How the Dark Side has Manipulated the placement of souls on Earth (Page 1 of 2)

Hmm, I do argue with my sister sometimes. And I have entertained the idea that she is a she-ghoul-soul-destroyer-from-hell bent on my suppression and eradication....lol. My mother has always told us we chose our own placement here in this family so that we may have a proper environment to awaken and complete our mission here. I've never heard of "negeative polarity" souls before. I think all souls (to me, by definition) were made of light and that organic portals were the "dark-side" manufactured black holes of the species. Everyone has the potential to be a drain on other people's energy, doesn't mean that's their soul function (pardon the pun ). Fighiting, arguing, negative energy exchanges that result in net energy loss for both parties does occur when we forget who we are and succumb to our programming, and thus everyone is susceptible. But this happens between people of light souls as well as organic portals. Maybe the giveaway is that o.p. seem to gain energy from such events whereas souls seem to lose it...
I'm willing to consider what you said is possible, but I have seen no evidence of it in my family. I mean, if I am a major source of light, and my mother is as well, it makes little sense that my younger sister would be born and placed in our "team" as a saboteur of sorts. One, my mother would not have allowed it, she would only invite light souls to be born to her; two, to be placing these "dark souls" in families would be a sign of utter and complete control down to a very minute level (which I'm sure they have), but it is my belief, from what I am seeing and feeling, that their foothold here is failing, their power and control dwindling. Granted, it could be seen as a last-ditch desperate atttempt (like many things over the last few years) at preventing light being inserts from actuating, but it seems to me they would be concentrating on other fronts now. They are powerful, TPTB, but not omnipotent. So I guess I am disagreeing with you here, onionworld, although if you have more to say on the subject I'd like to hear it, its and interesting theory.

I have a sibling who I would say is "dark."  She has bizarre beliefs, like "people who care about others are weak!" and hates anyone who is remotely spiritual, labeling them as "inferior."

I had a very very dark childhood, and now... my brother's are sinking further and further, my father is still where he was 10 years ago (alone, but still a lovely guy)... my mother has worked through her shit and is starting to come into her own..

I'm rising above it all and each day to me is a blessing. I think a negative upbringing (if it doesn't make a wreck of you first) really makes you appreciate life a lot more once you're free.

I've read all of the poignant posts on this thread, and certainly our familial lives have had a great impact on every single person on the planet, throughout every generation that comes and goes. For better or worse, how could it not?

Concerning the references to the Cs material, and in particular, I'll refer to one session in 2002 wherein the OP material was first approached: I...me , I was the silly bird who said something along the lines of 'my father MUST be an OP,' myself so rapt with jumping in with emotional gusto, because I personally wasn't yet able to recognize that rejection and harsh judgement, and an opened door to MILAB intervention, didn't equate to his personal soullessness. That just because he handle his life, and mine and my brother's, not so "lightly," didn't mean he wasn't a part of "God," or wasn't made of "Light."

I've had to fight hard in my life to be what I am in this very moment, something I can be proud of, regardless of my father's ideals. Maybe that struggle has, in part, been due to my father being a "military man," and all that came with being a daughter of such a man, but it wasn't necessarily his "role" in life...you know, to be the tried ruin of my life.

The Cs, in that session, swiftly interjected not to be quick to judge, that one never knows when another is but yet a, and even another, deeply troubled soul....or something much along these lines. What I'm relating is paraphrased. It was the only time for myself to be addressed by them, personally, wherein I felt like I was being scolded. They were quick to put in check my hastiness to judge one as "soulless." It's been a long road to find my way, on and in my own way, about this particular patriachal influence in my life, and all that's come with it, but...

....yet, despite the patriarchal influences, and maybe even for the patriarchal influences, I have lived to "blossom."

Ian, the word "blossom" has meaning for me far beyond what I will take the time with here to explain, but it is a deeply personal word with great meaning for me. I love-love that you've referenced this particular word. And indeed, your post has led me to further blossom to a greater understanding.

So many times on my awaken pathwalk I've referred to the adage that says, "While you're pointing one finger at me, with judgement, you've also three pointing back onto you." Because of the experience I've just written about, this adage has come to have even more meaning for myself. I've certainly learned not to be so quick to whip out my pointer finger. I've, also, certainly faltered a time or two, but not much more than that.

But, DAMN!, I've just realized that ALL the times many, many passing and staying NR members, and many others in the world at large, have whipped out that pointing finger, wretching on The Powers That Be...how many of us have realized that there IS three pointing back on ourselves...we ARE also TPTB. Three-fold, we are this.

WOW! We're, in these days of refining energies, in a position to wake up to realize we also are TPTB.

Thank you Ian, you've just rocked my world, in an awesome way!

EDIT--DOH! It's not that I've never realized that there is that power available, but I've just never thought of it as I've described, with the finger pointing adage.

Today's mighty oak is just yesterday's nut that held its ground.
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Life may not be the party we hoped for, but while we're here we might as well dance.
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If you spin around on your chair really fast, things around here will make a lot more sense.

I've met a couple people in life whom I can say with absolute certainty are spiritless matrix agents. My stepfather, in the twenty years since came into my life, has never said or done anything indicating he might have but the dimmest level of sentience, and not once showed a glimmer of empathy. Because of him, I learned all about the key traits of psychopathy before reading anything about antisocial and narcissistic personality disorder in the medical literature. Later I began noticing that he was not unique, that within any social network there are usually one or two fitting the same profile, not only in behavior but also in their "vibe" and the lack of spark in their eyes.

Not every spiritually-potent person I have met comes from a family with a parent or sibling who functions as a prime attack vector, but for those who do, I would agree that the amount of suppression is proportional to the amount of spiritual potential needing to be suppressed. I think it's one manifestation of the Law of Balance.

Some might argue that instead of a hardy soul attracting matrix suppression, it is simply a challenging environment forging an unusually hardy person. But I don't buy that because such individuals are born with that unique potential, and the challenges merely activate what is already there...if they survive. On the one hand, the matrix moves in to suppress, but on the other hand the incarnating soul knows that surviving such hardship leads to strength.

But yeah, these "energy sinks" don't just show up in the family, but anyplace you are forced to interact with a slice of the general population. Workplace, school, roommates, etc...

And no doubt, anyone who doesn't watch themselves can temporarily become a portal, an outlet for energy drain and sabotage. But the difference is that while some people are portals some of the time when their self-awareness nods off, others are portals all the time because they have no real self-awareness to begin with, as evidenced by their consistently non-introspective behavior and empty vibe. It's something you have to live through and see for yourself to believe.

Dealing with it all really sucks...watching your naive loved ones getting put through the loosh factory, skinned and deboned, tortured and deceived. The Law of Allowance is a tough one.

Visavis, it would be a piece of cake if you could see energy, auras, and so on. Otherwise you just have common sense and intuition. I learned it's not so much about scrupulously going over who might be the culprit, but rather about not being so naive as to rationalize or deny what should be obvious. If you over-analyze, you risk reading into things...and risk having the matrix implant false suspicions and create false circumstances to make you suspect the wrong person. You don't have to go looking for the warning signs, the warning signs will come looking for you.

What I do is give the benefit of a doubt, let actions speak for themselves, and keep my mind open to all possibilities so that whatever enters my perception is not filtered by false or missing assumptions. I also use intuition to alert me when someone is "off" and then become more careful when interacting with them. If someone is bad news, it will make itself known... you just gotta be open to the warning signs, which means being aware of them and their implications in the first place. Without any knowledge of this stuff, the warning signs fly right past your face and you learn by getting burned. 

I found that the issue of whether someone is individually souled or not doesn't matter in most cases if their impact upon your life is detrimental either way, whether they are abusive, deceptive, or manipulative. The only time it matters is if someone comes to you looking for lots of help, energy, time, or commitment... then it would be good to sense whether they are sincere and capable of benefitting, or whether they are insincere, hopelessly dysfunctional, or decoys sent to keep your wheels spinning. For me, first intuition alerts me...then I give it a shot anyway just to see what happens, then their response begins revealing what the case may be.

Experience is the best teacher. I learned by looking back at the various people I have interacted with and seeing what types of impressions and signs came with all the sincere ones, and which came with and preceded all the insincere ones. Then the next time I met someone, the previous pattern tended to uphold and I more accurately upped my alert when things seemed off, and relaxed when things seemed safe.

A good number of people tend to base their discernment on social norms, expectations, things they see on television...and so they wouldn't detect a psychopath unless he came carrying a bloody axe. It's more subtle in real life, as psychopaths can be successful and charming, but they still lack depth to their eyes, warmth in their hearts, and sincerity in their speech.

The safest thing to do is actively look for those with whom you feel resonance and comradeship and connect with them. Then you don't have to worry about discerning between who is a troubled soul and an embryonic soul since your focus is on building obviously healthy connections. Deal with people on an action-by-action basis, and if someone is consistently abusive, deceptive, or manipulative, do something about them or just walk away.

Thanks very much for relaying your experience here.  Between you and the lipstick mystic I am learning about this subject, and I think now have to internalize & look within without using my brain so much.  (So, when do I get to stop feeling like such a newbie? )

Cheers