"Revelations of the Insider" - revisited (Page 1 of 12)

What a coincidence that your post would quote this portion which I remembered the most.

Very interesting, thanks!
I will read the PDF.

Very informative... and intriguing.  Much of it resonates with me, regardless of the source.  I can't help but be curious as to who the insider is and where he is from.  Did the insider mention gender?  Why do I assume he's male?  Perhaps the writing style seems male.  I even have a mental image of him that formed in  my mind, although there's no way of telling if it's accurate.

Lyra, did you get any information from the entity regarding how you could break the amnesia?

That is a chilling idea, and reminds me of Dark City.  Remember how the inhabitants were actually  on this ship/ asteriod chunk out in space?  I hope this isn't the answer.

Thank you visavis
for posting this!
as i am just catching up on a lot of this material.

That would have to classify as a very unique event on the internet!
Very interesting in a lot of ways, especially:

1) What he didn't say... as to who he was...let's assume gender is besides the point here, and what was left open or avoided.

The classification of himself as a member of an elite family seemed more provocative than anything, as it drew everyone in who seemed to focussed on that, at the time especially, as in:
"who really is running the show and why?"
got their/our attention but quick.

At first i thought it was not authentic because it seemed to contradict itself.
I thought "what do bloodlines have to do with anything" in the realm of understanding and knowledge?

It seemed contradictory to say "fear is a physical impulse and the physical is not important" , if bloodlines were important, blood meaning specific traits of a physical nature.

"He went on to say that bloodlines were not important other than it allowed one of his "family" to "rule" in some way.
much of it is open to interpretation.
*NOTE: i would be lenient with these. loose, flexible
I would guess the bloodlines give him dominion of a sort because we have "fallen" into his realm.

No definitions were given for these words and there are many used for each of the words we use "iconically". so i find it interesting again what was left for us to define.

ie:  to Rule over us.... in the sense of a judge seems more likely than rule in the sense of a dictator which he emphatically denied being.
due to free will and choice.

Thoth and/or wife/companion weighing our hearts against a feather?
We have no ability or consensual way to classify this being whatever/whoever he is.

What's interesting to me how it gives context to certain questions no one has been able to answer, (if i had dared to ask, which i haven't because it has never been appropriate), and i have some VERY informed sources, in terms of wisdom.

The way the "debate" is framed is fascinating.

It makes a lot of sense.
Who are we: A Prioria,

and the suggestion/emphasis of "who we are not"  included, seems present which is more relevant, since we are nothing but illusion until we are no-one special.

Where are we? "where most people mess up"

Early on he said those that those who suppose they are "free" will never leave! which shocked me until i contemplated, that it is true we are not free completely (only relatively after awakening), while merely human because, of conditioning and distortion by the senses.

An ability to perceive the Absolute or Divine is possible (but ironically limited ultimately while incarnate). So we must submit to the Divine Law or suffer accordingly.

How could we be free of the elements and nature of which we are composed?
The One Mind, which is ruled by the Divine Law.
Ultimately and at each moment, we are simply a mirror of the whole... all levels 1-7 in our deepest potential, we are the whole, the creator, and it in turn makes us what we are...
the earth is only 1/7th of that!

However we can cleanse the mind and become cognizant of where we are: which is nowhere/everywhere...
specifically to the human? nowhere. non-local. everywhere at once.
It's scientifically proven now.
In hyper-space and hyper-dimensions and on earth simultaneously.

Tee hee! I think that's what my life is like most days.  Here in New Jersey we always worry about the dancing tomatoes catching up with us

Seriously, though, I think it's time to post some ruminations I put together on July 20th...and then felt like I should wait to post. Now's the time because it's about the ideas mentioned in this thread.

(text I wrote July 20th)

Going along with the idea of offering solutionsÖ..I wanted to focus on what I think is the core problem behind MILAB, ET, and other types of abductions. It goes a lot deeper than the mere idea of someone nabbing your physical body, borrowing it for a while, and installing spiritual amnesia so your memory is altered.  It goes much further than questionable entities somehow derailing your energy body/astral self while your physical body is sleeping. 

(A lot of attacks for me happen in that sleeping state, and Iím fortunate to have had an amazing recall of events over the years. You wouldnít believe how much we are messed with when we sleep!  You really have to take ownership of your energy body and start aggressively directing it and protecting it to flush out some of what is really going on, because as you do that, information is directly given to you, and your dream recall becomes so much better. Then you can start resisting and changing the script. Iíve found that if you donít take ownership, youíre always gonna be a victim.)

Thereís a much bigger problem than the fact that abductions of various forms happen. The real question is: why is it that humans seemingly have no conscious ability to ìpilot" or control their soul/energy body?  Why is this amnesia in place? Why does it take umpteen years of meditation and aggressive development of psychic/extrasensory abilities to be even to GLIMPSE whatís really going on with our energy bodies when we sleepÖ.and when we die?

Because hereís the problem Iíve been seeing.

I believe that our souls are derailed between lifetimesÖ..we lose all memory of the lifetime weíve just come fromÖ..and we seemingly have very little control over what happens to us next. And this was NOT the original intention when souls began coming down here to play with the experience of manipulating 3-D forms. We were never meant to effectively ìlose our minds," our entire memory of who and what we are. Sure, we might choose to have many adventures, in and out of bodies, but we were supposed to retain our memories of what happened in each life so we could benefit from the lessons and sensations that we experienced. How can you learn the core lesson from a lifetime if, once itís over, you donít even remember it? Seems an utter waste, doesnít it, if you look at it logically?

This same derailment of our souls is happening during our sleep state. We go to sleep and either donít remember where the hell weíve been, or we have what we call ìdreams" (visits to various astral layers) that we donít particular understand and have no clue about controlling or shaping, or if weíre lucky we slip into lucidity and can pilot ourselves around or to some extent control what we are doing in a dream.  But lucid moments are not common for most people. I have about two major lucid dreams each night, but from what most people tell me, this is unusual. My other dreams, I may or may not remember depending on the night.  So even I get frustrated about the rest of the dreamscape experience. Where am I going? What am I doing? What am I allowing to happen to my energy body simply because ìamnesia" kicks in and I go all stupid like everybody else, allowing my energy body to drift a million places and get into all sorts of potential troubles?

My entire orientation for the past twenty years, since my first lucid experiences in my teens, is to be as fully conscious as possible when I sleep so I can learn to pilot my energy body. This has been my ìprime directive" throughout my life. I donít always succeed, but Iíve learned a lot!

Because I have a feeling that most of us do not consciously dieÖmeaning, when we make that final passage out of these bodies, we have no clue what is going on. This sets us up for all kinds of problems. And wouldnít it be nice to be able to take full ownership of your soul and decide what YOU want to do with your energy, instead of having somebody else say ìGuess what, you have to reincarnate," or ìGuess what, you need to go here, do this, fill out this form, etc."

Iíve gained the most useful information about death, interestingly enough, by talking with the dead.

The dead have a lot of interesting tales to tell.  For the first three days after you die, you are still very present in this 3-D world. Energy sensitives can have great chats with the dead during this three day period. Just to describe one memorable time I had talking with the deadÖI learned a helluva lot about my ex-boyfriendís mom when she unexpectedly showed up several years ago, wanting a good heart-to-heart.  I didnít even know she had died until she showed up and told me! She told me about the manner of her death (complications from diabetes,) detailed her emotional pain in the years leading up to her death (described what had been going on with her husband, which I had no conscious knowledge of because I hadnít spoken to her in years,) all manner of things. We had a very healing and loving series of chats. This was before my ex called me to tell me that his mom had died.

During that three day period, you usually have a tremendous amount of joy at just being free of the physical body. Apparently, a body is truly is a lead weight around the neck of the soulÖ.very ìheavy" from a soulís perspective. My boyfriendís mom was literally bouncing off the walls, so happy was she to be out of that body.  My current honeyís mom was just the same. She died at 91 after a long year of physical problems during which sheíd come to hate her physical body.  When she was free of it, she was like a young kid again, vital, free, deliriously happy. (This is why I canít really be sad about any creature dyingÖwhile I am compassionate about the pain someone may have experienced during the actual passing, I KNOW how great theyíre going to feel afterwards!)

Now, from what Iíve seen and heard, after those three days the soul goesÖelsewhere. And this elsewhere seems to depend on a lot of factors.

If the person was surrounded by really dense and terrible emotional energies at the time of their deathÖ.dying in murder, in a gruesome accident, through suicide or through the indulgence of nasty addictionsÖ.they donít usually go to a happy place.  They seem to get stuck in lower vibrations in the astral, because it would appear that you go to a place that mirrors the same vibrations you left with. Even the nicest of souls who have a good vibration overall can have their vibration dampened if they donít have a ìgood" death and thereís lots of fear, hate, and trauma involved.  So prayers for these souls is very important ñ you can intervene to some extent and lift these souls to a more highly vibrational resting spot.

The most common place people go is to visit with dead family, kind of like a huge extended family reunion, only without the dysfunction and discussions about how your mom wants you to marry a doctor, and when are you going to have kids? Itís all love.  The problem is that this seems to be a very ìstatic" and unproductive place ñ from my perspective.  Itís like souls get trapped within a hologram of just automatically hanging out with other soulsÖ.souls they love, which is nice, but they just sort of remain STUCK there waiting for their next lifetime reassignment.

There are also many ìschools" people go to, which look like really lovely universities with classic architecture, lots of light, and a bouncy, intellectual feeling.  But even these to me seem like a reenactment of what souls are forced to do down here on earth. I mean, the average person these days goes to school and college for like, 20 years or more. In the afterlife, do we have to do this, too? Donít we ever get our freakiní diploma?

So to me the university setting ALSO seems like a hologramÖ.a place of automatic, lockstep, ìjoining in" with what all the other souls at that vibration are doing.

There are many other places souls go, and there are also different time frames that are involvedÖ..souls can actually reincarnate back into the PAST, going to an earlier timelines, and they can reincarnate in the FUTURE, too.

But you know what? The more Iíve seen about the afterlife and the more Iíve journeyed in the astral layers, the more I see that itís all a BUNCH OF BUNK.

It really is a matrix, a seemingly fascinating yet somehow ìstale" place where souls are automatically herded after death. They may THINK that theyíre spiritually free, but how free are you when youíre back doing the same freakiní things you were doing on earth?

I donít want to spend THAT much time with my family, thank you! Much as I love them. Donít we have anything bigger or more important to be doing than just hanging around like cattle, waiting for somebody to give us our next incarnational assignment?

How unoriginal is that?

So, all of these various sneak peeks at the afterlife and the various dimensions souls travel in have made me realize this ñ tell me if this resonates with you:

The universe is immensely social, and there has always been tons of interaction and communication between beings of various types and energies. This would appear to be a GOOD thing. 

After death, this social aspect of us kicks in, and we can travel many places we couldnít during our physical lives. Even so, most of us are pretty unoriginal with our choices. We just go back to visit family or stick to what seems ìsafe" or comfortable to us.  Sticking to places that are familiar.

This social aspect of our souls, though, is used against us.  Because weíre all herded like cattle towards automatic reincarnation, when the fact is, we can each choose NOT to reincarnate, and we have full freedom to go other places.

(new text added today, 8/17/06)

Hereís the piece thatís important.  Something or somebody may have  a technology that is usedÖ.to harvest souls and recycle them back into bodies. 

A ìsoul catcher," if you will.

Some time back the owner of RumorMillNews.com was writing about this, exploring it.  She posted a controversial photograph of something on the moon which seemed to ìgrab" a light beam as the light beam was shooting out from the Earthís surface. And her ex-husband, who was highly connected to ìinsider" circles through both his military service and also his own Merovingian bloodlines, had told her about the soul catcher being a real thing years back.  In this link at RumorMillNews she pulls together a little more about it and references a fellow named Kent and his articles about this at CyberSpaceOrbit.

http://www.rumormillnews.com/SOUL%20CAT … DENDUM.htm

I ran across that material back then and have sort of had it in the back of my mind, probing it once in a while like you would a sore tooth. 

And I think it may be accurate.

Given situations like Lyra describes from this week, where sheís working to rid herself of limitations and comes up against some kind of vibrational field that sort of knocked her and tried to spook her, I think there is a definite vibrational barrier in place that limits the amount of conscious soul work we can easily do.

But it may be worse than that. We may not even be free of it in death.

The soul catcher might artificially dampen our vibration, inducing that spiritual amnesia, and keep us suspended in various ìcattle pens" in the astral until itís time to reincarnate again.

SoÖ.if we want to ìbust" anything, I say letís take down the whole damned Matrix machinery thatís in place. And to do that, we need to understand how it operates.

I, for one, would really like to rid myself of any spiritual amnesia that I'm prone to and know the FULL story.

LipstickMystic aka Jennifer