Topic: Creating One's Own Reality - The Deception Of The "New Age"

This is an excerpt from a book I am currently reading that I have found to be very truthful and insightful regarding issues that had previously been very confusing, such as the New Age movement. Links to more material at the bottom.

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CREATING ONE'S OWN REALITY

"The easiest thing of all is to deceive one's self; for what a man wishes he generally belives to be true."
Desosthenes 322B.C.

I have included the following extract from "Death of an Evil God" because I know it is very important.

The "in" thing with all those of the New Age (who are really all the old, evil robots and those whom they have managed to delude) is this spurious assertion: "People create their own Reality."
The Truth is that they certainly DO NOT!!!
Those who repeat this saying, "You create your own reality", are paraphrasing the Evil demigod who has said this through the channels such as "A Course In Miracles", Ramtha, Seth, Lazaris and many, many others.
This is nonsensical, for Reality cannot be recreated or manipulated by evolving consciousnesses at the level in which human consciousness find itself.
This is a spurious claim made by evil to appease people. In other words, in order to delude them, it tells them what they want to hear.
In the honesty and Truth of the Light, the claim is really as follows:
It is the Evil essence which assists individuals to create their own illusion!!!

Illusion is not Reality by any stretch of the imagination, not even for the ones convinced that the illusion they have created is reality.
For you see, as they live in their ILLUSION, they are affected not by the mechanism of their illusion which usually appears to be joyous and appeasing, but by the exploitative factors in the true reality which they have chosen not to perceive, once they have built their own illusion.
And that is why so many True Beings have been trapped and mercilessly exploited and spiritually assassinated.
Evil has often convinced beings to live an illusion of their making, while it went about physically, emotionally and spiritually destroying them. And through the agency of the spurious religious philosophies of the past and those of Ramtha, Seth, Lazaris, A Course In Miracles and others, evil has employed the same destructive mechanism.
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- Making Sense Of The Madness, J. S. Chiappalone 1986


Annwn Publications: excerpts of J. S. Chiappalone material circa '86-'99:
http://www.fortunecity.com/roswell/prop … ntents.htm
Chiappalone's wife Amitakh, now Amitakh Stanford, writes currently at:
http://www.xeeatwelve.com
It is very provocative material but it rings true to me and I want to share it with others.
Peace
Tim

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Here is one more excerpt I transcribed on the topic of the New Age movement. Chiappalone seems to have disappeared after 1999, and then his wife Amitakh reemerged with the new last name Stanford, and began writing on www.xeeatwelve.com and a site she references called the Nara Site but I don't know the address of it. Her material expands on the topics discussed here. I kind of prefer her writing style to his, but it is all very intense material and worth reading at least once. It is a different perspective from MANY that I have encountered before.

"The Falsehood Of Oneness

Reading so-called New Age Literature, one is overwhelmed by the articles which stress the oneness of human beings, the oneness of man and nature, the oneness of the universe and the single purpose of it all. And even those who admit that massive physical changes are to occur stress the oneness of the movement to new heights of consciousness and awareness. This sort of oneness is utter rubbish.
In fact, anyone with any sense of reality would realize that the continual need to be indoctrinated with these points is in reality, a pointer to their untruthfulness.
If these points were true, no one would need to have them repeatedly presented and rammed down their throats. What is happening is that the evil essence, via its various modes of operations, is trying to program, pollute and indoctrinate beings into believing these false statements.
These false statements deny basic Truths which are essential to the understanding of what is really going on.
They deny these things:
The two basic ontological races: Divine and evil.
The existence of the demiurge.
The existence of the war.
The resolution of the war.
The Finality of this plane.
The Judgement.
The Transmutation.
The gross exploitation of the Divine Beings by the evil beings.
The spiritual assassination.

If all these things can be denied and True Beings made to forget, then the exploitation can continue unabated.
Hence, the aim is the very opposite to that of the Light whose aim is to awaken beings to what is really going on.
Next time you see the oneness being stressed ask yourself these questions, if you still need convincing:
"Where does all the evil come from?
Where does all the pain and suffering come from?
Why are people less and less aware?
Why are there more and more degenerates inspite of this assertion that we are all improving?"
These claims one oneness, of elevation of consciousness, of earthly emotional love, of peace, of joy and contentment are in marked contrast to the reality this plane is experiencing and will experience.
There is fear, pain, punishment, exploitation, hunger, degeneration, regression, repression and death in greater amounts than ever before. Every day the place comes closer to the brink of self-extermination.
Another false claim by the evil side states that if one perceives evil and its effects it is because the perceiver has created evil within himself. This is also a lot of rubbish.
Again I repeat: "Blind and evil is the fool who cannot perceive the evil essence." One cannot create the external evil. By stating this evil ones are trying to mock those with true perception.
Do not be fooled and do not fall into this obvious trap.
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- Making Sense Of The Madness, J. S. Chiappalone 1986



please discuss. smile
Tim

Re: Creating One's Own Reality - The Deception Of The "New Age"

Oh riiiiiight. "All is Two". I keep forgetting tongue

"The most important decision you have to make is whether you live in a hostile or friendly universe."
~ Albert Einstein

The real voyage of discovery consists not in seeking new landscapes, but in having new eyes. ~Marcel Proust

The evolution of humanity is an evolution of the heart. The path is through the heart.

Re: Creating One's Own Reality - The Deception Of The "New Age"

A short review of my posts would reveal that I don't subscribe to the YCYOR party, however I don't follow the cosmology put forth by Amitakh either.

1.  It is just a reincarnation of gnosticism which has some very interesting points but has problems as well.  Specifically I think the concept of a single evil "demiurge" is a cover for a race of negatively-oriented beings which seeks to control the planet.

2.  I think her cosmology is very fatalistic and leaves little room for hope or escape from the current situation.

3.  I just get bad vibes from the followers of Amitakh.  Seems a bit cultish to me.

It is not for us to understand love, but simply to make space for it.

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I find myself in agreement, however ignorance/knowledge, light/dark etc are all essentially the same thing.. although we are made to preceive them as seperate. Light/Dark do in fact exist, however they still are the same thing.

Re: Creating One's Own Reality - The Deception Of The "New Age"

This material may be just as imbalanced as the New Age movement it derides. The extreme dualism it expresses is no different from the overly simplistic system of judgment that fundamentalist Christians employ. No doubt Chiappalone and Amitakh can see things the average person cannot, such as the predatory nature of the Matrix and its demonic operators. But this material  demonstrates what happens when one accesses supernatural powers of perception without being mature enough to handle it without getting all fanatical, persecutory, contemptuous, self-righteous, and crazy eyed about it.

It makes good points and covers stuff the New Age wouldn't touch with a ten foot crystal wand, but I would rather extract the good points than limit myself to this one-sided paradigm. I think it appeals to an battle-eager mentality that prefers simplistic clarity over complex accuracy.

As for the New Age YCYOR belief, experience itself shows that while hyperdimensional manipulation through artificial and negative synchronicity does exist and is quite common, it is also true that our own thoughts, emotions, and intent shape the probability of our experiences. Dark forces do not have complete control over our personal slice of reality. But neither are we complete creators of our own reality. It's in between and variable depending on your frequency and awareness.

Acquiring fringe knowledge is like digging for diamonds in a mine field.

7 (edited by Hourthirteen 2006-05-09 13:57:57)

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Dear Tim,
I respect your right to your belief, but I disagree with you. I believe we create our own reality. It is based very scientifically upon immutable law of the universe: The Law of Attraction. We are electromagnetic beings, and like it or not...we create it all. Even the parts we don't want to claim. But I would rather, at ALL cost, lay claim to creating my own reality than to play the 'victim' of chaos. I am learning to have more respect for Quantum Physics, also, as I understand more of it! smile

I understand the difficulty in perceiving we create our own reality... but once I chose (and its all about choice) to accept that belief, I found everything easier to work and deal with.

Trying to understand ANYTHING from strictly a 3D vantage point is difficult...but that's when I felt I needed to reach for what was BEYOND that. As for myself, I see proof everyday that I create my own reality (even my day from hell yesterday! big_smile )

I also agree that basically there is no 'division' (duality)although I don't like fluffy interpretations of "We are All One so lets sing Kum Ba Yah"... But this is the only way that many can conceive of the word ONE. 

Time is NOT linear. ...only in physical perception does it seem linear. And as Seth says: which comes first--the crime or the punishment?...this is why he believes Karma is much maligned concept...and so do the Pleiadians. I am highly leary of Ramtha and most especially of A Course in Miracles.(and a few others!--as well as 'holy books' and 'religious figures') I was fortunate...actually... the parents I CHOSE to be born to had nothing to do with religion... I personally (this is just my opinion! ) see any and all religion as the most detrimental-to-self-empowerment faction that exists) I have friends who can not get beyond the concept of Good and Bad because of their religious upbringing...even though they claim they have nothing to do with religion anymore... the concept of Good and Evil has usually been so deeply ingrained that it can take a lifetime to overcome...and maybe even then some... Just from my own observation: I find that most people who INSIST that Good and Bad exist seperately, are ones who are struggling so hard to be 'good' and have a difficult time accepting themselves for who they are. They are bound and determined to keep their 'enemies' in place, so that they 'know who and what they are fighting against.' Now, here is where a few of the Buddhist concepts come in handy! big_smile What you RESIST you bind to you.

Peace,
Summer

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I've never read the stuff but from what was quoted here, there does seem to be, as tenetnosce put it, "fatalistic" overtones.

I also agree with each person's view thusfar although the views may seem to be different.  Even Hourthirteen, I agree because I understand the level integration spoken of.  From a 5d/6d vantage point we do create our own reality to a great extent although there may be some things happen that we didn't plan on it's never anything we aren't able to handle.  Using the example of choosing our parents shows where Hourthirteen is coming from.  BTW, thank you for showing that external consideration.

When I say YCYOR is not true I'm speaking specifically from a consciousness (3d) vantage point.  I can sit here all day long and believe that I can create hundred dollar bills out of thin air but it's just not going to happen.  I also know of certain physical things that are used against me specifically that my consciousness sees as a free-will infringement.  I will show frustration over these things sometimes but I know/understand the other levels and almost always act from those higher vantage points.  I just like thinking from all the levels I know of.

The issues I see with saying "All is One" or "YCYOR" are not that they aren't true.  It's that rarely does the person that speaks of these things add the level they are speaking from.  "All is One" is a 7d or God level of view.  "Light and Dark are the same" is also a view from that vantage point.  It's great to know and understand that vantage point.  And I use it when I feel it fits the discussion at hand.  Which I do feel it fits 'here' since we are talking about specific "create your own reality" viewpoints in a broad sense.

What I personally try to steer away from is level jumping to these higher levels (and sometimes lower levels) without providing a clear cut path of transition.  I don't see doing that as being considerate of others although I will not judge another if they do it.  I may point it out if it's specifically related to something I've posted and jumps levels beyond the point I may have been making.  Sometimes the level jump is something that connects well.  Sometimes it just dilutes the point and diverts attention.  Disernment and external consideration are needed when deciding when and where to use the different levels of concepts.

But again, this is just how I see it and what I try to hold myself to.

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Hi Z,
May I please ask you exactly what you meant when you said 'where I am coming from?' --and what you meant by 'external consideration?' I realize my views are not accepted by others on this thread...and that's OK...but I still am curious as to what you meant. I am not meaning to be confrontational...I just am very honestly wanting to understand exactly what you meant...sorry for being dense, but your response would be. appreciated.
Thanks, Z
Peace,
Summer

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Greetings, I have some comments to add here that I feel are appropriate. My husband has been reading the Chiappalone material, which I find very dogmatic. I don't like any texts that are dogmatic, and I try to keep an open mind about everything I read. In fact, I do not read much, and I see most of the material I read as falsehoods and distractions. It makes for quite a simple and sometimes unsatisfying life, however, I also know that when pleasure is found it is sincere. I feel that truth is only something I can know experientially, however, I have personally experienced much deception.

I want to know how others are going about in this situation. I can state, that I think the major newspapers and media are 100 % fatalistic, and they proclaim such facts, that our world is a dying planet. I do not know about this one way or the other, I only know some limited things from my own experience. I know that the people that I interact with, who often are kind in their speech, are known to later display injustice in their actions. I have always aligned myself with truth, and have always been a sincere and kind indvidual, my entire life.

In fact, as a young girl I often was maliciously tricked by others who who saw that my doubting of any presence of evil, was a good reason for them to deceive me. These are actions that I have experienced multiple times, and I can no longer allow others to use or abuse me with a sound conscience.

In light of my own personal experiences, displaying the straightforward, yet deceptive acts of evil, I cannot help but see it in our world, working to fool others. What I want to know is, why did we decide to be born into such a place of trickery? When I read other material discussing this, I am pleased to see that there are other likeminded individuals, who see a larger schema at work to deceive many. Though, I still do not know what their aim is either, why would such belief systems, as the YCYOR groups distribute  such texts freely? I am confused, because I do not know what benefit it has for the readers, or even the larger systems that created such a deception in the first place. When I consider, that the deception, is from some larger source, I feel utterly again confused, I think that a truth may be possible that we, as a human race are being entirely manipulated and deceived. I can see this in even our own media, discussing dire and eerie facts, only to again, disinform and distract. I do not like living in this world of lies, it is ultimately unsatisfying, especially being a person who is aligned with truth.

I want to find other truth seekers, and talk about our experiences. How many times have you been deceived, or found yourself in an awful circumstance? Can you honestly state that that is something you created? I now know that no one can, and I am confused about what to do about this end conclusion. Amitakh's material discusses that true light beings may be offered some sovereignty - HOWEVER, if we were unknowingly born into this trap, how can we state that the next stage will not be a further trap?

Your comments are always appreciated! Peace, Tracy

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Hello Montalk,
I feel your response is right on. I have found this material to be very self-righteous and fatalistic in many parts, I think all of your adjectives are apt actually. I found Amitakh's material came to me at a period when I found myself feeling extremely dissillusioned with many of the "new age" concepts I had been reading, such as Seth, Amorah Quan Yin, Barbara Marciniak and others. I have been meditating on "connecting with my higher self" and have been working very frequently with affirmations in the past few years, including the concept that "I create my own reality" by my thoughts, affirmations and intent, as well as the Law Of Attraction, "like attracts like". However, I found in my own life beginning at the end of 2004, everything began to fall apart for me. I took a very ill fated trip to the UK with my wife where we lost all our money, looking for employment and not finding any, and having to come home early broke. Moving back to the Bay Area, we couldn't find any work for two months and finally took very low paying jobs in uncomfortable environments. Our apartment mate decided to move out after we had been there only a month and a half, forcing us to move as well. All along this, we experienced thousands of dollars worth of car trouble that kept us completely wiped out of cash for basically the whole year. We worked jobs we didn't get paid for by crooked employers, and my wife suffered physical abuse at the hands of one of her employers. All along, we were meditating every day, affirming our connection to our "higher selves", aligning our intent with the highest purpose of the divine creation, releasing all negativity on all levels, cleansing our chakras, all types of "new age" meditations and visualizations that we both felt like *should* have been working but our lives just got worse and worse. Every day I would affirm that this day I would embody the highest purpose of my higher self and that I would attract beings to me that resonated with my intent. I worked in warehouses surrounded by people my age who listened to Howard Stern all day on the digital radio, and another book warehouse with years worth of uncleaned dust, blown lights, rickety shelves, where I was asked to work overtime throwing out 80% of their stock into huge bins for nine hours a day. Only now have we finally managed to escape the ghetto to this small town in Northern California, and two and a half months in we have finally been offered jobs reflective of the fact that we both have bachelors degrees (and a masters in sound engineering for me as well). No more $7/hr! tongue
So anyway, (sorry to go on and on) I was very burned out and felt very deceived by these new age philosophies. I am still confused. Why did this happen to us? I have wanted to actively take part in a change for the better for this world, but I have been thwarted entirely by this system where I have absolutely no financial power. I am left only able to apply my intent in meditation, and in retrospect it is hard to say that it has had a positive effect, at least in my own life. I still feel very strongly a connection with the "source" of my consciousness, that is how I experience it. It is hard to say if that is my "higher self" or "soul" or what. I have never had the near-psychedelic experiences so many of these channelers and people seem to refer to. My meditations and visualizations have always been very low-key, mostly just deeply relaxing with some very subtle closed-eye visual effects such as waves of energy, visualizations of color vibrations etc. I have always trusted that what I was experiencing was exactly what I was meant to experience. But it has been hard when I feel such dissapointment with what I have experienced at least "in the physical" in the past year. I am no longer sure to what degree I create my own reality, even if it may be the case from a "higher" level or density or whatever.

montalk wrote:

This material may be just as imbalanced as the New Age movement it derides. The extreme dualism it expresses is no different from the overly simplistic system of judgment that fundamentalist Christians employ. No doubt Chiappalone and Amitakh can see things the average person cannot, such as the predatory nature of the Matrix and its demonic operators. But this material  demonstrates what happens when one accesses supernatural powers of perception without being mature enough to handle it without getting all fanatical, persecutory, contemptuous, self-righteous, and crazy eyed about it.

It makes good points and covers stuff the New Age wouldn't touch with a ten foot crystal wand, but I would rather extract the good points than limit myself to this one-sided paradigm. I think it appeals to an battle-eager mentality that prefers simplistic clarity over complex accuracy.

I found that Amitakh's material at xeeatwelve.com cut through a tremendous amount of the BS I was encountering in much material I was reading. I still encourage people to read it at least once. I do not at all "agree" with it or "follow" it. I read everything with an open mind and observe what seems to apply to my experiences. I very much enjoyed her essays on The Return of White Buffalo Woman and Jesus The Spiritual Warrior. A lot of her material is very fatalistic, plain and simple. Their conclusion is that the world is going to end, which by definition I think is very *fatalistic* at least for the physical. They insist their message should be viewed as uplifting because it will represent the liberation of all beings aligned with the Light, and the transmutation of all Darkness (evil) in a return to the True Divine Creation whence we all came (All Is One on that level, the origin of all that is). It seems like Chiappalone was fully convinced the world would end in 1999 and seems to have totally dissappeared since then, at least on the web. Amitakh has been posting some very apocalyptic things lately on her site. She runs an animal shelter in Australia now. My conclusion on reading the material is that I know that I (and many of us) are aligned with the Truth, and I feel strongly in that. I know I still have a connection with the Source, even though I have experienced these very difficult times. I would much rather see things get better on all levels, than see the Earth "have to" be destroyed. It is my intention to be an active participant in the liberation of the Truth.

Could you define "complex accuracy" btw? If Amitakh's material is simplistic clarity, what would you suggest as a good example of complex accuracy? I am always looking for the next step. smile
Peace
Tim

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Hourthirteen wrote:

Hi Z,
May I please ask you exactly what you meant when you said 'where I am coming from?' --and what you meant by 'external consideration?' I realize my views are not accepted by others on this thread...and that's OK...but I still am curious as to what you meant. I am not meaning to be confrontational...I just am very honestly wanting to understand exactly what you meant...sorry for being dense, but your response would be. appreciated.
Thanks, Z
Peace,
Summer

I understand.  I try to see where everyone "is coming from".  I mean by that their views held and how they present themselves (your perspective).  By adding in the "chose your parents" part I can tell you are speaking from a soul level.  It's like getting a pair of everyone's shoes so I can understand that person.  I can put on their shoes whenever I read their posts and feel/see from their perspective.  I may take their views and put it through my own filter but I always keep a copy undistorted.  It's just something I've always done even as a child.

By external consideration I mean keeping the reader in mind when posting.  Just stating a viewpoint without offering the background to that viewpoint is in my view selfish.  There may be someone that doesn't understand the viewpoint.  A different example but showing the idea in action, is my posts about the higher and lower, intellectual and emotional centers.  If I just used H.E., L.I., etc without offering the meaning behind those abbreviations then I am not being considerate to the readers.  I take the same view when offering concepts.  Of course, as can be gleemed from this exchange, I'm not always successful since you did not know what "external consideration" was referring to.  But I especially think it's imperative to exercise external consideration for the reader when dealing with concepts that can be taken different ways depending on the vantage point.  YCYOR is one such concept I think falls in that category.  The reason I think it's imperative is because someone may actually agree with another viewpoint if explained properly without taking away from the viewpoint they already hold.  And many disagreements can be circumvented if one uses disernment when giving one's points of view.  The end result is that I can agree with all the viewpoints in this post even thought they seem to be somewhat opposing one another.  And I can explain why I agree with all the viewpoints.

Re: Creating One's Own Reality - The Deception Of The "New Age"

Hi Tenetnosce, interesting points.

tenetnosce wrote:

A short review of my posts would reveal that I don't subscribe to the YCYOR party, however I don't follow the cosmology put forth by Amitakh either.

1.  It is just a reincarnation of gnosticism which has some very interesting points but has problems as well.  Specifically I think the concept of a single evil "demiurge" is a cover for a race of negatively-oriented beings which seeks to control the planet.

In their cosmology, they view the demiurge as a controlling agent of many races of negatively-oriented beings. Amitakh talks extensively about the Annunaki, and explains that they are the "chief agents of the demiurge" in this physical plane. So it is not so much a "cover" for them as the overarching controlling influence.

tenetnosce wrote:

2.  I think her cosmology is very fatalistic and leaves little room for hope or escape from the current situation.

Basically yes, that's true. It is a fatalistic conclusion that the world is destined to be destroyed as the only way to transmute evil. But within her messages there is also hope. I think it is worth reading her material at least once.

tenetnosce wrote:

3.  I just get bad vibes from the followers of Amitakh.  Seems a bit cultish to me.

It is understandable that such fatalistic statements would elicit bad vibes. But I hope people are not discouraged from reading the material *at all*.
Also, who would you describe as "followers of Amitakh"? I have found very little reference to her on the web, so I am unsure who else aligns themselves with her material etc. I do not think that educating oneself and hearing what another has to say means that one is a "follower of" or in the "cult of (whoever)". I assume that it depends on what actions you take *after* you have read her material. I suppose if it led you to go live in a cave, assuming you could do nothing about the coming destruction of the world, the material could be viewed as having a negative effect. But who here is going to let Amitakh's (or Chiappalone's) writing effect them to such a degree?
Peace
Tim

14 (edited by z3n3rg 2006-05-09 18:52:51)

Re: Creating One's Own Reality - The Deception Of The "New Age"

Hi Tim,

Just some of my observations here for what they're worth.  I think what you'll find in the particular forum is that the most active members are past the point of needing the type of material you mention.  That doesn't mean there's anything against offering it up for discussion.  That's a good thing as I see it.  It's just that I don't see too many active members that are in need of the transition material from "new-age" to a more discerning viewpoint.  So the viewpoints offered are most likely going to be about the issues within the material and not the valid points it contains.  There are many authors of such "new-age transition" material out there.  You'll find references to those scattered around the forum.  Some great quotes are still in use from such material even when the followings of any particular group may have strayed off course.

For me personally, I have nothing against the material whether fatalistic or not.  I hold the idea that all material has value in some context.  But also, for me personally, I'm not going to read it because I don't feel I require that type of material at this point.  I think others may take the same view.  From your quote in the first post it does have parallels to a lot of other material.  Valid parallels.  I'm sure others see it.  But the concetration will be on what is off with any particular material unless simply quoted in context of another post.

I can tell from your post addressed to Montalk that you understand a lot and will fit right in here.  And concerning the different material and how people react to it, I always remember that none of us can trully know beyond a shadow of a doubt that any particular belief is an absolute truth.  We just don't have the vantage point to say with 100% accuracy.  In other words, if the material is benefitial to you don't worry about what others say about it.  Get what you can from it and move on when your own growth shows you that you should.  But I think you already know that.

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thr33tim3 wrote:

Also, who would you describe as "followers of Amitakh"?

I have conversed with a few people who seem to believe that Amitakh has the end-all be-all answer to just about everything, though I wasn't insinuating that you were one of those people.

Thanks for sharing your story above.  It parallels many others, including my own.  As they say, the proof is in the pudding, and the ultimate debunker of YCYOR is the simple fact that the theory fails to create long-term satisfying results.  Sometimes the carpet gets pulled out from under us just before we slam into a brick wall.  I've said this one before:  If I created my own reality, it sure as hell wouldn't look anything like this.

A corollary to YCYOR says that we are here to learn "lessons" and that when something doesn't go right, it is because we still have something to learn.  Yet if this is true, then why is humanity still working on the same crusty old "lessons" for the last ten millenia?

I would suggest reading some of Montalk's articles on reality manipulation as well as search the posts here for "negative synchronicity".

It is not for us to understand love, but simply to make space for it.