1 Topic by Hkelukka (edited by Hkelukka 2006-02-03 20:22:10)

  • Registered: 2005-11-01

Topic: Just had a very very troubling dream. Seems like a "cover dream"...

Hi, i'm writing this at 5:30am so excuse me for being possibly incoherant

I just woke up from a very troubling dream. Some might remeber that in the past i've had bad dreams and such before but this was something surreal. A few days ago i sent a email to a person claiming to talk to lizzies (cosmicdiva) .. i think. And asked alot of questions and since i am always very interested in finding out both sides of the story i thought i should atleast ask if they wish to explain their point wink I know from the events before i sent the message that i have been abducted and tagged a loong time ago, so i knew that by sending the message the only thing i will do is possibly, get a answer but with the cost of an immense rise in my profile. It is still a risk i am willing to take, first hand experience is best ofcourse with everything.

Once i woke up i remeber the entire dream VERY vividly, as if i was meant to remeber it (this is what leads to me believe it might have been a cover (hypnoinduced dream) and also led me to decide that i must seek out a hypnotherapist). I remeber from convos exact dates, names and feelings.

It started with me being somewhere, probably a train station again. ( I have those in almost everyone of my dreams so that isnt abnormal) and at one point i started talking with a friend of mine about lizzies (who in reality has never been interested in them) I remeber that they werent called lizzies, they were called litchens. There was this movie on the theather and it was 2007-2008 (near newyear) and it was suddenly very popular topic, something had made it popular but best i can tell. It wasnt told to me. Then there was a news clip of a BBC reporter in that studio talking very close up to some kid. Cant remeber what they said but it wasnt a long convo.  Then there was a clip of soldiers shooting crocodiles and the mention of a name "(Something) of libya kashimiri born". Then the next memory is of me sitting in front of the computer (still in the dream) with a game that covers these topics open. With many options on what your charachter will be, there was a scientist and i remeber talking with the dude on the phone and he said "you can even be a human sacrifice" then there was a "lichen justice" and a "human justice" not people, but systems, and i could pick which of these i wanted to be during this "war period" and then they told me the endings if i picked some paths. I distinctly remeber at that point that it was a lichen i was talking with and he said that "the scientists didnt win but they liked working under the queen". Oh, and the game scene was all atztec/mayan, and the feeling i had from the aliens could best be described as "mexican yearning" (typo prolly, but i mean when you "yearn" for someone to come home) As if they were a personafication of that feeling

At that point i woke up and could feel that it was a an abduction, after lying for a while in my bed and feeling the energies of what just happened i walked to the toilet and it felt like and still slightly feels like that i am still in the dream, the sound of running water was very disturbing and i have been ill for a week now and these have been here before but i still feel it is a little odd. But i have 3 long vertical cuts on the inside of my top lip. Roughly if i were to bite my teeth together they would be in the middle but not quite, a little more to the front.  And when i looked myself int he mirror or try to feel my energies now, its like i am a "lizzie" and when i look down i can almost see, but i feel it is blocked by my concious mind, a green skin that i have and a fin in the part of the hand thats from the elbow/palm between the bones. So if i stand up the fins would go "sideways". And when i look in the mirror my skin in my mind was "green" and i looked a little like a... fish man? But they were more of brown than green and i distinctivly remeber them being called litchens, not lizzies or lizards but lichens. Which is very strange

And i remeber a feeling in my mind that is something like "it is not in the future, it is now" almost like a screaming banshee saying that. Its slightly odd.

I think thats all for now, i'll post more if my memory permits.

Edit: i didnt notice it before but it was itchy so i noticed it. I have 2 very small puncture marks (the head of a pin small) in my right hand near my biceps. Its like the stereotypical vampire bite but its much much smaller and in my bicep. Sort of "left" side of the bicep. I'll probably take a picture of it just in case.

2nd Edit: I forgot to add that since i didnt recieve a response from the person i messaged to and nothing odd had happened in around the month since i sent it before i thought to myself that "if you dont say anything then i must assume you are hostile to me because you dont bother to answer me" and i had the astral form of my girlfriend from the future come hug me before i fell asleep and i saw her dancing with colored paper "ropes" in her hand (like one of those chinese dancers) And constantly kept saying that "you must endure, you must survive," and not he exact words but i cant quite "get" the exact meaning so it is inaudible to me partially but along the lines of "Survive and i will be there at the end of time". Since i have been depressed lately i thought it referred to that but it could be that the spirit of my girlfriend came to visit me before they did so i would have strength? No idea but it made me feel warm and fuzzy smile

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Re: Just had a very very troubling dream. Seems like a "cover dream"...

Hi Hkelukka,

I thought that was a very interesting dream.  The fact that you have physical aftereffects certainly seems to indicate that something more than your normal dream was going on there.   But you did ask for it, didn't you?   

Hkelukka wrote:

With many options on what your charachter will be, there was a scientist and i remeber talking with the dude on the phone and he said "you can even be a human sacrifice" then there was a "lichen justice" and a "human justice" not people, but systems, and i could pick which of these i wanted to be during this "war period" and then they told me the endings if i picked some paths.

I found the idea of being forced to choose between "litchen" justice and human justice to be quite interesting.  It reminds me of the following excerpt from "The Allegory of the Alien:"

The key point is that nobody remains a Neutral person after losing his or her soul : indeed, the person makes a choice between one of these alien sides - an involuntary choice, without having previous knowledge of the alien reality on Earth.

After choosing between Nirvana or Dragonia, the former Neutral is no longer considered a Neutral : it is now a member of one of these alien groups.

Generally speaking, those ones who regret what they did involuntarily join the aliens of Nirvana. They are taken by surprise, have their brains unexpectedly operated and receive within their minds what is called an alien crystal.

On the other side, those ones who do not regret what they did are generally attracted by the characters of the alien lizards of Dragonia to one of Dragonia's alien bases on Earth, where they receive one or more alien implants within their bodies.

The new members of Nirvana - now with their alien crystals - receive then a character guideline : they learn how to pretend hypocrisy and at the same time spiritualize themselves out there in the Backstage reality.

The remaining Neutral persons cannot suspect about what is going on until it is their time to lose their souls and choose between the alien sides. After all, their free will must be preserved.

Therefore they can only talk about the reality of the alien presence on Earth in a disguised manner. Everything has to be deliberately reduced into symbolisms, archetypes or small compartments of reality : songs' lyrics, movies, everything - even propaganda.

Source

If that's true, I wonder by what means a "neutral" human might actually lose their soul.

Hkelukka wrote:

And i remeber a feeling in my mind that is something like "it is not in the future, it is now" almost like a screaming banshee saying that. Its slightly odd.

Hehe, odd or not it might just be true.

Hkelukka wrote:

And when i looked myself int he mirror or try to feel my energies now, its like i am a "lizzie" ...

Now this is really odd, because a very good friend just told me the other day about a vision they had had of BEING a reptile before incarnating here on Earth in human form.   Now here you are relating a similar experience.    I'm not sure what to make of it yet but something tells me more will be unveiled soon.   UFO prophecies have a bad habit of not coming true, but maybe the 2007-8 time period will prove to be of importance after all; I have heard about it from another source as well.  I guess time will tell.    Thanks for sharing your experience.

  • Registered: 2005-11-01

Re: Just had a very very troubling dream. Seems like a "cover dream"...

Hi again.

It is strange that i value my neutrality above all else. In a book i have been writing i describe what i have seen in the newage system regarding "light" and "darkness" that it is like a line with dark being in one end and light being in another. While we aim for the balance in the middle we often "overshoot" and end up at the opposite end. And if you put the ends together, the light and the dark and it looks like a donut then the light and dark are very close to each other, both judgemental and seeking to force others into their way, while the only "good" choice is neutral.

It sounds "incorrect" when i explain it like this but it is in more detail in the book. So, when people call me dark or light or neutral, i first have to see what their perspective to everything is before i accept what they say.

Finally, to quote something said in a very good game. "The closer to light you get, the bigger your shadow becomes" So when you constantly look at the light you dont realise that your shadow darkens many people.

Anyway, thanks for the comments morningsun76. I always appreciate it smile

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  • Registered: 2005-07-11

Re: Just had a very very troubling dream. Seems like a "cover dream"...

Hkelukka wrote:

Oh, and the game scene was all atztec/mayan, and the feeling i had from the aliens could best be described as "mexican yearning" (typo prolly, but i mean when you "yearn" for someone to come home) As if they were a personafication of that feeling

This reminds me of the table top game Warhammer where there are Lizardmen armies. Here is a link to the lizardmen page - http://oz.games-workshop.com/games/warh … efault.htm

The army has overtones of Aztec civilisation.

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