Treehugger wrote:
"Okay, but now you are talking to a person with a genetic disease that has no cure. I inheirited it from my mother. So Im carrying my mother's family's karma in my genetic makeup?"
I'm sorry. I didn't want to judge so quickly.
In fact, karmic illnesses are a sensible subject because it varies according to each and every individual. We must not juge people and say: 'well, if he's sick, that's karma and we must leave him that way in order that he fully lives up his bad karma." This kind of thinking is sickening me. This is not what I consider a proper understanding of karma. A real understanding of karma would be: If my neighbour has debts (STS karma), I can give him money and thus take upon me some of his karma. If one was to say: "I cannot help him because that would change his bank account, you would think he is inconsistent. It's the same thing for karma: One can take upon himself the karma of another person and thus help him by relieving him of a part of his heavy karma. So people who say 'we must not interfere with other people karma' didn't get it, they don't understand the true MORAL nature of karma.
You have a genetic disease. It does not mean that you are taking up mom's karma. It means probably (though I can't be sure) that you incarnated in this particular family with this perticular genetic makeup in order to purge karma. If your family is involved in your suffering, then they must also be purging karma with you. Being sick is normal. It means you have a soul and that you can be 'saved'! Soulless people do not get sick. God has forgot them, because they did so much harm to others that they almost can't be saved, i.e. they are firmly locked into STS, and do not want to 'repent', i.e. turn to STO.
Wisdom is cristallized pain and suffering. If you live your difficulties within a STO state of mind, you are evolving very rapidly. Live it with a STS attitude, and you might spend your life looking to escape from suffering. People then get trapped into STS fedding STS life-sucking hierarchies.
Paying paramount attention to vitamins is a somewhat materialistic way of eating. Think more about the spiritual essence of your food. When Steiner was speaking about that (between 1900 and 1925 although his insights concern us and even the far away future), food waas as 'empty' as today. there was no question of biological agriculture. Still he was pushing forward biodynamic principles and methods, that give force vital force to food. Then food does not only "give enough vitamins and minerals", it enlivens our life-body and comes from a type of agriculture that permits collaboration between the agriculturist and elementals (nature spirits). This not only gives great food, filled with life-giving substance, it also ennobles the earth itself by establishing a "ridge" between agriculturists and elementals. The earth itself needs this collaboration. This is a part of the mission of mankind: spiritualize the earth. Manicheans put it this way: ennoble dark matter and release the spiritual sparks that are mesmerized and trapped in matter. Thus one does not fight evil, one shows fallen elemental beings the way into the light. This is the true manichean principle: transforming evil, or in a alchemycal-rosicrucian way "ennobling matter" (like in making manure, making dead substance a source of life and beauty).
I think the best attitude to have toward your genetic handicap, Treehugger, is to start a profound inquiry about your own karmic background. You may ask help from an angel. He will help you to gain strenght and courage to face the hard times, but only if you are truly willing to 'repent', i.e. to turn to STO wholeheartedly (not halfheartedly). Could you have contracted STS tendencies in a past life that you can recognize now as a bugging dark cloud that hovers over your head? Are there social encounters that make you feel that you may have karmic entanglements with someone in perticular? We all have big karmic entanglements with relatives and people we encounter "randomly" (there is no luck, the people we meat and encounter, we all met them in our precedent life, ALL OF THEM!)
One may find karma and reincarnation very depressing. In fact, if we understand it rightly, it becomes a very optimistic reality: karma means that you made up in a past life the environment and circumstancs you live in now. I gives you responsibillity of your actions and their consequences, it is not an attack from evil forces, although evil forces are used by "good" powers to make us evolve (because we become more human is crisis situations). But that means also, and here's the positive side of karma, that you can start right now to become a better person, help others, turn to STO, and thus create the circumdtances and conditions of your fufure life! This means you are in control of your future! Isn't that marvelous? Reincarnation is an opportunity top become better, not a damnation (althoug most of the time we become worse persons than we were in a past life, because the balance of STO/STS actions bends more often on the STS side...
But i warn everybody to be careful not to speculate ignorantly about karmic relationships, because false ideas about karma are REALLY harmful to spiritual development. We must get clear about our karmic relationships. We must avoid confusion. Worse than that is relying on an outer autority. So think for yourself. Karmic relationships are a deeply serious and complicated matter. So I urge everybody not tojudge too quickly someone who lives difficulties. It maybe karmic but sometimes STO candidates have a very hard time because angels made their destiny that way so that the individual purges drastically and rapidly all his bad karma ; then the person will be ready to enter STO. Others do not seem to suffer much, but that does not mean they don't have a heavy karma. Some live in very poor countries where catastrophies occurs frequently ; this way many people purge all their karma and become true STO graduates (that is only if the person has changed himself and really want to become STO).
Courage,
Druid