Re: Sleep visits

Auendove wrote:

Better by far to know I was holding onto that discourse, than not... yes? And now it's processed... s'all good dude smile .

And 3 AM? It's a rare thing for me, for over 10 years now, not to be awake at that time. It used to frustrate the she-ite outta me, but now I read or do energy work on myself. I've often wondered if the being awake at 3AM is a symptom of PTSD, the trauma part due to abduction issues.

On the first post I was refering to threads about OOBE. LOL. But yeah, glad its all good! I feel a lil better about getting it posted and off my mind a bit, and finding someone else who has had the same thing happen. smile


morningsun76 wrote:

I'm currently in the middle of reading "Masquerade of Angels," and the abductee discussed in that book also had constant anxiety between 3-4 AM every morning.

I will have to give that a read, I have it but haven't had a chance to dig in yet. smile

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A brief summary of my sleep paralysis experiences, including a new one

On at least 3 or 4 separate occasions while living in northwestern NJ, I awoke paralyzed in my bed. The most recent time this occured, I distinctly heard or felt rapid movement of several entities around my bed, then promptly (and oddly) went back to sleep.

When I went back home to NJ for a week (Sept 14 - 21, 2005) to visit family, on one morning/early afternoon I had a strange experience. I had a strange "dream" (I put the word it quotes because I don't think it was a normal dream at all) consisting of three distinct "scenes." In the first, I was at the cage of my mom's two parakeets, with the cage door open, and my hand inside trying to get them to sit on my finger, without much luck. These birds don't get a lot of human attention so they're not used to people playing with them and so they scatter quickly and fly away at the first sign of someone coming near. I had just been trying to play with the birds that way for real earlier that day, and now it was happening in my dream. Then, in the second "scene,"I was at the kitchen counter/stove, with a bowl of water to my left, and in front of me was a goldfish wrapped in some wet paper towels but nothing else -- clearly not enough for it to survive long. I nonchalantly, in no particular hurry, unwrapped the goldfish from the wet paper towels and placed it in the bowl of water. I then found myself in the third and final "scene:" in bed (the actual one where I was sleeping at that moment), eyes open, paralyzed, with a bizarre one-eyed alien creature with it's face right up against mine, not more than an inch or two away. I tried to scream but could not move at all even to do that. For a couple of seconds I was stuck there, terrified, and then abruptly woke up and found myself in full control of my body and mental faculties. The message of this "dream" seemed as clear as day to me: as we humans regard and treat lower life forms, so do the aliens regard and treat us. And I know from my readings on the alien abduction phenomenon that I'm far from alone in receiving this particular message.

In the early morning hours yesterday (Sat Dec 17, 2005), I woke up abruptly. I had been "dreaming" that I was in bed (a strange bed, not sure where), and felt that the aliens were coming and were going to take me, and that I had to get up quickly otherwise I'd find myself paralyzed in bed again. So I started getting up, and as I did the paralysis hit, and before it had full force I managed to whisper a word or two .. one of them being "help" and I don't recall what else. I then was totally paralyzed, but fighting against it with all my will. After a few seconds, I woke up with a start. It was about 2AM. I then was up the rest of the night and went out for an early breakfast at around 5AM. I came back home and fell asleep at 7AM, and slept clear through to about 7PM yesterday, yet woke up feeling totally beat and with a mild headache.

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Follow-up to last post.  I ended up going to bed yesterday morning at about 6AM, after having being awake for only about 11 hours or so.    I was debating staying up for awhile longer, but I just didn't have the energy and figured I'd sleep for a bit, then wake up again in the late morning or even early afternoon, having the rest of the day to spend normally.

I dreamed of being at my mom's house in NJ.  There was the loud noise of bombs going off coming from the east.  A couple of neighbors which I somehow thought were from a no-good family across the street showed up, and they entered my mom's house through the master bedroom sliding glass door, where my brother was sleeping inside.  I didn't recognize these particular people, so I'm not sure why in the dream I thought they were from that specific family which I didn't like.  It seemed wrong to me that they were just going right into the house through the bedroom like that.

Then, I'm not sure if it was immediately after that dream, or perhaps in a separate dream/vision hours later, I dreamed of being in my old bedroom there in that same house (where I grew up) and there was the silhouette of a grey alien at the foot of my bed.  This silhouette was totally dark and I couldn't make out any features at all, but the shape was unmistakable.  I was paralyzed and fearful, but curiously this time I did not feel panic which I always have before when experiencing these incidents of paralysis.  I stared right at the thing, despite knowing that that's how they control people, and thought over and over in my head "go away.  go away. go away ..."   Then, as I did yesterday, I awoke abruptly with a start, and found myself at home here in CA -- shocked to discover that I had just slept another twelve hours -- it was 5PM.   I felt worn out and very tired.   I went out to a local place to get breakfast and read a bit, as I often do, but I couldn't focus at all on reading, and barely could keep my eyes open, so I came home immediately after eating. 

The first part of the dream where I heard bombs reminds me of another dream I had long ago as a child, where planes were flying over my mom's hous and were dropping bombs.  I was running in the house to alert my family so they could get out before the bombs hit the ground.   I think I woke up before they did.

The second part (staring down the alien) makes me wonder if it might imply some growing mental strength on my part which might eventually help me to fend off et/psychic attacks or whatever these things are.  Like "The Allies of Humanity" material says, these buggers operate in the "mental environment" which is one of humanity's great weaknesses.  So, maybe something strange is going on which is causing people to become stronger now.  Or maybe it's just a result of my own constant ongoing reading and research into these subjects, my intentional raising of my own awareness.  I don't know.  But both parts of my dreams tonight could be interpreted as being a type of "training-scenario" dream, which is now a well-documented experience among people with UFO involvement.    This is all speculation; I really don't have the slightest clue what the true implications of all this might be.

As far as sleeping so long, it's not the first time in my life where I've slept 12 hours frequently.  It's happened before and I think maybe in the past, it may have had something to do with depression as well.  But now it's very difficult to rationize it as just being something like depression when I'm dreaming of aliens two nights in a row when it happens, and having really learned from personal experience lately just how real the whole ET phenomenon is.

34 (edited by feritciva 2006-02-09 06:36:01)

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I had a powerful sleep paralysis last night. I was in front of a house - this is our house in the dream - but I can't enter in. I feel some malicious thing is coming from the street but I even cannot turn to look at it. First I cannot understand why I can't simply walk inside the house and close the door then I realize this is some kind of paralysis. The feeling of malicious presence coming behind me increases and I try to wake up deliberately. Suddenly I woke up feeling a kind of pain in my chest like some weight is put on it. The most interesting thing is although I know that "I woke up" the dream changed and went on, I saw myself speaking with a friend of mine and I told him about this paralysis and the fear "in my dream". I told him that I was really afraid of seal (don't know what this means). He tells me he had similar experience before and he was afraid of seal too. Just before waking up I remember thinking this is smth like "seal of illuminati" or brotherhood of snake etc.

I also wonder if this is the singer Seal we talk about lol
what was he saying;  "but i never gonna survive, unless i get a little crazy"

Change we must, to live again
- Jon Anderson

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Two weeks ago, I had a similar experience of waking up paralyzed and something I couldn't see (I did have my eyes open fully after I struggled to open them) was sucking my neck - not really physically, but hyperdimensionally so to speak.  I did sense that my actual physical heart beat was a lot slower than normal (probably cause I was sleeping), but also louder than normal.  When I could finally move my arms after 3 minutes after the "sucking" stopped, I felt my neck and nothing was physically harmed.  Like I said I couldn't see anything there.  I don't believe in physical vampires like portrayed in the media, but this got me thinking as to why the stories of vampires started.  Before this experience, I was very "in tune" with the spiritual world - very enlightened - and after that night, my life has gone severely downhill and become depressing, like some of my soul was stolen and it is taking a while to build it back.

~nostrum
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See it say and say it see, "The it thing might I you us me."
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36 (edited by visavis 2006-02-10 17:46:03)

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Nostrum, I can relate.  There is some really empowering info that lipstickmystic posted to counter the effects of energy vampirism.  These ideas could help one start to understand how to get power back. Check out her radio show, linked at: http://forum.noblerealms.org/viewtopic.php?id=2734.  She talks about two relevant concpets: "de-cording" and "soul retrieval".

May love and purified energy flood back to you.  smile

"The unknown does not incite fear, but dependence on the known does." - J. Krishnamurti