It appears that I need to address the two salient issues of the day:
1. I have not disclosed my source(s) of major information/knowledge. Actually along the way in other posts, I have referred to some books and occasionally to an author, possibly a movie (Matrix or They Live). But those are not sources for what I know; I either agree with them or not. But it isn’t arrogance.
I deliberately avoided saying that “I think this may be true"(IMO), or “I had a dream" that gave me this info (except for the one time in the Prison Planet post when I did have an unusual vision), as it tends to discount the knowledge. I have said “Consider this…" and “What if….?" But people are sharp enough to notice that I am not just tossing ideas around and looking for a ‘Woo hoo hoo hoo!’ response. 
Been there, done that.
2. And Risen got it right when he said that I wanted to ‘test the waters’ before sharing deeper things. Exactly. I have picked up on some people’s energy signature but I don’t know the people in this Forum and so I thought to evaluate this forum (and get a feel for what I could share) by the attention paid to certain threads – however that turned out to be. Not getting the answer(s) I sought, I thought to throw a few things out and see what the reaction would be… not as a ‘test’ per se (you are not wrong or dumb if you don’t know what topics I was talking about), but to see if some people had a way of picking up on what ‘rings true’ (or false) as Treehugger said.
I have not had the time to scan significant-looking threads/posts – and so I didn’t know that some posts were years old. And I may have repeated older issues… Point well taken.
My point was not to analyze the forum, and you people, but to figure out if I could drop some heavy information here… would it be received, would it be understood, would it be relevant…? I saw what happened to Insider (on GLP and even this forum) – some thought she was just too negative.
Remember my analogy of people on a trek from Los Angeles to NYC? What would be the reaction of people in Arizona to info from Ohio? Could they receive it? Would it benefit or confuse them? Was it even wise to share it? Or on a deeper level, since the Internet is wide open, and there are those who scan websites for info that they (PTB) don’t want revealed, would I be getting myself in ‘hot water’?
And I even shared (god knows where in this forum -- science, I think) about PROMIS, elbit chips, and Echelon… there is/was a rootkit on my system back in late 2004. I was a heavy Rense follower then (no more) and I learned some heavy things and kept a file of many topics from many sources on this same pc. About the time an anti-CIA ex-friend sent me, the CIA, and others a nasty flame mail, the next day my pc began to run very slowly… and everyone’s name was identified in his email. Next thing I know, my special file of documents disappeared.
Being who/what I am, I knew what had happened… “little John" (his nom de plume) had sent the CIA/Homeland Security an open invitation to check each one of us out – hence the rootkit (Promis) coming down onto our machines. Only Little John was ‘safe’ – he used random pc’s in different libraries. No he wasn’t a terrorist and neither am I. He was just flaky as hell and I broke off all relations with him and stopped Rense as well… and I suggested he turn to developing his spirituality instead of chasing conspiracies.
That’s not the end of it. Being a computer ‘power user’ I searched my pc in ALL ways for the missing file. Gone. Not hidden, not deleted, not renamed. Gone. I didn’t even remember what the heck was in the file… a real mishmash of everything. Then, in Spring 2005, the file (in its entirety) reappears on my pc. I thought, Damn, they’re good… but why return it? I suspected another power user here at work was playing a joke on me… he absolutely didn’t know what I was talking about, and was out of town when it happened. I thought, Damn, am I on the red list or the blue list? Why would they return the file? That bothered me more than anything else about the event. So I knew I had been ‘evaluated’.
And if you are intuitive, you will have no trouble seeing how the enemy set that one up. When you read the next post, you’ll see WHY the attack was set up. (I sometimes wonder if this is worth it; I have been virtually destroyed [no money, forced into bankruptcy, no family/relatives, no wife or children, no retirement, and last job went to India], and they have tried to kill me 4 times – that I know of. It doesn’t stop.) Hence, my caution. There is no point in being reckless although I have nothing to hide, but I do have some basic protection or I wouldn’t be here… trying to serve the Light.
Perhaps you were as ‘upset’ at being evaluated as I was. But if you ask people directly for certain info they can lie, or tell you what they think you want to hear. Or they tell you what they think is true, or wish were true. Done quietly and subtly, one can often ascertain the truth… which is why it is done that way. Nobody is ‘violated’ so there is no need to apologize – but I traded credibility and a building trust for shock. My loss. And I did not get the info I wanted… so I am still reflecting.
And I have learned from this… even though I am what I am, I am still learning. I said I am not a master, nor do I know it all. But I DO know more than the average person, or I would not be here. Cryptic? Melodrama? (I wish. That would be an easy out.) I am saying all this to avoid saying it in a separate (new) post that I am working on -- which may be my last post due to the time crunches that are being set up for me… we’ll see.
You are good people and you deserve something of an answer at this point… hence the next post. It may shed some light for you.
Il faut tout voir de la hauteur de 40,000 pieds.
