Well, the trick in attaining true happiness is learning how to incorporate your inner truth with what YOU DO! Writing is one of the greatest mediums for sharing your truth with others, yet nothing compares with a dynamic, face-to-face conversation with other like minded people. Sure, you could quit your job, but the repercussions could land you in a much unhappier place.
In my opinion, the ultimate creative form these days is movie-making. I'm currently in the process of writing a screenplay, drawing a storyboard, etc. that will hopefully blow the socks off anyone who watches it. You'll probably never hear about it, but that's not the point. Fame and fortune are the additionals to a creative and honest life. Come what may, I'm ready for it.
Okay, this may be turning into a rant, but if these "Earth-shatterring changes" are going to occur, the sooner the better! Lets get this whole thing over with, so we can move along once again without these ominous dates looming over our heads.."2012"...It's going to be a damn fine party, don't worry about it!
Hell, people aren't even sure on that date. There's an individual in my area that says it will occur within the next three years, because time is growing shorter. I had a dream last night, and I asked a "psychic" (I think every "person" in your dream is psychic, try it out) entity when these changes will occur, and she said "a month to a half and a half"!!!
A month to a year and a half!? My question was pretty vague "When are these changes going to occur?", so I don't know if this will be on a macro (mass) or micro (personal) level, but it doesn't really matter. What affects the small affects the large and vice versa, blah blah blah.
Ok, what were we talking about? Oh, emotional honesty.
Let your emotions flow freely, for this is the time to lose your inhibitions, for those who live their life on their sleeve have nothing to hide, and nothing to lose. People who jump up to dance when a good song comes on, applause when they want to applause, and those who aren't afraid to share their feelings are those who are truly free. Many of us, for fear of redicule, have shied away from losing their fears. We are told throughout our lives that fear is good, fear keep us alive, it keep me away from big bad animals...UGH, yet nothing is truly worth fearing. Orion Empire? NWO? The worst they have is psychic warfare, and though it ain't pretty, it can be overcome by envoking "It" (whatever God/angel/ascended master/Galactic Brotherhood you feel comfortable with) to protect you, and if you're into crystals, get some black obsidian. That stuff is powerful. Anyways, back onto fear.
It is fear that necessitates further fear..Just think of your inhibitions.
You won't dance because your fearful that this will show to others you have lost your fear, and once you have shown others you have lost your fear, you will be a wolf among sheep. This fear of standing out is the supersceding fear of all fears. But remember, what the hell could a sheep do to a wolf? Sure, there's the potential you'll be murdered, but who the hell is going to murder a dancing wolf?
I know this has been said before (as has everything else!) but remember to BE YOUR (HIGHER)SELF! Nothing is more precious than your Higher-self, and too often, people lose sight of this. This is the time for grey entities (no, not the aliens...I'm talking about those who aren't entirely "of the Light", who may have some issues/lifetimes to work out before they decide their polarity) to decide what side of the fence they're going to sit on, because things are going to be ALOT smoother for oneself if you are of good character, full of good intentions, and throw good parties.
And is anger okay to express? You bet it is, but misdirected anger is never okay. It's understandable, why after a crappy day you'd just like to unwind by yelling at your dog, but it's not justified. Yet anger on its own, without compassion and wisdom, will never allow one to make clear-headed decisions. That anger must be transformed, not by running away from it, but confronting it head-on.
Ask yourself "Why am I angry?". "Well, because my boss wants me to work 6-days a week now." "Well, did she make that decision?" "No, it was probably her boss that wanted this" "Well, did she make that decision?" "So what are you saying, no one is responsible!?" "No, we are all responsible..." "Enough of this crap! The stupid customers are behind this! ITS THE SYSTEM!!! AAAAHHHH....", etc.
You get the point. But thinking about it, this anger thing is a tough issue I'll admit. Don't let it guide your actions, yet be aware of why you're angry, and try to adress the root-cause of it. Maybe finding another job is the better thing to do, but try to work something out that'll bring peace and balance to your life and to the lives of others.
"Don't eat any wooden nickels."
