Lol, right on Lyra! I really don't know how to respond to this whole thing, besides attempting to offer words of advice and knowledge. As a side note, I assume you're familiar with Lyssa Royal's work? I just listened to a couple of tapes, and they're absolutely awesome! I've wondered where the reptillians fit in, as they aren't mentioned in the tapes. And the funny thing is, Pleaidians are like %98 Nordic in appearance...and they are occasionally onboard Zeta Reticulan craft (aka Greys) to act as "translators" and councillors to the frightened abductee. Maybe this is why they have been perceived as "negative" STS aliens?
Anyways, from what I've read, Father God is like pure knowledge, yet with no manifestation ability, hence no experience. Mother God is the opposite, it is her that manifests this energy, and thus allows us to experience life, in all it's beautiful and infinite forms. They are both equally important. Sure, being on this Earth is probably one of the hardest experience our souls have endured, but it's like super-training camp, where our souls can evolve and learn at a rate 10x quicker than what's offered on other planets. That's why we came here, and that's why there's so many people (probably around 6.5 billion at this current time) coming here : to learn, to evolve, to excel. You won't get out just because you hate it, you will get out once you have learned all your lessons you have sought out learn. Until we have reached that level, we will continue to reincarnate.
Nevertheless, something BIG is happening in our midst as we speak, causing an evolution that is raising the frequencies of everyone on this planet. Remember, it's like a surgery that is weeding out dark entities, and will literally create two worlds, seperating those who have passed this endurance test, and those who chose to succumb.
"Don't eat any wooden nickels."