up energetically...and that this was the same thing going on in the last days of Atlantis.....so it's possible that the presence of something like that happening in the neighborhood over a course of years contributed to the energy decay or lack of chi in the area.

But there's still something OTHER........like a true holographic overlay.  That's it. I think Ark was using the term holographic overlay, like a fabric of energy that had been stitched onto or grafted onto something else.  Another way of describing it.

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Lipstick Mystic,
I know the area you are talking about. I lived near Lake George in upstate NY for a while. The town of Putnam is one of those areas and near Schroon Lake too. Nobody I knew really liked going north of L George area...there was talk of a town of inbred people and all kinds of nasty stuff. My  family lives in  western NY ( Im in virginia) and I can tell you there are a lot towns that are bereft of energy shall we say. Also, there are a lot in Pennsylvania off Rt 15 that seem lifeless, near Harrisburg and Williamsport. There is a spot near a town  Mansfield that I got hit with this energy of EXTREME anxiety and fear. Im not sure what that was all about, but it took me about an hour to get over it. It was awful. So..yeah, somethings going on.

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treehugger wrote:

My  family lives in  western NY ( Im in virginia) and I can tell you there are a lot towns that are bereft of energy shall we say.

Try Batavia, Rochester, LeRoy - any town ravaged by almost two centuries of colonialism and Native American genocide or an imbedded masonic history, especially revolving around William Morgan.

But people, we're talking Insider! (pulls the lever on the Insider quote-o-matic)

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Q:
Are ther any wholesale events on the horizon that will translate into a quantum leap in mass consciousness and/or
redefine life and the way it is lived?


A:
No, not like that. As mentioned a few times it is on a personal level, meaning you getting selfconscious yourself through the tools available to you, I have described some as far as I am allowed to.
There may be an event which would alter the way civilisation is perceived now (it happened before many times)
but that will have nothing to do with what you mentioned.
Your duty towards the One and yourself still stays the same, no matter what happens.

Do not waste energy waiting for events, being generic and inanimate, your stay will only be extended.

I might add this which may sound contrary to what I said but read carefully:
When masses are made to believe something negative, they may create what they did not want, which is how for
instance the "NWO" like you people name it, works.
You are believing it is taking shape, so it will take shape and theorists are major players in helping this taking
shape by bombarding you with "facts" that it is taking shape.
Claiming you are giving in power everyday, and they control you more...while in reality you are in full control.
So the people who are "waking up" to it are the ones who are creating it.
Visualization also works that way around.

But I repeat, even if these things would happen your duty towards the One and yourself still stays the same

Also, Lyra, I believe in your master pendulum dowsing abilities. Keep it up! smile

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Funny you should mention that about Princeton.
The reasons should be obvious as to why...to indoctrinate and isolate the students in a controlled environment as well as discourage any one who might offer them options to connect with "real life". Probably as the best method of extending control over these "future leaders" and insuring their obedience. 
The control is possible because of what Jennifer mentioned, a very great wealth index... and money is power. The true power behind Bush and co. would have it's fingers firmly on the dials there.
And the period mentioned (turn of century) all the activity was in, seemed to be when the greatest amount of pressure was on to shift various free standing outlets and centers to their control and manipulation.
I did audio mixing jobs with a Princeton favorite sound reinforcement contractor two years in a row for the Princeton reunion classes, i think 2001 and 2002. The first year was fun but crazy, and i got paid pretty well. A LOT of money was spent on these parties and the second year, Princeton pulled in OVER A BILLION $ !!! from the alumni in contributions... The second year, the job was more difficult and more people had resigned from lousy conditions  and that put the pressure on who was left. i was pressed into service. I took the bus from NY and stayed overnight at the sound contractors family home and had bad sleep and the distinct impression of bugs crawling in the bed i slept in!
The place was a typical middle class family with a little rock and roll thrown in but pretty clean and obviously no physical parasites or bugs. Psychic bugs. It's a sign i have seen before.
I still hadn't gotten paid (over $1000.) for princeton yet when the same company hired me to "babysit"  the system at Richie Hawtin's (plastic man) birthday gig in a brooklyn gallery. Another clusterfreak.
The system went down  for about 40 minutes in the early a.m. and i had to reconfigure it. The manager of the venue complained to my boss it was my fault, not true...but anyway it was used as a pretext to NOT pay me for any of it, and rather than commute to NJ to take him to small claims i wrote it off.
Especially since i felt such bad vibes from the association. It really "got my goat" to work that hard and not get paid. Lesson learned. When you work for liars and manipulators, you get used as well.
I decided to see it as a pretext to never work for the guy again and walked away.
This all happened during a period when the "bad" spirits were pressing in and using me in various ways and this incident was one of several that helped me decide to finally leave the city in 2003 and find ways to shield myself from that influence and move on.

I have since learned to avoid influences which can be conduits for the feeders and saboteurs in the energy realm and finally am making some progress. But it has been over ten years of doing battle one way or another and finally can see some light at the of the tunnel.

I think it takes a sincere commitment to clarity of mind (daily work "on oneself") and perhaps a thorough-going willingness to look carefully for undermining subconscious motives at some point to find freedom and a greater energy to create a fulfilling life for oneself and everyone "good" that we come into contact with.

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Re: "Revelations of the Insider" - revisited

I figure if we live in a holographic universe then we never *were* on planet Earth because it would not be a real, live place.

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Re: "Revelations of the Insider" - revisited

lyra wrote:

My goal right now is to round up materials concerning people's reports of either fake feeling areas with no auras or energy, or where serious dimensional weirdness is occuring (ie, Portland Oregon, Princeton, etc.) and stories that people have regarding what seems to be holographic projections in the sky (or on the ground....the whole shebang.)   So I'd like to round up whatever I can find about it.

Round it up! This would be fascinating information to have.

I've been having big issues where I'm living right now (close to Stanford University out in Northern Cali) - no holographic projections or overt dimensional weirdness, but I've been getting a major Truman Show vibe. LM's description of her Princeton experience - lack of chi, no life energy - describes it perfectly (there's a lot of money out here too, but it's not old money.) I'm not experiencing anything bizarre or freaky, just that the energy in this area has flat-lined, and about three months ago, exactly, I became obsessed with the idea of moving, despite it making absolutely no sense for us to leave (we have to stay for another couple of years to finish stuff up.) Come to think of it, we're not too far from Stanford's particle accelerator. Hmmm? Anyway, I don't think we necessarily need to move that far away, I just want out of Silicon Valley. I cannot energetically "synch" up with this place. I've made a real effort to dig in and make worthwhile connections, but everybody I meet is experiencing this same energetic depletion. Yes, it's like this place is depleting me. It's energetically bankrupt.


Lyra, if you really do start compiling information on areas without auras or energy, I would be curious to know if you come across the names of towns, communities, small cities, etc. where there is good energy and strong chi. Does anybody on NR absolutely love where they are living??

I've been fixated on the in the idea of community building these past few months. I'm not exactly sure what "community building" entails, but it's an idea that came to me and won't let go. I've been discussing it with a few of my friends - like if we can't find the perfect place to live, let's create one of our own! Like I said, I have no idea how this would possibly work, but i'm very interested in learning about hot spots with good energy... where there are creative, progressive, ALIVE people who are focused on more than the typical lifeless bullshit.

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The SUV's would be coming out of a local town parking lot as I was walking by the exit area, and I would exchange eye contact with the "moms," they would wave me on to walk in front of the van (since you're supposed to yield to pedestrians, right?") and then, I kid you not, they would SLAM ON THE ACCELERATOR just as I walked in front of the van.  The first time it happened, I went up on top of the hood (that one wasn't an SUV, it was a wagon.)  I wasn't hurt.

Just a weird side note: Literally, about 30 secs before I clicked into NR to read the latest post on this thread, I was reading about some guy in an SUV who went on a rampage killing people in San Francisco today. Basically the story read exactly like LM's post yesterday about the SUV soccermom killers - this dude would wait for people to cross the street and then gun the SUV. One witness said: "He was absolutely indifferent, no fear, no expression.... like a zombie.'' I just thought it was a weird coincidence that I'd read this 30 seconds before reading LM's post.

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Re: "Revelations of the Insider" - revisited

For me we live in a “real" world.
The weather is crazy we have no doubt about that.

We live in a time of anomalies, from the weather to energy stuff and
not forgetting the human beings, or not much human...
Our solar system is inside a region of the space more charged not?
Plus “reality" border crossing?
All that + man and negs BAD current and past workings...
HAARP, Atlantis, Moon, Ahriman corruption...

The “Hell Tuti-Fruti"!

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Re: "Revelations of the Insider" - revisited

Pictus wrote:

The “Hell Tuti-Fruti"!

big_smile   I've always loved your whole "tuti fruit" thing, it's so cute.  I still go around in my every day life saying "It's a tuti fruti of mixed concepts!" (from one of your other past posts) whenever somebody is mixing up different ideas and getting stuff confused.  I think you really mean "mish mash" or "hodge podge" but yet, tuti-fruti just sounds so much better!   

Now, I can add "hell tuti fruti!" to my description of life in 3rd density!  big_smile

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Re: "Revelations of the Insider" - revisited

Heheheheheheh big_smile
Thanks!

Bullseye!!
I you got the best meaning for the “Hell Tuti-Fruti" thing.

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Re: "Revelations of the Insider" - revisited

My comment on Insiders question, "Are you really living on the planet you think you are?" Might refer to the fact that were are not "born" from this planet? Many people assume that we "came from the earth", either by evolution or God's hand (mainstream sources always only give two options). But in my view, Agent Smith of the Matrix had it right, humans are a virus.

We self replicate from our own genetic material, and THEN we consume the earth's resources until we die. So really it wouldn't matter WHAT planet we were on, we would serve the same function?

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Free_Your_Mind wrote:

But in my view, Agent Smith of the Matrix had it right, humans are a virus.

We self replicate from our own genetic material, and THEN we consume the earth's resources until we die. So really it wouldn't matter WHAT planet we were on, we would serve the same function?

Is that how humans really are? 

Or is that what the negative programming - instilled by demonic forces - would have you believe about your own race?

What about Native Americans?  Did they behave as a virus?  Or did they live in harmony with the land?

We already know the answer to that question, which means if we can find even one - major - example of how your statement is not true, then what about the entire Bigger Picture?

What's really going on with humanity "living as a virus" ?  Let me answer that for you.  Negative demonic forces have taken control of this planet and have put in place a society that causes us to live in disharmony with the planet.  People are not naturally that way.  But we've become that way because the demonic forces in control of the planet have created this situation.  Then they turn around and blame us for the very thing they created.  Gee, isn't that convenient.  wink    I just wrote about this on my website in fact, in the Thoughts section.  It's all about the Negs and Predators and demonic forces who have sabotaged and hijacked humanity, and then turned the tables on us to continually program us that WE'RE the f*cked up ones here.  We're the virus.  We're the problem.  We're the evil ones.  We suck. 

No.  We don't. 

Start paying attention to your negative programming designed to get you to hate yourself and hate your race.  If not "hate" then at least look down on humans and view humanity in a very negative light.

http://in2worlds.net/thoughts

....so I don't have to get into it all here.   It's the entry called "They Gave us their Minds."

Kids are born to parents who are already enslaved.  It's so hard in this society to pull oneself out of that.    It really is.  I'm SO not about the victim mentality but I know that it's hard.   Kids have everything stacked against them.   From toxic food, to vaccinations, fluorides, TV and media programming, and 13 years of programming hell called School.   They don't stand a chance, and by the time they're 18 years old, they're programmed and backed into a corner to pick up right where their parents left off.  In a "virus" society that leeches on the planet.   Humans are not responsible for the creation of this society.  The negs/demonic forces/Reptilians/whatever you choose to call them are.  It's not us.  It never was us. And if we were left to our own devises, and weren't shadowed/possesed, manipulated and programmed, we would be a very different people.  And that's not even counting the OP's, the reanimated people and the Masqueraders - those walking among us who look like humans on the outside but who are most definitely not.   If you eliminated them and left only the real, souled humans and left them to their NON-MANIPULATED devises, then yes, we would be a very different species and this would be a healthier planet.

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